She Become Sweet and Cuddly

Love him, so I feel inferior, I love him, I hope he can have better, he is really good, she is not worthy of him, she is too inferior, all she can do is to run away from him, run away .

But no matter how she escaped or couldn't escape, she was still in his encirclement.

She once drew herself a prison. She thought she would be imprisoned in this prison forever. She walked alone in her own darkness and didn't want anyone to come in and disturb.But one day she found that Yi Zeyan had broken in. He came in and brought a beam of light to illuminate the deep darkness in front of her.

He took her by the hand and walked all the way, finally leading her out of the dark dungeon.

She once wanted to be a bad person. When her kindness was trampled on again and again, when she was hurt by good intentions again and again, she felt that being a bad person would make her life easier.

So she abandoned her kindness and became cruel.

However, she can't be an absolute bad person after all. She can't be absolutely cruel to Yi Zeyan, because of his existence, she still retains a trace of goodwill in her heart.

This trace of kindness was finally awakened by him, and she finally recognized herself.

Lin Qingqing, with Yi Zeyan, you will never be a bad guy in your life.

She spent a long time on this trip. The weather was bitterly cold, but her heart was transparent. She figured it out, and she figured out everything. In the future, she will not travel alone.

The weather on the day she went back was very good. Yi Zeyan and her children were not at home. She climbed to the attic and sat on the top of the attic. There was a wide view and you could have a panoramic view of the courtyard of the villa.

About a year ago, they moved to this villa area, and the yard was planted with grapes and strawberries that she liked.

She saw the car coming in from the door, and then Yi Zeyan and Xiaoyuan got out of the car together.

Obuchi is already in kindergarten. Although she has avoided him for these years, she has also watched him grow up silently. He is very good, always sitting far away from her and telling her stories.

She looked at his innocent and innocent smiling face. It's still too late, and now it's too late to love him.

Xiaoyuan came over and quickly found her sitting on the top of the building. Yi Zeyan next to her also saw her, but saw that the smile on Yi Zeyan's face suddenly stiffened, and then he ran into the door quickly. Appeared on the roof.Lin Qingqing, who was sitting on the roof of the attic, was half a story away from him. Yi Zeyan walked over slowly and cautiously said to her: "Where are you climbing and what do you do? Come down quickly."

Lin Qingqing didn't know why he had this expression. Did he think she was going to commit suicide by climbing here?

Yi Zeyan stretched out his hand to her, "Quickly come down, let's talk about anything."

Lin Qingqing looked at the man in front of her a little speechless, but she was also afraid that he was worried, so she didn't explain so much, got up and walked over here, but at the moment all her thoughts were on the man in front of her. She had already wanted to understand after so many days of travel. Now, she finally got out of her inferiority complex and finally stopped forcing herself to be a bad person. She wanted to be with him.

She wants to become a good person for him, even if it is difficult, even if it will be long, but she wants to give it a try.

She missed him very much, really missed him, and she didn't know if the injury on his head was healed. When she saw him, her eyes couldn't help but focus on his face.

So she was distracted. She didn’t notice her feet. The top of the attic was repaired to look like a small bungalow, so it’s not very dangerous to stand on it, but she didn’t pay attention to her feet. Without holding his body, he fell directly.

Yi Zeyan's eyes were quick, and she hurriedly reached out to catch her, but she moved a little bit too far, she got out of his hand, fell to the ground and rolled a few times, when she stopped, her head knocked to a flower pot on the roof, probably knocked. There was an opening, and blood flowed down from the top of his head.

Yi Zeyan hurried over and was shocked when he saw her head bleeding. He stretched out his hand to help her, but suddenly he shook his head. He knelt on the ground and coughed a few times before vomiting a mouthful of blood.

After bumping her head, Lin Qingqing's head was a little dizzy. She was very worried when she saw him vomiting blood. She wanted to ask him what was wrong, but her eyes gradually blurred. She heard him call her several times, and then she lost her awareness.

**

The yard behind the hospital was planted with winter sweets. The winter sweets bloomed with a faint fragrance. Lin Qingqing was standing under the winter sweets tree, her fingers gently touching the budding flower bones.

Yi Zeyan has been guarding the bedside these days. He went out and made a phone call early in the morning. But when he came back, there was no figure in the bed. Why was she not there?Without his permission, no one dared to move her, could it be that she woke up?

Yi Zeyan was excited in his heart, but there was also a faint worry. Yi Zeyan asked the nurse on duty. The nurse told her that she saw Mrs. Yi go to the backyard of the hospital, and Yi Zeyan hurried to the backyard.

After walking through a winding corridor, he saw her standing in the courtyard, and Yi Zeyan finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's so cold, why did you come out after wearing that little clothes?"

Lin Qingqing turned her head when she heard the voice, and the man walked slowly towards her, his frowning eyebrows worrisome.Lin Qingqing looked at him, the past scenes played back in her mind, and a sense of sourness filled the tip of her nose.

This man is her favorite and she owes the most.

At the moment before she lost her memory, she thought about accepting his kindness to be with him, but she was worried in her heart. After experiencing so much harm to him, can he really accept her?Can they really be together?

But after so many days of getting along, she understood that they can really be in love, he can really be with her regardless of everything in the past, as long as she is willing to take a step ahead of him, he can take the ninety-nine steps.

Yi Zeyan... She really thought he was stupid.

He stepped forward, took off his jacket and put it on her, and asked, "Is it better? Is there anything else uncomfortable?"

Lin Qingqing shook her head, "No, all are fine."

"Go in first, and I'll let the doctor examine you again."

"it is good."

Lin Qingqing followed him in, and the doctor checked her again. Except for the trauma of the skin on her head, she was not cured, and there was no major problem.

Since there was no big problem, Lin Qingqing didn't want to stay in the hospital anymore, so Yi Zeyan was discharged from the hospital.

When the two came out of the hospital building, Lin Qingqing saw that someone was stopped at the gate. As soon as the man saw the two, he suddenly pushed the two who had stopped her and ran in staggeringly.

She ran closer to Lin Qingqing before she could see her clearly.

It's Lu Wenqian, but why did Lu Wenqian become like this?

Every time Lu Wenqian appeared in front of people, her face was radiant, and her whole body was exquisite and superior, which made people know at a glance that this person must be a top celebrity born well.

But now, I saw her with a disheveled hair, her face facing the sky, her clothes wrinkled, and it seemed that she hadn't changed for many days.

She ran over and knelt down in front of Yi Zeyan with a puff, her eyes were red from crying, and her eyes were filled with despair.

"Where did you get my brother, will you return him to me? I will listen to you obediently, and I will never do anything wrong in the future. You will give my brother back to me!"

To be honest, if you don’t look carefully, she really didn’t recognize that the person in front of her was Lu Wenqian. This spoiled and charming eldest lady, even Yi Zeyan’s mother did not look at her, she would always be arrogant But at this moment, she knelt in front of Yi Zeyan, completely devoid of her arrogant and domineering appearance in the past, she was so low-pitched, every word was pleading.

Yi Zeyan looked at her, but his eyes didn't show any pity, "I warned you a long time ago, but you just didn't listen. I knew why it was at the beginning of today. You should know about me, and the things I decided will not be changed. "

Lu Wenqian's tears kept streaming down, and her voice became hoarse, "Is my brother dead? Tell me, is my brother dead? Yi Zeyan, I only have my brother. Would you give me my brother back, OK? Only him."

Yi Zeyan didn't move too much, and Lu Wenqian walked to Lin Qingqing on her knees. She kept kowtow on the ground, "I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong." After kowtow three times, Lu Wenqian hugged Lin Qingqing's legs again. "Zeyan, he listens to you the most, please help me beg him, okay? I really know that I was wrong. I will never do anything to hurt you anymore. Will you beg him for me?"

When Lu Wenqian became like this, Lin Qingqing was really surprised. Her changes were really too great. Before that, she was still the eldest lady who did everything possible to achieve her goal by colluding with her brother to deal with her, but she changed in a blink of an eye. She was so embarrassed that she completely ignored her dignity and kowtowed her head to beg her.

What happened during the days when she was in a coma.

Yi Zeyan motioned to the bodyguards to pull her away. The bodyguards stepped forward and pulled Lu Wenqian away. Yi Zeyan said again: "Your brother will never come back again. Everyone has to pay for her mistakes. You made mistakes. , This is the punishment you deserve."

"No! No! No! Yi Zeyan don't! Give my brother back to me, give my brother back to me, I promise I won't show up here again, I will go far with him, you give him back to me! give me!"

She spoke hoarsely and cried as if she was out of breath.

"What I told you to make you feel at ease was that you didn't listen to advice. I gave you a chance, didn't you?"

After Yi Zeyan finished speaking, he hugged Lin Qingqing and left. The two of them gradually walked away, but Lu Wenqian behind him still cried, begging, and wailing.

On the plane, Lin Qingqing asked him, "Where has Lu Xiuyuan gone?"

"do not know."

"..."

"I really don't know, I just know that he will never come back here again."

Lin Qingqing did not ask any more.

They were on Yi Zeyan’s private jet. The two of them were in the luxurious and spacious cabin. It was very quiet. Lin Qingqing held his hand and leaned on him. She didn’t want to care about anything, as long as he was by her side. Just fine.

The two went to the sister to pick up Obuchi first. When they arrived at the Peace Hotel, it was afternoon, and there was no one in the shop. The sister sat aside to do cross stitch, Obuchi sat in a chair and drank a cup of milk tea. .

The chair is very big, and the little guy is more and more small. He sits facing the door, and he can see the two people coming in at a glance. It is happy to see the little guys from Mom and Dad. They have bright eyes and sprinkle little ones. Run over in short legs.

Lin Qingqing walked up to pick him up, the little guy put his arms around his neck, and yelled sweetly, "Mom."

When forgetting everything, Lin Qingqing can love him with no distractions, but with the memory, remembering the feelings he built up with him when he was pregnant, thinking about the pain during childbirth, thinking about his mouth when he was very young Drinking milk, thinking about her cold treatment of him in recent years.

At the moment, my heart was very heavy, very heavy, and she wanted to cry when she smelled him.

Lin Qingqing held back her tears and did not cry. After hugging him for a while, she put him down. Lin Zhenzhen also stepped forward and asked, "Why have you been there for so long this time?" She saw a piece of gauze wrapped around her head and asked: "injured?"

Xiaoyuan also saw the injury on his mother's head. He looked at her with big eyes and worried. Lin Qingqing rubbed his small face and said, "It's a little bit of skin."

Lin Zhenzhen breathed a sigh of relief.

Lin Qingqing rushed to Yi Zeyan and said: "You and Xiaoyuan are waiting for me downstairs for a while, I will talk to my sister."

"Good." Yi Zeyan didn't ask much.

Lin Qingqing and Lin Zhenzhen went upstairs, but Lin Zhenzhen still felt uneasy and asked, "What is going on with your head injury?"

"It's really nothing, just skin trauma."

"How did you do it?"

"Knocked accidentally."

"..." Lin Zhenzhen didn't ask any more, "What do you want to tell me?"

Lin Qingqing lowered her head and pondered for a while before she said, "Actually, I have always had a question, why I was here when I woke up. Aren't Zeyan and I married? When I wake up from an injury, I should be in Heze even if I am not in the hospital. Why is Yan's home here?"

"How did you think of asking this?"

"I'm just curious."

Lin Zhenzhen avoided her gaze and said, "You miss me, so I came back to play for a few days, accidentally fell and knocked my head, of course I woke up here."

Lin Qingqing knew that her sister was lying to her. After she lost her memory, she and Yi Zeyan concealed a lot of important things together. For example, they never told her that her vocal cord was injured because she went to save people in the fire, nor did they tell. She had a relationship with Yi Zeyan because she was drugged.

She guessed that they didn't tell her, probably because they were afraid that these things would touch her memories, because these two things were the cause of her personality distortion.They didn't want her to think about the past, because everything she experienced in the past was too heavy and painful for her.

"You don't have to lie to me anymore, I remember it all."

Lin Qingqing spoke an understatement, but Lin Zhenzhen was obviously shocked when she heard what she said. She suddenly turned her head and looked at her. After a while, she said, "You said you remembered?"

"Well, I remember."

Lin Zhenzhen held her shoulder with worry on her face, "Are you... okay?"

Lin Qingqing smiled at her, "I'm fine, I just want to know something, so I ask you."

"Does Zeyan know what you think of?"

"he does not know."

"..."

Lin Zhenzhen did not speak. She frowned and walked on the spot for a while, then asked her, "Aren't you going to tell him?"

"Not planning for the time being."

Lin Zhenzhen sighed heavily and sat down on the chair, "At that time, you had a head injury. The doctor checked that you were fine but you were still unconscious. Zeyan thought you were going to commit suicide at the time, and he was afraid that you would wake up. I couldn’t think about it anymore, so he decided to divorce you at that time. Later, thinking that there was nothing wrong with you, he asked me to bring you back directly, and when you woke up, he would bring you the divorce agreement to sign. He thought you woke up to see I would be happier without being in that house."

Lin Qingqing nodded, almost as she had guessed.

"I remember he seemed to vomit blood after I fell, is he okay?"

"The doctor said it was because of shortness of breath that caused vomiting of blood."

Anxious?Lin Qingqing smiled bitterly, it seemed that she was really angry with him on weekdays.

"What did the doctor say? Was the problem big?"

Lin Zhenzhen said: "At that time, he was completely focused on you, but I still persuaded him to do an examination. After everything was checked, the problem was not big. The doctor prescribed the medicine, and there was no problem after that."

Hearing this, Lin Qingqing breathed a sigh of relief.

After Lin Qingqing got down from the stairs, he drove back with the father and son. Yi Zeyan didn't ask what she and her sister had said along the way, and Lin Qingqing also behaved calmly, no different from usual.

After arriving home, Yi Beiyuan took a storybook and rushed to Lin Qingqing: "Mom has been away for many days. The story I told last time has not been finished. Can I tell my mom?"

Lin Qingqing nodded, "Okay."

Lin Qingqing sat on the carpet, and the Yi Beiyuan kid took out his story book, sat cross-legged in front of her, turned the pages of the book, and pointed his finger at the words in the book to read one by one.

Obuchi enlightened very early, and he would recognize some ordinary characters.

"Yes, one, sky, one, only, little, fox, raccoon..."

Word by word, not very smooth reading.

He used to like this too. Sitting far away would either tell her a story or play with his building blocks. Knowing that his mother didn’t like him being close, he would obediently stay away, but he still wanted to stay with his mother, just one People sat far away obediently.

At that time, she was lying on the bed with her back to him, listening to him with difficulty reciting the story he wanted to tell her.

"Is Obuchi not doing well enough, why doesn't mom like Obuchi?"

He once asked her that.On her birthday that day, she personally made a small gift to her. She felt mixed in her heart, but told him not to make these for her in the future, and then he asked.

Her heart was full of guilt, and her heart seemed to be tugged heavily by a hand, making her uncomfortable.

Too much feelings rushed up, and she couldn't hold back all of a sudden, she reached out her hand to pick him up and let him sit on her lap. Obuchi didn't know, so she told her, "Mom, I haven't finished reading yet."

"It doesn't matter, read it later."

He heard her voice have changed, and asked her, "What's wrong with mom?"

She hugged him and kissed his face, tears kept rolling down.

"Do you know Obuchi, when my mother first gave birth to you, I was so happy in my heart that I actually gave birth to such a cute child. At that time, you were so young and tender, and my mother suddenly wanted to become a warrior. A warrior who can protect Obuchi. Mom wants to keep you in her arms. Mom really loves you, really loves you. But later, my mother experienced some things, and my mother was stimulated, and my mother became so inferior. , I feel inferior that my mother is not qualified to be Obuchi’s mother. Because it is too inferior, my mother wants to hide away. My mother thinks that she will leave sooner or later. Instead of letting Obuchi be reluctant to give up, it’s better to let Obuchi dislike His mother, mother was really stupid back then."

Lin Qingqing held her son's face, "Why do you hurt your child in this way? Mom is really stupid."

The little guy looked at her dumbfounded, and cried out uncertainly, "Mom?"

Yi Zeyan was sitting on the sofa drinking coffee. When he heard her words, he shook his hand and the coffee cup fell to the ground with a clatter. The white carpet was instantly stained with a puddle of brown, but he didn't notice it. As if struck by a sky thunder, he looked straight at Lin Qingqing and stood up subconsciously.

Lin Qingqing's words continued. She held her little son's face and kissed him gently on his forehead, "I'm sorry, it was my mother who did something wrong. It was her mother who was too stupid. I'm sorry Xiaoyuan, I'm sorry, forgive my mother, OK? Is it okay to forgive mom? I’m really sorry, mom never didn’t love you, it was mom’s way of doing it wrong, mom shouldn’t keep thinking about staying away from Obuchi, mom should stay with Obuchi all the time, sorry, sorry, sorry...... "

Probably Lin Qingqing's turbulent tears frightened him. Xiaoyuan hurriedly wiped her tears, but couldn't help crying, "Mom don't cry, mother don't cry, Xiaoyuan doesn't blame her mother."

She remembered that time too. He walked over to her at an unsteady pace, and said to her in a childish, slurred voice, "Mama don't cry, Obuchi loves Mama."

Tell her over and over again that Xiaoyuan loves Mama, and comfort her over and over again not to cry, thinking that these tears become more uncontrollable.

She buried her head on her son's shoulder, holding it back, for fear that she would cry out in the next moment.

Yi Zeyan didn't know when he walked in front of the mother and son. He looked solemn and looked at the woman unblinkingly.

Why did she say this suddenly?

Lin Qingqing noticed Yi Zeyan's approach, she slowly raised her head to look at him, and he stared at her intently, with complex expressions in his deep eyes.

In fact, she didn't want Yi Zeyan to know that she remembered. Their way of getting along with each other now is very good. If he knew, she didn't know how to face him.

But just seeing Obuchi, she couldn't help thinking of all the past.

He probably guessed it...

She wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, and forced a smile at her, with a bitter smile, "Yi Zeyan, I remember it all."