Still, Wait For Me

The red Ferrari is parked on a suburban road far from downtown Iowa, next to the wheels are weeds and trenches. The rice fields are just across the river. Unfortunately, time is at night, looking out into the infinite darkness.

Darkness is also absent.

But you can hear the wind blowing through the rice leaves, and the frog called He Bug, and so on.

The headlights were on in front of the car, and countless flying bugs circled around the lights.

Tan Yao lit a cigarette, took it off his lips, handed it to Ye Qing, and then lit one himself.

“Square orange. ”

He spoke more like a calm stall than a confession. This natural alienation between Ye Qing and Ye Qing has actually been going on for some time. Ye Qing felt it, and Tan Yao also knew she knew it.

Ye Qing didn't look at Tan Yao and looked at the distance and said: “Do you still like her better? Never forgotten? ”

Tan Yao thought about it and said: “Actually, I don't know, maybe I like her more... or maybe I like you more. ”

Ye Qing said: "Well..."

Tan Yao said, "Will you marry me? ”

Ye Qing frowned and did not speak, and the two of them avoided the problem for a long time, maintaining a light relationship for a long time. Later, once, Tan Yao joked, usually hugging her from behind, saying behind her ear... Will we get married?

Ye Qing smiled and said, "Tan Yao, are you crazy? You know what you're talking about? ”

Ye Qing said that Tan Yao wants to marry her is crazy, the reason is not the age difference of 10 years, because if she chooses to marry Tan Yao, give him a wife and have children, that means… she has to give up her inheritance rights to the entire Ye family, which may exceed 2 billion dollars.

Later, they started arguing a lot about it.

“Don't you think I'm an orphan anyway, so I shouldn't care?” Tan Yao said, "Wrong, on the contrary, a home, a wife, a child… is what I've always wanted most in my life. It's dirty, unlike me, but the truth is, I want a home. Because I haven't. ”

Ye Qing should have nothing to say at this time, silently accepting Ben is the result of her own choice... especially since she was originally a cold woman.

But she struggled a little bit and said, "Well, would square oranges do that? Will I marry you? ”

This struggle made her look unhappy and surprised Tan Yao. She really cared about herself.

“Yes," Tan Yao said, "Fang Orange told me... if one day, maybe next year, when I graduate. By then, she may have slept with dozens, dozens, dozens of men, and then luckily, she wasn't sick, she wasn't dead, she wasn't crazy... ask me if I'd still want her, go abroad with her, find a small Nordic town, find a house with a fireplace, and live with her. She would give me a few children and learn to be a wife... I thought about it and I would. ”

Tan Yao once thought that under the cover of his daily performance, only Ye Qing could sense that he was an orphan. Later, he found out that Fang Orange... also found out.

This feeling is very subtle, like the mind is seriously touched and soothed, it makes Square Orange stand back to the scale... then she adds the weight, which Ye Qing will never put on the scale anyway.

Ye Qing silenced for a moment and said: "Oh. ”

And then another minute later, “What if I wanted to? ”

Tan Yao stood still and was overwhelmed because he had never actually weighed it like this. If Ye Qing also wanted to, what would he choose?

“Don't worry, I won't. ”

Before Tan Yao spoke, Ye Qing continued.

…………

Square Orange and apple chat on WeChat. The topic of “Xu Tiansheng, what else do you want me to do?" is over. In this matter, both sides choose not to make statements. It also seems to be a good result, and things will always fade away.

Of course, that's because apple herself didn't know what her father was doing to Xu Tiansheng, and neither of the men told her.

The topic is now on square oranges.

“Why Tan Yao? He wasn't talking to Ye Qing...” apple asked in surprise.

“He and Ye Qing are unlikely to have any results. Ye Qing is unlikely to marry him. I know that better than anyone else. So it's not a robbery. And then, Tan Yao was the only man who liked me, and I kind of liked him, at least he looked so good, right? You don't know, he actually has a kind of chill hidden in the hustle, smoothness and world, which fascinates me. So, not him, but who? ”

The square orange breeze is light and cloudy.

and Apple went on to say, "Well, why pick a guy? Aren't you, like, a woman? ”

The two of them are so familiar that there is no need to worry about them at all. Square Orange has not even made a direct confession to apple more than once. It's just that apple has never been ready.

“Actually, it's okay if it's not a woman," Fang Orange said. “In fact, I used to only like women. When a man touched me, I would throw up. ”

apple says, "Huh? Then why do they all say..."

Square Orange picked it up and said, "It's more inclusive to pretend to be a bisexual market, and it's easier to accept. Otherwise, where do I get so many flower protectors? How could these years be so funny? And I found that boys really didn't seem to care much about girls being bisexual, and they could think of this as a very delicate imagination. ”

apple returned a string of "...”

Square Orange came and said, “So I don't allow the gardeners to do the same, I also like it... Would you like to try it? ”

apple still only returns “..."

“Try it.” Fang Orange said.

“But you still didn't say, why choose a man... didn't you say you would throw up if a man touched you? And...” apple shifted the subject.

“Grandpa's wish… is most likely a last wish.” Fang Orange said, "And I don't want my first man, which I don't like at all. So I seduced Tan Yao. ”

…………

Tan Yao continued to tell Ye Qing.

“It's time to go to Chengdu.” He said.

“Did she throw up?” Ye Qing said.

“Ah?” Tan Yao stood up surprised, “How do you know? ”

Ye Qing looked at him and laughed.

Tan Yao said a little harshly: “It's vomiting, throwing up all over me... but she said it's not very relevant, you can insist, it will be fine later. She also said that I was her first man...”

Tan Yao's voice is getting weaker.

Ye Qing continued to look at him with his lips.

“What's the matter?” Tan Yao Xin was vain.

“I was her first woman.” Ye Qing said.

Tan Yao has crashed.

…………

“I used to be with Ye Qing.” Square Orange told apple.

apple crashed.

…………

“So, three together, actually. ”

Ye Qing said to Tan Yao, Fang Orange said to apple.

apple is completely gone.

Tan Yao rubbed his hand and smiled. “How bad is that?! It's too cheap for me. ”

The image of a harmonious extended family appeared in my mind, so that Tan Yao forgot. The premise of Fang Orange was that if I was lucky enough not to get sick, not to die, not to go mad...