Chapter 966: I’m Not Close to Her
It seems she was right to leave Han Qingjue with the Xia Clan back then; if she had brought Han Qingjue back, who knows if she’d be dead or alive now!
So Han Jing really doesn’t know what to say to Han Litong.
After a while, Han Jing asked, "If you knew where she is, would you go find her?"
Han Litong shook her head, "I just want to know if she is safe. She hasn’t been heard from since she left. Recently, Lingyou Hall Master sent word that she was injured and recuperating, and it might take quite some time for her to return. If you know where she is... could you help me send a message, asking her to come back soon? Beihan Palace still needs her management."
Han Jing...
So she never really considered what kind of injury Han Qingjue suffered, how serious it was, or if she could return?
Reasonably, Han Jing should hate Han Qingjue, but comparing it all, she actually feels a bit of sympathy for her. What kind of mother is this... if Han Qingjue weren’t truly her biological child, Han Jing would doubt she was someone picked up from elsewhere! After so many years of raising her, there should be some feelings, but—
So Han Litong really shouldn’t talk about whether she truly loves Fengxi or not, because someone who doesn’t love their own child, who could they love?
Han Jing couldn’t help but mock in her heart.
"I do know where she is, but I’m not familiar with her, so the message might not get delivered anyway. Anything about Beihan Palace, you should handle it yourself!" Joking aside, even if she could deliver the message, she wouldn’t go; she doesn’t know whether Han Qingjue is awake now, why should she care if she comes back!
Moreover, Han Qingjue, despite everything, nearly lost her life for Xiao Xue and became incapable of using her right hand. Although Han Jing resented Han Qingjue for things she did in the past, since Han Qingjue realized her mistakes and changed, Han Jing harbors no hatred for her now. Instead, she hopes Han Qingjue can live well after experiencing so many things.
Someone who can be forgiven should be given the chance to be forgiven.
So Han Qingjue staying with the Xia Clan is quite nice, whether for healing or whatever else, it’s a peaceful place.
If she herself doesn’t want to come back, why should Han Jing care if she returns?
Han Jing no longer bothered to discuss anything further with Han Litong and turned to leave.
Han Litong watched Han Jing’s back and ultimately couldn’t help but sigh.
So be it, they will never forgive her, right? In this lifetime, she’ll never fulfill her duties as a mother. Her only hope is that they all have good lives!
If one day, she understands what she has never understood, perhaps, she could truly comprehend what she has missed!
Han Jing left Beihan Palace in this manner and never had to visit this place again; she really didn’t like this cold place, devoid of any warmth. She wonders why Fengxi chose such a ghostly place back then; truly...
Look at her Prayer Pavilion; it’s so much better.
Things went even more smoothly than she imagined; she even brought Lan Ling and Little Black as a precaution, but ended up not needing them. As she thought about how long they’d been out, she didn’t linger any longer and returned.
She handed Fengxi’s remains over to Ning Shiqi for safekeeping, then returned to Liuyun Hall.