Shut-in Magician

176 Larsh Motivation

At the end of the review, the maids quickly left the room. In the meantime, we have all the tools we need to treat them, and we can see their excellence.

"It was delicious today, oh, it was delicious, wasn't it?

We're telling each other to stop saluting each other, but they really seem to come out with corrections to military life. Siu also unexpectedly comes up with old words, so I know how you feel. These things are hard to heal.

"The maids were delighted. I've been depressed lately because you have such a bad reputation. Good."

Siu can do anything.

"I grew up in the mountains. Since we were alone with Grandpa, we couldn't live without doing everything ourselves. Besides, he probably planted it thinking about leaving it behind. Because it was a rugged mountain."

"... I was born and raised in a nearby village. I thought I was gonna spend the rest of my life plowing fields."

"How did you get into the army?

Ask while wiping your body. These things at first, as well as Larsh, who was shy or shy and reluctant to say sorry, were now at his disposal.

I'm getting a little softer because I'm feeding them sweets at best to increase the fat that I can't chase away from just eating.

Still overwhelmingly short of meat.

"My father died of illness. Because we can't eat just for field work, and we originally discussed having to go to Wang Capital to earn money. As soon as I grew up, the village chief told me it would be safe to join the army, and I came."

"It was. But how come it wasn't another job, it was the army?"

"A weak man like me says he can't be an adventurer, and he won't be able to hire a merchant because he doesn't have any learning. Then it would be safer for a large army. I heard you could tell me a lot about it."

"... study or something?

"Yeah. But I was too busy every day to study."

You won't be full of food if you join the army, but the bottom end is too much to do and it's hard.

I don't have time to rest from morning to evening, and this and chores are waiting for me. Besides, we need combat training. I think it's something I've worked so hard on for almost three years. Siu would be on the run.

"You've had a rough time."

"But I could send the money, and I can't say I'm hungry, but they fed me every meal."

That's normal.

But if you were poor in village life, you'd think that would even be appreciated.

"Larsh, what do you want to do when your body heals? You think I want to go back to the army?

"... yeah. Because it's a job I can do."

"Oh, my God."

I thought I'd teach you to study if you were willing to Larsh, but when I felt like a friendly push sale and couldn't say it, Larsh opened his mouth, who was thinking about it as well.

"Um."

As I said, I saw Siu.

"... you know, there's something I need you to tell me"

"Yeah. What?

"I don't know why, I don't know why it was me."

I finished wiping her body, dressed her in her bedtime clothes, and then hung the futon at her feet.

Larsh drops his gaze as he grabs the hem of his bedding.

"I was so timid, and so blunt that my superiors told me that I was willing to kill my people, I didn't think I could handle such amazing magic equipment. So why not?"

I ran out to the end, and it felt like, after I finished, I exhaled ho and Larsh looked up. Then I saw Siu.

Even though Siu looked indescribable, that's when he seemed to notice. Larsh waved hastily.

"No, I don't, I resent you, that's not what I asked you."

"... yeah. I know. I just remembered it on my own and regretted it on my own. Guys, Larsh also says it's not the chunk projectile's fault for this one. But I'm the only one who doesn't have to tell you, because I'm the only one who has to think all the time. I'm sorry, you got me worried."

"Yeah, well, it's me."

"You know."

"Oh, yes!

Siu rode himself out and looked serious, so Larsh hastily corrected his residence and stared properly at him.

Larsh has such a place. The core goes through.

"At the very least, if you weren't having a bump in your body's axis, if you were a good eyed person, anyone would have been fine"

"Oh, yeah."

To a pompous larsh, he added, smiling bitterly.

"But there's something more important. Humanity, I guess."

"Humanity…"

"Hey, have you ever dismantled a warcraft?

"Yeah. Only wild rabbits, ever."

"At first, what did you think? I was scared. I thought blood was disgusting, and I was scared that the voice of the Terminator was like a curse."

"... yeah. Me, too. Shivering, my father coached me, and I humbled him."

I think Siu was only about three years old. My grandfather, who had planted the raven, gave me a knife that I would be able to do it because he was always watching it. Now I think of it as a knife for little kids, but back then I was afraid of a big knife with sharp cuts.

"The cowardly, the people-friendly, and the shaftless. I'm glad to hear that."

"That's all...?

"That's all, but there were only thirty of us gathered there. It's amazing."

"Oh, yeah. But are you sure that was a good idea? 'Cause we're dealing with weapons."

"That's why. If you weren't a coward, you wouldn't be polite."

"Ah."

"Being timid makes you cautious, so does your behavior. If you're a scared person, you might randomly fire, and those people don't calculate the remnants, so you can't."

"Yeah. Me too, the remnants were always calculated. Corporal Clemens was careful, speaking of which."

Larsh remembered, and, uh, smiled.

"You cared about other people's remnants, and when you went to Sioux's tent, you took the lead in loading the magazine, Corporal."

"Yeah. That's what matters, isn't it? The fact that you're kind to people"

"Corporal Clemens always cared about the kid downstairs."

"That kind of person doesn't point a gun at people."

I remember Captain Vendell, and I spoke. He removed his safety device and was pointing the gun at the muzzle. I was always willing to shoot you.

"A lot of people don't have shafts in their bodies, and their minds, their cores, go through them. Whatever weapon you use, that's one of the important elements. That's about it. If you can set a solid goal, it won't be a problem. If you can see it, you can point to the enemy at your fingertips. 'Cause that means you can pull the trigger and hit it like it is."

"Yeah. I was confused at first, but sure, it was so easy to see it with your eyes and let it go. I was really happy when I was able to defeat the Warcraft. Now I can help, and I'm not mad that you're going to kill my people, but that you can help me."

I let my eyes shine, and then, furiously, I shrugged, as small as I had returned to me.

"I was happy. So..."

Keep it small.

"I don't resent it. Rather, I was glad to know that there was something I could do. When the captain took me up, I regretted it, and I was sad."

"Captain Vendell took it directly?

"Yeah, you're not allowed to have it. He told me to give it to him because the handles he deserved are his own. A lot of other things have been said, such as the Colonel's instructions, so I followed up with the answer. I didn't think that would be an 'assignment'. I didn't even know that..."

Vendell, by the way, was a nasty person. I'm really glad I didn't elect him.

But now that I have transferred it, I know that the user rights have also been transferred. We need to operate more carefully in the future. You shouldn't be too often empowered, and that's the hard part.

"I've always wanted to apologize if I could see Siu again."

"What?

"I could lend you a chunk projectile, but I couldn't give it back properly. If I'd been a little tighter, I wouldn't have had to give it to you. I was scared, and I gave it to you."

It's what you say with clear eyes, so it makes it unnecessarily larger in contrast to Vendel.

"I'm glad you didn't resist."

"Huh?"

"I made it because you were weak and easy to take away. I could have helped Larsh, though it was a critical place. If Larsh had been strong and resisted, I think he would have been killed lightly."

"Oh, well. Yeah, right."

"Larsh is good because it's Larsh. If they say you're weak, you can throw it away. At least I think Larsh was right to use a mass projectile, and I think Larsh is the only one who can use it."

"... can you lend me again? Can I use it again?

"I want people like you to use it, it's like I made it. Think slowly about what's to come. There's plenty of time, so think about other possibilities, not just going back to the army."

Larsh nodded at me with the best smile he's ever had.

Later, also presented by Yeld about the future, Larsh seems to have decided to explore a workplace where he could use a mass projectile.

I have to focus on healing my body for a while, but the rehab will give me a mass projectile. I also gave him a practice bullet and the next day he was targeting the wall of the room and seemed to be practicing quickly.

A person is a strange thing, and when his mind stabilizes, his body recovers as he sees it.

Every day, I wipe my body and I know that. With one feeling, even my body changes.

It was also a well-understood event that Siu was still full of things he did not understand.