Chapter 212: Kinky
Vivian’s POV
After staring at her screen for a bit, Vivian decided to get over her awkwardness, and just search for the information that she wanted.
[Weird kinks that men have].
The results that popped up at those words instantly had Vivian closing the tab and trying for something that would not tempt her to try and pull out her own eyeballs. After nearly being scarred by her first attempt, she considered giving up her search. But as a preschool teacher, Vivian was never one to just leave something without investigating. So she gathered her courage and wrote something else on the search bar.
[Can a person develop a kink out of nowhere?] She typed. That was a bit more helpful, but not by much. Needing more data than what she was getting, Vivian ended up glaring at her screen in frustration. How was she ever going to get to the bottom of her problem if not even the internet would help her? With a sigh Vivian tugged lightly at her hair and thought on her situation.
She was not the kind of person to kink shame anyone. There were many kinks out there in the world that just did not do it for her. But she was old enough to know that minding her own business was for the best. That being said, Vivian was currently faced with a kink that she could not ignore because it involved her. Out of the blue, Ryan was now a man who was obsessed with her fingers. And Vivian was not using the word ’obsession’ lightly.
No. Things had actually gotten to the point where she had searched if there was a way for somebody to get over finger addiction.
That was how much attention Ryan Terrell was now paying to her digits. As far as she could tell, it had all started after that night when they had hosted his grandfather and their friends. After that, Ryan had started viewing and handling her fingers in a completely different way.
She had first noticed it the next day when she had been making them a smoothie in the morning. Midway through chopping up a banana Vivian had looked up and she had found Ryan staring at her fingers and licking his lips. Caught off guard she had paused in her actions and Ryan had looked up at her.
"Oh don’t mind me. Carry on. I was just lost in thought," He’d said, and Vivian had shrugged and had carried on with what she was doing. Not really paying too much attention to his weird behavior at that time.
But after that, she kept catching him in the act of watching her fingers. No matter what she was doing, if it involved her hands and he was in the room. All she had to do was raise her head and she would find him watching her like a hawk.
Tying her shoelaces, cutting her fingernails, painting her nails, scratching her skin when it was itchy, tapping at her mouth with her fingers as she thought of something, wiping the sweat of her brow, holding a carrot getting ready to chop it... even holding his dick.
So long as it involved having her hands on display, then it was a given that Ryan would be watching her fingers with an unblinking gaze. He even sucked on her fingers during sex more than usual. Vivian had no idea what to do with that. The easy thing to do would have been to just come right out and ask him about it. But she was wary of doing that. He had not discussed his new kink with her, and she did not wish to push too hard too fast and have him clam up. Which meant that she had to wait for him to come to her. But before all of that Vivian was trying to understand it as much as she could. The problem was that she just was not finding anything that she felt fully explained things to her.
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After typing out a few more keywords, trying to look into Ryan’s kink, Vivian decided that she was just wasting her time. It was almost similar to that thing where no matter what symptom of an illness you searched online, there was always someone out there telling you that you were definitely going to die in less than a week. It was just that in the kink community, every time that she searched, there was a page where somebody was ranting about how anybody with a kink was going straight to hell because their sin was something that was a blight in the eyes of God.
Rolling her eyes as she came upon yet another post like that. Vivian decided that it was time to stop. Putting her phone down, she made a choice to view the situation in a positive light. As rye’s kinks went, Ryan’s really was not that bad. It just meant that a part of her that she was not used to receiving that much attention for, was suddenly being showered in affection.
She could deal with that.
So long as he did not start following her around with a camera trying to take pictures of her fingers, then they would be fine. There was no danger in what he was currently doing, so she would indulge him. Picking her phone back up, Vivian went back online. This time when she searched, it had nothing to do with weird kinks. Instead, she was looking for a place where she could book a manicure and a pedicure for herself. Surely Ryan would appreciate seeing her nails all done up. Straightening her arm in front of her, she stared at her fingers, turning her hand this way and that, as far as she could tell, they were nothing special. Just the fingers of a teacher, but Ryan had obviously found something about them irresistible. So maybe it could not hurt to pamper herself more than she normally did and get herself looking extra pretty just for him.