Still, Wait For Me

The deceased, the teacher, Fang Yunyao said her name was Zhou Yuande. Two people who had worked as colleagues for several years, though not in one year, one discipline, one office, were somewhat intertwined.

The reunion of the exotic makes this plain emotion rare and meaningful, and the two people are having a great time talking to each other and retaining contact information.

Xu Tinsheng initially asked Fu Cheng about whether there were any obvious changes and differences in this woman, but then did not ask Fang Yunyao, although in principle, Fang Yunyaoli should have more say in this.

Xu Tiansheng had an instinctive fear of this person, her heart palpitated, and wanted to avoid her. The less she crossed, the better, the less she knew, the better.

It is always easy for people to feel uncomfortable with this state of "will not know" and want to withdraw. In contrast, both states are much better, either completely ignorant or completely clear.

What made Xu Tiansheng even more incomprehensible was that Fang Yunyao knew this person and Fu Cheng had also met her. Even Huang Yaming and Song Ni, who were in China, once reminded, also expressed their impression with the music teacher who had been at their alma mater...

She was almost certainly Wu Yue Weigao's second year, the music teacher who suddenly stopped coming to class, but didn't trigger any waves.

“By the way, she gave us a lesson in her sophomore year. She sang very well and played the guitar very well. ”

Fu Cheng suddenly remembered one more thing.

However, Xu Tiansheng searched the memory countless times to determine that she should reasonably have certain impressions of this person, but she really didn't have any memory and familiarity, as if she had never appeared and existed.

This greatly deepened his fear and escape.

In fact, if you have the heart, Xu Tiansheng can totally ask the fat nurse to prove something. For example, is this woman the long-time sponsor of research, the full-body cosmetic surgeon?

But Xu Tiansheng gave up on his own initiative because he found that he didn't want to know and seek evidence at all.

“So what if it proves it? Check her out? Breaking the mystery?” Xu Tiansheng thought, “I don't want it. Everything is good enough for me now. I don't want to break it, don't take risks...”

After all, Xu Tiansheng, who was reborn for a lifetime, did not become Superman, like many of the protagonists of rebirth novels, whose sense of justice and curiosity exploded. He tried to guard and grasp very little, but especially cherished it, so he was careful.

He's a variable himself, in turn, most afraid of variables.

The woman did not show up for the next few days, until the day Fang Yunyao returned home, she accidentally made a trip to the airport.

Xu Tinsheng avoided the first time she appeared. Two people stood outside the airport smoking, the woman was inside and chatted with Yunyao for a long time, then went out, passed Xu Tiansheng and Fucheng.

“We don't have much time left, hurry.” The woman said.

This should be the first conversation between her and Xu Tingsheng. The woman spoke with a smile and a natural tone. Logically, her words should be a reminder that Xu Tingsheng and Fucheng are still outside the door at this time. The boarding time is almost up, hurry in, pass the security check, boarding...

More than usual.

But somehow, Xu Tiansheng created a feeling that the phrase was just addressed to him alone, and that the fact that “there was not much time” meant that it was not about boarding.

“Okay, let's go in first, Mr. Chow. Bye.” Be honest and polite and walk in first.

Women nod their heads with sincerity.

Xu Tiansheng looked up at her unconsciously.

She warped Xu Tiansheng.

Xu Tiansheng quickly turned around and followed Fu Cheng into the airport. He wanted to turn back... no turning back.

The rhythm of the heartbeat and the feeling of panic and anxiety in the chest slowly subsided until the moment the plane left the ground.

“The illusion, it should be my illusion… that sentence is very ordinary, yes, very ordinary. I've been thinking too much. ”

“In fact, even if there is something really strange about her... the plane has taken off normally and nothing has happened... as long as it has nothing to do with me, as long as it hasn't crossed since. ”

“ …… ”

…………

After flying for nearly 14 hours, the plane landed in Shenghai. Fu Cheng and Fang Yunyao first returned to Iwazhou, where Xu Tiansheng stayed for a day.

On this extra day, Xu Tingsheng held a full day of meetings at Star Technology to force the company's original expansion plan into a steady and conservative program in a near-authoritarian manner.

The stars temporarily suspend almost all business development steps, focusing on consolidating and strengthening the current business at hand, tapping into the potential and profitability of the business itself, accumulating funds and working out teams.

Such a decision, on the one hand, stemmed from the aggressiveness currently displayed by Apple's father, who had to choose to shrink first.

On the other hand, it was because Xu Tingsheng suddenly remembered something after this visit to the United States to join Facebook - a financial crisis that would begin in the United States in 2007 and affect the world.

That was the best time in terms of expansion and maximization of financial efficiency.

He can reap a lot from the ruins with the cheapest, most unequal terms.

With just over six months left, in the more than six months before this other person's disaster, his own time, all Xu Tiansheng had to do was to grasp as much cash and sparkle space as possible.

Expansion is indeed possible and should be stopped first, as the plate is too large and the flexibility decreases.

Xu Tiansheng set the tone for the stars' development in the next six months, and then rushed back to Iwata. It was already night.

Coming down from the highway, close to the school, he went back to the dormitory on his way to get two clothes.

Xu Tingsheng thought that apart from the old crooks and Tan Yao who had already lived outside the school, none of the roommates who went out to intern had come back yet. There should be no one in the bedroom. As a result, 602 lights turned on. Li Xingmin was lying on his knees, lying on a raised pillow, and placed a book with a large head in front of him.

He seemed to fall asleep and didn't realize Xu Tiansheng was entering the door.

This everyday ordinary little scene makes Xu Tiansheng feel very good and has a feeling of returning from an incredible illusion to the reality of plain life, which makes people feel realistic.

Xu Tingsheng took his clothes and looked at Li Xingmin a few times. He felt that his sleeping position should be very unwieldy. The next morning it was difficult to protect him from pain.

With a few minutes of carefree feelings among his roommates, Xu Tiansheng walked over carefully and slowly, first gently pulled out the book in his hand, then prepared to lay down his pillow and let him lie down.

“Brother Xu, what are you doing?” Li Xingmin looked up and said.

Xu Tinsheng froze, “You're not asleep? ”

Li Xingmin shook his head, “Reading too much focus, I just didn't see you back, but I really didn't sleep. ”

“ …… ”

“My eyes are small, you can't do that either! This is still a little stitched up...” Li Xingmin muttered, trying to open his eyes, but there was still only one stitch.

Xu Tinsheng smiled and flipped through the book, “Administrative Competency Test, are you going to test the civil servant? ”

Li Xingmin nodded, “I went out to intern a while ago and found that I really wasn't a teacher material, and I didn't like it, so I ran back early. I've been alone in my bedroom for over half a month, none of you have come back, then I'm bored by myself, thinking about it... just start prepping for the civil service exam in advance. My parents wanted it that way, and I thought it would be the best way for me to go after graduation. What else do you think I can do? ”

“The examining civil servants are good, stable, socially well placed, easy to marry daughter-in-law and promising.” Xu Tiansheng acknowledged.

“Well, I don't have any big future in mind, but I just want to... stand still and stand firm." Li Xingmin sat up and said, "Brother Xu, you know what? I've never actually had a day to graduate from work, earn my living on my own, so I've had such a horrible life, I'm used to it. Running back to the bedroom that day, I was alone, I didn't feel lonely at all, just as usual, happy to play" Fantasy West "on the computer... and then, you know what happened? ”

“Stolen number? Why don't you just learn?” Xu Tiansheng said with a smile.

“No”, Li Xingmin stood up quietly, turned on the computer, logged into the game, tapped on the item bar, “I made an unranked...”

“... fuck me! Aren't you crazy? ”

Xu Tiansheng pulled over and looked at the attribute box popping up at the mouse pointing point on the computer screen. A 120-level weapon “cut the demon cry blood” below, the clear words “no level limit”.

Even from a monetary point of view, buying a full body without rank is a small thing for many courtyards today, but this feeling of bad luck in the game still excites him to follow suit independently.

Just as he played Fantasy West in his previous life, he was the slowest player in a team, but luckily he caught the first mutant Furong fairy in his life. At that time, Furong fairy, but the rich man could carry the divine pet.

“Bull, huh?” Li Xingmin said, "On that day, I was randomly appraised, a little mouse, stunned for a second... I jumped up with the whole person, scolding the dirty words, yelling, come here and see what happened to me?! You see what happened to me? I was really excited at the time, and I wanted to show you off. I even thought, you guys would hug me up, hold me down, swear at me, say my shit luck, force me to sell it, please eat..."

“I shout, shout, jump... but there's no response. Then I turned around and saw that the whole bedroom was empty, and I realized... that none of you were here. I have nowhere to be seen, and no one will rush up and press me, forcing me to buy dinner. Brother Xu, can I make love? That time, I felt so lonely. ”

This is a graduate, walked into society, lonely person, listened to a foolish, everyday sperm brain middle and second young man spoke of loneliness for the first time... Xu Tiansheng clapped Li Xingmin's shoulder with his hands up and handed him a cigarette.

Li Xingmin lit the cigarette and continued:

“Later, I sat alone in front of the computer for a while, and thought about it, when I was going to graduate, I was going to graduate, so I was going to be a senior, so I was going to be a senior, so we shouldn't be spending much time together... and then I ran things, and I worked, I lived, I was busy, I rarely saw each other.

In fact, it should be very similar to now. You, Brother Xu, old crook and Tan Yao, you all have your own careers, you are very busy, and don't worry about the future; Lu Xu and Xiao have girlfriends, they have internships now, while already thinking about where to graduate to work, so they can continue to be in the same place with their girlfriends, they have started to work hard, each pair has a lot of business... even if you worry, there will be different opinions, argue a few sentences, at least there will be a trustee.

But what about me? It's just me, I don't know who to look for, I don't know what to do, I don't know what happens when I'm alone... ”

“… it's not like graduation is gone. Besides, it's still a year. ”

Xu Tiansheng appeased. He seemed suddenly to realize that the whole 602, the loneliest person, was actually Li Xingmin all the time, but he made cheap and fussy every day, he never showed that state, so nobody paid attention and cared.

“Yes," Li Xingmin nodded, some embarrassed laughing, “It didn't happen that day. It's rare that I went deep. Anyway, at that time, I thought, I have to find a way, a way to see... Then I closed the game and went out and bought a civil servant's book. For the next half of the month, apart from eating, sleeping, reading, and asking questions every day, my heart slowly became solid. I had a feeling that I would take the exam, Brother Xu. So I don't panic, I can be safe. ”

He looked at Xu Tiansheng, and Xu Tiansheng nodded and said "Yes”.

Li Xingmin locked the item, turned off the game and ordered the unloading.

“Save this sword for graduation and sell our brothers for breakfast... let me buy it. ”

“Okay.”

Li Xingmin hesitated for a moment and said: “And... don't worry about that matter, Xu, I let go of myself. ”

Xu Tingsheng knew that Li Xingmin was talking about the younger sister Yu Yan. He was involved in this. He fraudulently scammed her with an honest internship assistant position. Once he pulled Li Xingmin back to the city, but then because Xu Tingsheng had left each other sincerely, he couldn't follow suit.

I just heard that Yu Yayan's attitude towards Li Xingmin turned back “naturally". That city finally didn't move back.

“In fact, if you're really unhappy, you must want to do something… it's just an internship, and I can make the same decision now.” Xu Tingsheng said... The most vulgar way is that Li Xingmin has been fooled for so long, so long he rushed him in front of the woman once, Xu Tingsheng is willing to help.

But Li Xingmin shook his head.

“I've deleted all of her contact info... she can't possibly like me, I know, so even if you help me, she's really been with me for a while. I think she is alone, by my side… I will only be lonelier and more empty. ”

Since Li Xingmin figured it out himself, Xu Tiansheng naturally thought it was a good thing and stopped intervening.

As he himself said, please, leave someone who doesn't love you at all... there will be no warmth at all, there will be, only a more lonely feeling inside.

The two people chatted again for a while. Li Xingmin looked at the time and said, “Brother Xu, it's late, you should go ahead. ”

“Actually, it's fine. Why don't I sleep in the bedroom tonight?” Xu Tiansheng said.

“No," Li Xingmin said with a smile, "I'm still reading... I don't have much time left. ”