Still, Wait For Me

Li Xingmin's university status can actually represent a lot of similar people, ordinary people, have a lot of fantasies, but it can't be achieved. In the mild passage of time, his eyes are confused, and he is full of nightmares...

Until at some point, I realized that I was inevitable and that I had to go into the flood alone.

It would be better to have a pavement at the bottom.

Early preparation would be better.

Most of the rest will have a very lonely and even struggling phase.

When this society began, there were huge deviations in value orientation, little recognition of “little happiness," but too many markers of ambient identity - people were not living to realize themselves, they were living to show others.

A lot of people's inferiority comes from that.

Xu Tiansheng, who has been below the first line, is now a lot higher than those markings. He is an easy type to satisfy, like an old man who lives on the shores of Tranquil Lake, holding a fishing rod and hoping not to be surprised.

The car drove into the neighborhood and found the unit building. Xu Tiansheng could see it more than 20 meters apart. The figure standing in the distance was Fang Yuqing.

With a joke in mind, Xu Tiansheng deliberately shook him with a high beam. Fang Yuqing raised his hand and blocked his eyes. Then he put it down. Accidentally, he didn't laugh and shout like usual, and he still stood there.

Xu Tinsheng parked the car and stepped out and said, "Come to me? Nice timing. ”

Fang Yuqing shook his head and said, "No, I've been waiting for you here for over two hours. ”

“Then why don't you go up first? Fu Chengjia, you don't know”, Xu Tiansheng said by accident, "Why didn't you call me? Or... is something wrong? ”

In fact, the first two questions are superfluous. This evening Yuqing's face and state is enough to explain that something happened.

“My grandfather finally went to the hospital three days ago, and the old man was still struggling, but he didn't have much time left. ”

“Message leaked two days ago. ”

“Yesterday, my uncle was taken away to investigate. ”

Fang Yuqing said.

After listening to the silence for a moment, Xu Tinsheng had previously been speculating and suspicious. The huge storm originated from the Fang family. Finally, the situation of Master Fang's condition deteriorated as the trigger line, and finally came.

People don't want to be shocked... but the giant waves are coming, never to their liking.

Xu Tiansheng looked at Fang Yuqing.

Fang Yuqing watched Xu Tiansheng.

For a moment, Xu Tiansheng said: "We'll talk upstairs. ”

It's a normal invitation, but Fang Yuqing was stunned and his face became a little struggling. Because Xu Tiansheng's statement actually represents an attitude, such as if Yuqing didn't call earlier and couldn't get upstairs, waiting only downstairs, also represents an attitude.

Fang Yuqing's gesture means: I told you about this, but I don't think you have to be involved in it, let alone impose it on you. You can choose to withdraw. When you haven't heard of it, I can also go back and leave without saying it.

And Xu Tiansheng replied this way, which means: I listen, I try… he has a good chance of choosing to get involved.

“Let's go, let's go up and have a drink before we talk. I still have a fog. ”

Seeing that Fang Yuqing was hesitant, Xu Tinsheng pulled his hand.

Two people went upstairs and into the room.

Fang Yuqing sat on the couch.

Xu Tiansheng threw his luggage aside, took a bottle of whiskey from the wine cabinet, two glasses, poured half a glass to Fang Yuqing, and poured himself a little.

The two had a sip, a large sip and a small sip.

Fang Yuqing dropped the cup and watched Xu Tiansheng add wine to him. He said: “In the eyes of the people outside, you are deeply involved with our family... but the fact is that we know for ourselves that apart from me, other than some policy convenience in the development of condensation plots and the protection of aviation, your relationship with the family is not that deep at all. So if you want to get out of here and sacrifice some benefits, you should still be able to do it. ”

“I know that for myself.” Xu Tiansheng raised his eyebrows and suggested that he take a different logical statement.

“Grandpa said he wanted to see you.” Fang Yuqing said.

“Okay.” Xu Tiansheng said.

Fang Yuqing hesitated for a moment, “But I don't really understand why Grandpa did it and why he treats you like a bell ringer. Fact is, in my opinion, this game, you're not qualified. As a result of this involvement, we will only die together. ”

Xu Tinsheng smiled bitterly. He knew his own power structure, and he was not qualified.

“I don't really understand either, so I want to hear what the old man has to say first.” Xu Tiansheng said.

“If you want to get out of here, you're late," Fang Yuqing said. “The old man is not a good man. ”

He finished, both laughed.

Touched the cup again.

“What kind of revenge is that? To what extent will the consequences be, you give it to me first.” Xu Tiansheng asked.

“Consequences? We may be forced to cut off our grandchildren.” Fang Yuqing said.

Xu Tiansheng sat upright.

“One newspaper and one newspaper.” Fang Yuqing looked up.

“In '79, when he fought back against Vietnam's self-defense, my grandfather took his troops to the front line, and his two old comrades sent their son to my grandfather's army without a turn that time... trying to get his children to get into the battlefield, save some military merit, and move up in the future.

I was relieved that two families entrusted people to my grandfather, one of whom was two and the other three. The biggest 27, the smallest 19. ”

Xu Tinsheng learned about history in his previous life, and more than most people actually understood the cruelty of the border war that history textbooks had almost always avoided. That short-lived local war was actually far more cruel and difficult than most people imagined and saw.

“Hasn't anyone come back?” He asked.

“All not back.” Fang Yuqing said.

“ …… ”

Five words, five lives, meaning "all”? Xu Tiansheng stunned.

Fang Yuqing went on to say: “That time it was a hill with a very critical terrain. For three days, it could not be taken... Grandpa's old army style is famous for its hard, always crushing teeth to bite down. So, the same thing, same thing, maybe the old man will do the same thing, the security company, the man, the civilian staff... not one left, go up and die. So, a couple of kids in both families, who were supposed to just pick up the telegram or something, naturally had to follow. ”

“The battlefield is blind, but it's not really your grandfather's fault.” Xu Tiansheng seemed to excuse the old man, inserting a sentence with a normal logic.

Fang Yuqing looked at him, smiled bitterly, then did not explain directly, just continued to say:

“The battle, the death order, whoever turns back, who dies.

The old man stood on the hill carrying a machine gun himself.

A wave of people rush up and down...

Then, those five, they may be frightened, they may feel special, Grandpa won't shoot... they, turn around. ”

Fang Yuqing spoke of stopping here.

Because we don't have to talk about it anymore.

Two old comrades, two five sons, not only the old man didn't take care of it so easily, but... died directly in his hands.

More than twenty years of revenge.

No wonder Fang Yuqing said: "Consequences? He may want our family to cut off their children. ”

“After that war, my grandfather became a hero, and after that, from the army to the place, he sort of pressed one of the two old comrades, and the two of them were silent and intolerant. At the same time, he was careful and went all the way up... But at the end of the day, the matter was to be reported, and everyone in the three families knew it. ”

“The old man may have been too arrogant in his early years, or he may have lost his mind, guilt, and soft hands. In short, he didn't take precautions early... Wait for him to fall back before realizing that the other party's bright power, he can no longer hold back. ”

“With a little bit of surplus, he lived in town for a few years. Unfortunately, time is not enough, and Fang's grandchildren are not fighting enough... now he has fallen. The day the uncle was taken away, someone came to the hospital and sent a note with only four words on it: open your eyes. ”

“ …… ”