Still, Wait For Me

The three of you eat outside, pack up and come back.

In the single room, he hung an arm, dragged a broken leg Huang Yaming slowly out of bed, difficult, careful to pack things.

“What's the matter with you? ”

Put several lunch boxes on the table, Xu Tingsheng asked Huang Yaming.

Huang Yaming teeth bite a plastic bag, one hand clasps his belt, vaguely saying: "I'm leaving the hospital. ”

Xu Tiansheng was confused: “Don't be ridiculous, you just got picked up, and it's so serious, what's the rush to get out of the hospital? ”

Huang Yaming took off the plastic bag and let his pants collapse without mentioning it. Sincerely, he said: "Think about it. You've spent a lot of money lately, hospitalization is too expensive, I'll save you some money. ”

Xu Tinsheng looked at him and said, "When did you ever hurt the money for me? Don't mess around. Lie down and eat first. ”

It doesn't make sense. Huang Yaming simply stopped talking and moved to the door step by step. He said resolutely: "I don't care, I'm leaving the hospital anyway. Tan Yao, Fu Cheng, either of you come and help me, brother will remember you well for life. ”

“Ignore him, both of you. Something must be wrong. Let's see what he sings.” Xu Tiansheng said.

Two people did not move, Huang Yaming looked at each other with grief, lowered his head and moved out step by step, watched him bite his teeth for pain, expressions were resolute, the three people looked at each other, all a little unable to touch their heads.

“Aren't the nurses pretty?” Tan Yao asks Huang Yaming, the two people have the most spiritual heart in this kind of thing.

The answer to Tan Yao was another voice, a bright female voice coming from the door: “408 beds, afternoon film review, did not catch well to re-connect. ”

White hat, high pick nurse with mask walked into the ward, a pair of eyes swept to Xu Tiansheng and Fucheng, paused, nodded and greeted.

“Nice body, big, beautiful eyes. This isn't right. How could you possibly get out of the hospital in this situation? Are you transsexual?” Tan Yao bit his ear with Huang Yaming.

Huang Yaming sighed and went back to bed without saying a word.

Xu Tinsheng pulled La Fucheng and said: “Why do I feel a little familiar? ”

Fu Cheng said: “I also feel familiar. ”

When the nurse heard, she hesitated. She reached out and took off her mask. She nodded with a smile to Xu Tinsheng and Fu Chengqi and said: “We've met, my name is Chen Jingqi. ”

Xu Tiansheng understood this now, hold on to laugh, also hold on to the embarrassment, said: “I remember, it's been a long time, why aren't you in Jinnan, come to Iwata? ”

Chen Jingqi's eyes flashed bitterly and smiled:

“I had a physical problem before, took two months off and didn't go back to work. And then the hospital hired me, and I came. Shortly after joining the company, I didn't know that our hospital was also a veterinary hospital, even the animals were cured. ”

Xu Tinsheng and Fu Cheng nodded. I don't know how to take this sentence.

Chen Jingqi walked to the bedside table, dropped the rechecking list, and pinched Huang Yaming's crippled arm with a grin. “Does it hurt? ”

Huang Yaming “hissed” straight into the cool air, smiling faintly, afraid to hide or answer.

“Pain is fine. Either that or the nerve sensors don't connect. Oh, I almost forgot you're insane.” Chen Jingqi said with no expression.

Huang Yaming dared not say anything back.

The other three grinned hard.

Walking to the door, Chen Jingqi turned back and explained to Xu Tiansheng and Fu Cheng: “I'll go to the other ward for a spin and come back later. I happen to be in charge of this ward, so don't worry, I'll do my best. Besides, the discharge requires the doctor to sign and agree, I guess he doesn't agree. ”

The words "do your best” were bitten very hard, and the words were actually given to someone.

Man knife, I'm fish meat.

Huang Yaming looked at Xu Tiansheng in tears.

Chen Jingqi left the door at the front foot. Tan Yao closed the door at the rear foot. He leaned back against the door and said excitedly: “Something happened, I can see it. Tell me, what's going on? ”

Huang Yaming disguised himself as saying, "This is complicated and unclear. Just stop asking. ”

“Actually, it's not complicated at all. Four words is enough.” Xu Tiansheng said.

“Which four words?” Tan Yao asked.

Xu Tiansheng said: "Sleep. ”

Fu Cheng answered: “Running away. ”

Tan Yao said: "…, I understand. This... to die, the wrongdoer is narrow. Oops, this... No, I have to go see our nurse again. ”

Tan Yao went out.

There were three people left in the ward facing each other. Xu Tiansheng and Fucheng began to laugh.

The causal cycle, the reward is unpleasant.

After the gunfire, it will echo.

Chen Jingqi was the beautiful little nurse who died in the infusion room while Fang Yunyao was hospitalized in Graduate City Hospital. Later, Chen Jingqi took it seriously. Huang Yaming went to sleep and ran away. He even changed his phone number.

Now, the reward is coming.

Huang Yaming crooked his head and looked at Xu Tiansheng. He also looked at Fucheng and said, “Don't laugh! I'll die if I don't get transferred. You weren't there, she came in, she saw me, at least five minutes to dry, she didn't say anything, and I guess she was trying to kill me. ”

“You didn't think of her as another little nurse, did you?” Sincerely asked.

“How could I not remember those big eyes of hers? Dreams have been dreamed several times.” Huang Yaming said something unnatural.

“Remember? Then..."

“Love it! I've never met one of these before except for her. The problem is she's serious, you know? Sleep just once and fantasize about the future family three bites, sweet and warm. How am I supposed to be? How old am I? What am I? It's not like you don't know, God gave me a mission to go wandering. ”

Fu Sincerely said: "Amin, the person who hurt you is Tan Qingling, it is not someone else's business. ”

Xu Tingsheng said: "Chen Jingqi is very good, he is no worse looking than Tan Qingling. You hurt people like that, no one bothered you,..."

Tan Yao, who had just gone out for reconnaissance, pushed in. Something was wrong with his face.

“What's the matter?” Huang Yaming asked.

“Crying on the desk in the duty room," Tan Yao said. “Crying all the time. ”

A few people got stuck.

After a while, Huang Yaming easily said, "Ha, I can't see it anyway, can I? Whatever, I'm eating. Well, my hand is like this, which one of you three is feeding me? ”

The other three look at each other. The man feeds the man, he can't stand it.

Huang Yaming was strong, opened the dining box himself, and took the spoon with him for a difficult scoop.

Footsteps are coming.

Xu Tinsheng dragged Fu Cheng and Tan Yao out to smoke.

Three people went out with their front legs and put on their masks. Chen Jingqi's back legs just came in.

Huang Yaming's left hand was clumsy, and as soon as he was nervous, a spoon of yellow bean stewed pork feet fell all over his chest.

Chen Jingqi looked at it for a while and walked over. He cleaned up the pig's feet and beans for him without expression. He grabbed the spoon, sat down, and scooped a spoon of vegetables to Huang Yaming's mouth.

Huang Yaming glanced at her reddish eyes and said anxiously: “Did you just cry? ”

“No,” said Chen Jingqi.

Huang Yamingzhangkou ate the food and Chen Jingqi scooped another spoon.

“How have you been?” He asked,

“It's good.” Chen Jingqi said.

“I'm sorry.” Huang Yaming said.

Chen Jingqi stopped talking.

……

In the afternoon, more people came to see Huang Yaming.

Sonny's here. Huang Yaming classmates, roommates, and some friends are here. Even Lu Xin came to see Huang Yaming with regret. The two of them were embarrassed and finally polite.

None of Chen Jingqi showed up during this period.

After a bit of excitement, there were only a few of us left in the ward.

Xu Tinsheng and Fu Cheng spoke of Chen Jingqi. Sonny, the strongest of the "sense of justice", began to fall on Huang Yaming. After a long time, Huang Yaming was impatient and said: “There is no end to it, I slept with her once. ”

Chen Jingqi pushed the door in and walked to Huang Yaming.

“I didn't mean that, I mean...” Huang Yaming wanted to explain.

“Pfft.”

A slap fan came over.

Huang Yaming was stunned and whispered: “If you have something to say, why are you hitting people? ”

“Pfft.”

Another slap.

Chen Jingqi began to shed tears.

Huang Yaming was helpless and said low: “Look, it was you who beat me, why are you crying? Does your hand hurt? Then take this and beat it till it's deflated. ”

Huang Yaming handed Chen Jingqi the medical record.

Chen Jingqi said: "You bastard. ”

Huang Yaming said, "Yes, I'm an asshole. Stop crying. ”

……

On the way back to school.

“What do you think?” Fu Cheng asked Xu Tiansheng, "I really can't let Huang Yaming transfer to the hospital. I'm not worried about him, I'm afraid he'll hurt again. The girl's fine. ”

Xu Tiansheng thought about it and said: “Wait two days to see it. I think that if he didn't like it at first, he wouldn't hide. Besides, Tan Qingling has never seen him so afraid of any woman. Wait two days, at least let him give an account. ”

“What about dinner? We're all going back. Nobody cares about him for dinner!” Fu Cheng said.

“Someone will take care of it. The woman still likes him.” Xu Tinsheng said with certainty.

Sonny met several nurses while taking care of Fang Yunyao in Graduate South. She called and asked. Message came from there. Chen Jingqi had just graduated from school and was not a preparation worker. She had been hired for two months for some reason and refused to tell her why. The hospital called someone to take over and fired her.

A few people feel a little uncomfortable.

Fu Cheng sighed and said, “No wonder she's coming to Iwata. ”

“It must be hard for her to be here alone. Nurses are tough, casual workers are not well paid.” Sonny said.

Lu Zhixin, who had not fully understood the situation, interrupted in confusion: “Then why hasn't she come to the school to look for Huang Yaming? Does she know which school Huang Yaming is in? ”

“I don't know if I can find it. It's just a few universities in Iwata, and she knows us. No, I think Huang Yaming is still in college. I can't afford it. I carried it myself. Or maybe, Huang Yaming did that, hurting people. ”

Fu Cheng closed his eyes and leaned against the back of the chair. Chen Jingqi appeared, so that the images of that day appeared clearly in front of him.

Those who do not want to meet again, who are searching hard, may never see each other again.

“So what now? If she didn't prepare it, she could actually consider having her come to work with each other in good faith, do auditing, learn easily, not as stressful as the hospital, and have higher salaries, all of which are covered by insurance. ”

According to Chen Jingqi's professional and academic qualifications are incompatible with the rules of mutual honesty, but this time, Lu Jingxin did not speak the principles. I don't know whether to express her apologies to Huang Yaming or as a woman's feelings for Chen Jingqi.

Xu Tiansheng looked at Lu Qixin and saw her nod seriously. Turning to confront Cheng, he said: "Send a message and tell Huang Yaming about this and Xixin's opinions, see what he says. ”

Send the message over for a while.

Huang Yaming called back.

“Have you eaten?” Xu Tiansheng asked him.

“Eat up.” Huang Yaming said.

“How do you eat it? ”

“She had dinner. ”

“What are you going to do now? ”

“I told her about the job, and she said she'd think about it. ”

“What about yourself? What do you think? ”

“I can't fall in love well anyway. But you can help her with the job. You can do it yourself. Don't go through me. I've checked with other nurses, and temporary workers live in collective dormitories in poor conditions, low wages, and little chance of getting right. ”

“Think about it, if we leave her in good faith, how much you're going to get in touch with in the future. ”

“I know, this is fine. She's been working really hard here, with new recruits and outsiders, bullied, working nights several times a week. ”

“Are you still in pain? ”

“I know I'm not human. ”

Xu Tiansheng thought about it and said, “No one can force you to do this, and we won't get mixed up again. See for ourselves. She thought about coming to the mutual honesty. You told me that you really decided to transfer me to the hospital and I will help you. Anyway, give a statement and don't hurt anyone. ”

Huang Yaming said: “I know. ”

Fucheng answered the phone and said, "How are you two getting along? The point is, how's she doing? ”

Huang Yaming said: "I don't know. ”

“Why can't I make myself clear? ”

“She's been a while, exploding. I can't keep up at all. ”

“What do you mean? ”

“She fed me, very attentive and gentle. ”

“Isn't that nice? ”

“Feeding, she suddenly glanced at me and covered my face with the whole pot of rice. ”

Fu Cheng didn't answer the phone and turned on the speaker.

“After a while, she packed her meal and told me she was sorry. I knew it was my fault. I just wanted to say it didn't matter. Then she looked at me again and raised her hand and covered my face with the whole bowl of rice. ”

A group of people held their laughs and the whole car was shaking.

“It's not normal. Is she splitting? ”

“Too normal, it's called love and hate. ”

……

Perhaps this is a Day of Reunion and Frontier.

Xu Tiansheng received Li Waner's phone call at more than 2: 00 a.m. In the dorm room, she heard an unstoppable cry across the phone. Xu Tiansheng hurriedly climbed up and ran to the balcony.

Just one cry, one listen, for a long time.

At last, when the cry subsided, Xu Tiansheng knew that Li Waner could not speak. He said, "What's wrong with you? ”

“Me, Mom, got worse after the surgery, and she left. I'm all alone.” Li Waner said.

Only one person left, Li Waner, remembered the little bastard. He said he would take her away. She doesn't eat much either.

Xu Tinsheng said: "I'm sorry for your loss. ”

After a long silence over the microphone, he exhausted all his energy. Li Waner finally said, “I'll take care of it. Can I come to you? ”

Xu Tinsheng said, "Leave, you should go back to Italy. That's your life. ”

Hanging up the phone, Xu Tiansheng stood on the balcony for a while. Tan Yao touched it out, handed Xu Tiansheng a cigarette, and then lit one himself. In the autumn, the morning breeze started to get a little chilly.

A lively place is always especially quiet once it's quiet.

Tan Yao said: "Sorry, I just heard a little bit, I heard crying. What, another one asleep and ran away? ”

“No, I haven't slept, it's Wan Li.” Xu Tiansheng said.

Tan Yao had met Li Wan-er. He exaggerated and said, "Then go to sleep! ”

“I can't let go of my hand if I can't stop sleeping one day," Xu Tinsheng laughed and said, “What about you? Why are you up so late? It's still psychologically unacceptable, just ignore her later. ”

Tan Yao hesitated for a moment and took a deep smoke and said, “It's not all that. I'm sure you don't believe me. I've been thinking about Huang Yaming all night. Think about it and envy him a little. ”

“What does he envy? Slashed? ”

“Really," Tan Yao said, "I just wondered if there would be a woman, thinking about me, hating me, meet back and slap me directly, at least it means she won't forget. ”

Xu Tiansheng looked at Tan Yao.

Tan Yao went on to say, "That's strange. I don't know when to start, fuck me, the women, they all seem to know the situation, they're very acquainted with me, get up early, say goodbye, love me at all, don't mean to bother me. Back in the day, I was afraid of that. Now, sometimes it's kind of lost. ”

“You just think about it.” Xu Tiansheng said.

Tan Yao thought about it and said, "That's true. But I still wonder if there's a woman in the world who really likes me, even if someone hates me. Otherwise, it doesn't exist. It's like sometimes hanging out with their group of people, it's very enthusiastic, it's very lively, but when it's quiet, it feels particularly lonely and particularly lost. ”

“I'm an orphan," Tan Yao said, "Never mind, don't say that. ”

This is the first time that Xu Tiansheng knew about it. In fact, all his roommates, including Huang Yaming, who had been hanging out with Tan Yao for the longest time, didn't know about it. Tan Yao never mentioned it, and there was no trace of it on him. He seemed optimistic that he had been happy.

Xu Tiansheng raised his hand and patted Tan Yao's shoulder. Change the subject.

“What about yourself? Who do you like?” Xu Tiansheng asked.

“Yuqing is his sister.” Tan Yao smiled bitterly.

“ …… ”

“She's gay, right? ”

“... you know? ”

“Once I opened a room with someone and went out in the morning. Square Orange just came out of the room next to it... I saw it and my heart snapped and broke. As a result, she came out from behind a girl, a senior sister. I know.”

“ …… ”

“What do you call that? ”

“And then Fang Orange saw you? ”

“No, I hid. Guess what I did? ”

“What did you do? ”

“I slept with that schoolsister, and I totally broke it. ”

“So…”

“So Fang Orange broke her fucking heart, hahahahahahahaha... in the future she looked for one, I slept with one, bye, didn't all say that women like women because they despair of men? I'm going to make her completely desperate for women. ”

……

At the same time, he was in the ward of Iwazhou Central Hospital.

Huang Yaming laid the arm of the three fractures on Chen Jingqi and threatened to say: "Don't struggle. Don't move. If you move, I'll cut you five. It'll still hurt you. ”

“Better broke, I can't wait for you to die.” Chen Jingqi said.

“Then move.” Huang Yaming said.

Chen Jingqi stood up and was still no match for the scoundrel in front of him. He frowned and said: “What are you doing? I'm still on duty. ”

“You're on a fart shift, I asked. It's not your night shift at all. You're just worried about me, I know. Why don't you just lie here for a while? I can't sleep anyway. I'll sit here and watch you.” Huang Yaming said.

“Then I have a bed in my duty room, and I go back to bed. ”

“I just saw a nurse on duty take her boyfriend in, will you go back to the scene? ”

“ …… ”

“Don't worry, I promise I won't touch you. ”

“Touch me and I'll kill you. ”

“I know.”

Huang Yaming took out a cigarette and looked at it and put it back up. Chen Jingqi pretended to be asleep until tears flowed silently along the corner of his eyes.

“Why did you run away without saying a word? I've been calling you for half a month, you know? ”

“I, I didn't want to fall in love, like someone. ”

“I'm pregnant. ”

“Ah?... you're a nurse yourself, don't you know about post-partum contraception? ”

“I took the pill, I don't know what's going on, I'm pregnant. ”

“... knocked it off? ”

“Well, I've taken pills, kids can't. And you ran away, too. ”

“I'm sorry. ”

“I rented a house, lived alone, raised my body, took two months off, and was dismissed by the hospital. ”

“… why didn't you come to me then? ”

“I think you're still in college, at least I'm at work. And you're hiding from me. Why would I come looking for you? ”

“I'm sorry. ”

“Actually, I thought I'd never see you again. And I walked into the ward at noon, and I saw you, and I thought," Oh, my God, that's too much. Why did you show up in front of me? "And why you just broke your arm, how come you're not dead. ”

“Ah, dead? You hate me so much. ”

“If you die and lie in front of me, I don't want anything. I'll cry for you quickly and painfully. Forget about hate. Forget about love. Now, what do you want me to do? ”

Huang Yaming thought about it and said, "By the way, I haven't asked you, how old are you? ”

“Twenty-two, what's wrong? We graduated early.” Chen Jingqi replied.

“Still young, what a hurry. Go to work with each other sincerely, where you won't suffer any grievances”, Huang Yaming said, "If you meet someone you like, go back and like them. If I don't, I'll see if I grow up in a few years, and you'll be less of a jerk. ”