Still, Wait For Me

If there was a bystander, it would actually be clear.

Li Waner may not have thought of it so clearly, but she was actually ready, even hopeful - she hoped that Xu Tiansheng would not ask, just force her, just like before, when he pressed her against the wall, she would give up her resistance, she would accept, then she could give herself a comfort, she just had to accept.

But Xu Tiansheng did nothing this time.

Li Waner took a bath, and she was changing.

In the bathroom where he had just installed a new light bulb, even in the shower, she was actually a little embarrassed, as if he was standing there looking at himself, and the light was his gaze. So what happens when he leaves? Beat this lamp?

Li Waner is going to do something more difficult.

These things, my cousin taught her a long time ago, persuading her over and over... she said these are her only chances of winning.

She did, but thought she would never do it.

Ever since I was a kid, except for the factory thing, this time Xu Tiansheng taught her, Li Waner hardly ever used his heart machine and calculations to face anything and deal with any problems,...

Nor has she ever won anything for herself...

Otherwise, she would not have been able to resist and succumb to the arrangements that her father had given her to marry.

People always say that a woman in love is stupid. In fact, all women's “smart” shows up when she wants to conquer a man, even if it looks silly.

Wan Li's “heart machine” looks silly.

“If there is a child… cousin is right, he may have more than one woman now, but surely there is no child… If there is a child, his first child, I may win. I don't want to be a lover... I want to fight, I want to win. ”

When just walking around the life market, several times, Li Waner was shopping. When talking to the owner, she always saw Xu Tingsheng teasing the beautiful foreign children. He kept smiling, making the most childish expressions and movements, being gentle and so committed...

She did not understand why the courtesan liked the child so much, because she did not know that Xu Courtesan was actually a man of thirty-two years of age, a man of this age was always more eager for such tenderness, but it did not matter, she knew that he liked… enough.

“I will give him the most beautiful child... he is so beautiful, I am so beautiful... then he will not be able to leave. ”

At a different point in time, in a different situation, this idea will make Li Wan 'er uncomfortable. At 31 years old, this woman, who has a history of marriage and is accustomed to a pale life, has to fight for a man in a way that is destined to be rejected.

But at this moment, Li Waner couldn't care less.

She put on a fine light makeup, put her hair up and down, put it down, put it up, finally choose to put it on... cousin said I can't compare greenery to others, more than rhyme and flavor.

……

All the self-psychological cues, pavers and preparations, were disintegrated in Xu Tinsheng's opening of the door.

Only determination remains.

Two hours back in the hotel room, Xu Tiansheng has been in a relatively complex and unnameable state. Then the doorbell rang, he opened the door and Li Wan-er stood outside.

She's already pretty, dressed up and even more touching.

“You...” Xu Tiansheng said.

“I," said Li Waner, "I came from the workshop, I wanted to make you another suit, but I wanted to make you a vest before it was too late, but you seem to say you don't like it... I made a scarf. ”

Li Waner took out a scarf and showed it to Xu Tiansheng to prove what she said was true.

“The weather is getting cold, the scarf in the suit is not easy to choose from, it's not good to wear, really, the suit is not good for the scarf, so I made you one, you, would you like to try it? ”

Xu Tiansheng has changed her pajamas.

He said, "Well, I'll change my suit. ”

Xu Tiansheng turned around.

Wan Li pulled the corner of his pajamas from behind.

“What's the matter?” Xu Tiansheng asked.

She walked in, pulled the door up, and whispered, "Actually, no, I didn't mean to give you the scarf. I made the scarf before and you can use it, but... I'm not actually giving it away. ”

Xu Tinsheng looked at her.

Li Waner looked up at his eyes, bit his lips, reached out and pulled out his hair, gently swayed and swayed, his hair sprinkled like a waterfall...

Xu Tiansheng had to admit that this simple move made Li Waner do it in such a flair, then, it was very distracting...

Li Waner threw her hair away. She wore it once, and it was meant to be used in case of him. Now this move, she threw it away, representing giving up all resistance.

Shame, embarrassment, struggle, perhaps humiliation...

Li Wan-er is doing something very difficult for her. As she wept, she began to unwrap her clothes and her hands trembled a little, so the buttons could not always be opened.

“Why is it like I coerced her into something? ”

Xu Tiansheng was a little confused. He held Li Waner's hand in front of him and asked her to stop. Then he was concerned to say, "What's the matter with you? ”

Li Waner stubbornly broke his hands from Xu Tiansheng. He continued to unbutton his coat, choking. “I like you, Xu Tiansheng... you can bully me any way you want,..."

It feels like the Angel of Holiness and Perfection is saying, "Let it fall. ”

Wan Li reached out stiff and grabbed Xu Tinsheng's chest collar and dragged him to the big bed...

These are the things my cousin taught her, the temptations and the flair. It's just that she's doing it now, clumsy...

This is actually a different style.

The long trench coat, which had just been tightly wrapped, slipped from her to the floor and followed… the silk shirt was untied and thrown aside.

There is also a set of clothes that my cousin bought for her, such clothes... wearing, thin as cicada wings, can see everything but not true... it feels like it can drive all men crazy.

Xu Tiansheng is already like a log.

Li Waner's courage is slowly disappearing.

“How do I look? ”

Gather the final courage, she asks him.

Xu Tiansheng nodded. She... is more than beautiful.

“You can bully me, Mr. Xu. Whatever you want. ”

Li Waner finished his speech and sighed and buried his entire body in Xu Tiansheng's arms.

She picked up his hand, one between them and the other, behind her...

She's shaking all over.

Her hot nose sprayed on Xu Gardening's chest. Her long neck wrapped around her chest like a snake. She leaned her head back and put her reddish lips next to his earlobes, saying:

“Last time we were here… let's continue. I don't talk silly anymore, I like you, I do... I want you. ”

Moths are putting out fires, despite everything.