The Good Mother System

In midsummer, the climate is always swelteringly hot, especially in recent days when it has not rained for a long time. It seems that even the air has been sintered by the scorching weather. People are often out of breath. This has happened in H County. There have been several cases of sudden heatstroke and myocardial infarction hospitalization in outdoor sports, and many times have been publicized in the news, but life will not stop because of the news, everything will continue to move forward as usual.

"Hey, here again." Officer Wu is a police officer from the police station located in Jincheng Street, H County. The H County Central Hospital with the largest scale and the highest level of medical resources in H County is located on the street under their jurisdiction. Scattered things, the most important core task is to maintain the stability around the H County Central Hospital, such as various medical accidents, medical disputes, and even medical troubles, they have long been accustomed to it, and they don’t feel any fuss. Recently, they have even been indifferent to the repeated incidents of baby abandonment.

Yes, you heard it right, just abandon the baby.

H County is located in Z Province, which is the bottom of the country's economic development all year round. It is also a few key poor counties in the province. Poor has long become the code name for this county outside.Almost all the young and middle-aged people in the county who are able to make things happen have gone to work outside, and few are willing to return to this lonely, old and small county town, so there are only so many old, weak, widows, left-behind old people, For left-behind children, the level of education, old-age care, and welfare cannot be guaranteed. Almost all of them rely on the sky for food and resignation.

It is precisely because of this that there are countless students who have entered the society after entering junior high school in h county. Most of them mature early, and with a tender face, they start to form "family", and they are young. They were light, even underage, put a drink directly in the village, and started to live together like this. When they reached the age of marriage, they would take the household registration book to get the certificate. If they are unlucky, the relationship between the two parties Not going well, both men and women have the habit of running outside to work without looking back when their children are lost.

It has long been normal to hide from the family planning committee everywhere, even young people in their teens and 20s have already brought two or three turnips. The people here don't pay attention to sustainable development. They still insist on the most simple, but the most amazing With the concept of "getting richer with more births", give birth to a nest, and then begin to count on one of these children to develop suddenly.

According to this concept, there shouldn’t be so many abandoned babies in H County. At the same time, there is a patriarchal and deep-rooted poverty disease. They are required to face the problems of raising children and having too many daughters. , The child was sick and other reasons, they resolutely chose to abandon the child. They believed from the bottom that it was thrown to the government and the government would be responsible for raising it. Perhaps it would be better than the child staying with them to live a better life. Live a little leisurely. Under the influence of this kind of thought, they are not ashamed, and care about their lives and care about life.

"Here again?" The old police officer frowned, and looked at the police record in the hands of Officer Wu next door. Most of them were organized, like Officer Wu, or were forcibly assigned in response to the country's poverty alleviation policies. , Most of them have read some books, have seen a lot of things, and have a lot of knowledge."What's the situation this time?"

"Hey, it's another baby girl, just a few days or two months away. She had congenital heart disease. I heard that it was missing something. She had to undergo an operation. It cost tens of thousands of yuan. She was thrown into the female toilet of the Central Hospital. I left a note next to me, and now I can only take care of it at the pediatrics department of the hospital. I don’t know if the orphanage will not be able to pick it up this time, and when I go back, it’s full of accommodation!"

Officer Wu smiled bitterly. He still remembers the little baby. He does not have a child himself. He doesn't know what a newborn child should look like. He only thinks that the child is exceptionally small and his fists are tightly clenched. , The little face is just that little bit, probably not as big as his fist, the face and body are a little blue-purple, not too deep, looks wrinkled, like a little monster, even the swaddling wrapped around it looks like Not big, just such a thin layer, it looks a bit old.

He is most unaccustomed to these things. He doesn’t understand why these children can’t be responsible for the children, especially the sick children. This is said to be under the supervision of the welfare institution, but the conditions in the welfare institution are limited. Ten children don't know if this small body can grab some milk to grab others.

"It's a crime." The old police officer patted his thigh, feeling very emotional. His closed brows seemed to overlap with the wrinkles on his face. It looked like a trace of years, he thought But he couldn't say it. After all, he had worked in this county for decades, and he also knew the situation in the county.

What's the blame?It's all too poor.People who are accustomed to being poor are really accustomed to being poor. Most of those who are poor have already abandoned some moral laws just to live. He once sent his son to college. After seeing the outside world for a long time, he can understand why in the past. The young people who have left this small county seat against the mountain are always reluctant to turn their heads, because in some places, it has been corroded from this root to be so bad that no one can save it.

Officer Wu also felt uncomfortable. He lowered his head and looked at the half-sheet of the unfinished record, and his heart was pulled together: "Who said no?

"When he first came here, he had hesitated and even planned to adopt one or two children back to take care of him. But first, his family objected, and second, he gradually discovered that there is no end to the rescue.

Suddenly, the fixed phone in front of him rang, and Officer Wu quickly got rid of the chaotic thoughts in his mind, and the little kid in his memory who looked like a little monster, walked to the phone, but his face changed when he answered the call. Very shocked "Huh? What?...Really? Did you confirm? She really came back? Yes, then I will go over." He quickly picked up the notebook he had just put down and was about to leave, looking hurried.

The old police officer behind was a little strange, and hurriedly greeted: "What's the situation with you? Why did you just come out and get out again? What's wrong with the outside?" Their small county town has nothing to do with such a big case all year round, why suddenly this Xiao Wu He was shocked and anxious, but made him, an old man, panicked.

Officer Wu pretended to be, his face still has that shocked look on his face until now. He watched the old police officer open and shut his mouth, after a long time he opened his mouth: "...Just now there was a call from the central hospital. Call, say that the little girl I just told you, her mother came back to look for..." He finished speaking, not only himself, even the old police officer could not help but open his mouth, and the two met in a daze. After seeing it for a long time, you can see the unbelievable under the eyes of the other party.

"Don't say anything, I have to go there first, so I don't have to wait and run again." Officer Wu realized that he was still a little anxious, and hurriedly responded to the old police officer, and hurriedly took the notebook and walked out, leaving only The old police officer continued to meditate there.

The old police officer who stayed in the police station couldn't help but sighed again. He has seen a lot of voluntarily throwing children over the years, especially if she was a girl who was born with problems like this, but this was the first one he looked back for. I only hope that the mothers in this family have some heart, and it is a good thing to take the children back and raise them well...

...

"I will check with you now. Shan Jingqiu, whose name is female, is born in Xiaoshan Village, County H. She is 17 years old this year... This little girl, you were delivered this year by an elderly person from a nearby hill, right?" Officer Wu Holding the notebook, looking at the woman opposite... The girl asked word by word. At this time, the one standing right across from him was the nurses. The child's mother who had just been found was wearing a white wash. Under his white t-shirt, underneath is a very loose cloth trousers, his hair is quite long, he has a ponytail, and he looks good, but his face is still young and immature. This requires him to prepare words of blame. , I can't tell all of them now.

What can he say, this is still a child!

"Yes, police officer, what you said is correct." Shan Jingqiu lowered her head, her hands clasped in front of her, seeming to be very disturbed and afraid, even her face was slightly pale, and she didn't dare to look straight ahead. Officer Wu.

Officer Wu frowned and asked, "Then this child, why did you throw it away?" After all, he still cared a little about the act of abandoning the child, even when he looked at the simple and kind face, he still digs out the roots.

"I...I." Shan Jingqiu lowered her head, licked her lips for a moment, bit her lip, and finally told the truth. She didn't know her words clearly, and she had some local accents, "This is a female The baby was born a bit early, and the face was not quite the same color as soon as she was born. The grandmother who delivered the baby said that there was a problem with the baby and that she could not make a living. The grandmother at home went to the doctor who went to the countryside for help. The operation cost tens of thousands of dollars. I told the owner that he refused to give it, so he told me to go home. There was no one in my house and I couldn’t support it. I heard people say that I lost the baby here and the government provided it. coming."

When Officer Wu heard this, the words that were already stuck in his throat were swallowed back. He watched the girl's hands that were already slightly white, and the tears that fell unknowingly, and he believed in his heart. It’s not uncommon for this girl to talk about things here. It’s basically a girl whose parents went out to work or who had disappeared. She had helped to marry in the village early, but she gave birth to a girl who was still sick. She said she was going to spend a lot of money, so she drove the girl away. She didn’t get the certificate anyway, and her hukou was lost. She didn’t need to bear any responsibility. There was no one in the girl’s family. The baby who had just given birth was lost in the hospital.

He controlled the sourness and sympathy that was constantly growing in his heart, and continued to ask sternly, "Then why did you come back to look for a child?"

Shan Jingqiu still didn't look up, but stared at her shoes. The cloth shoes on her feet had worn out a bit because of the mountain road from the village to the county seat. She said softly: "I can't bear it, I don't know. What will happen in the future? I'm afraid I won't cry with my baby. My grandmother said, the baby can't cry. When she cries, her face will be purple, and maybe she will be gone. I want to work outside. I heard that it is good to make money outside. sick."

She spoke in a low voice, and if she didn't listen carefully, she wouldn't even be able to hear her, but the words she said made her heart hurt after listening.

"According to the relevant system, you could be imprisoned in this way, do you know?" Police Officer Wu suppressed his emotions and said righteously, "But given that you have a good confession attitude and repent in time, the doll is still young. I want you to take the baby back and take care of it, you know?" He couldn't help but soften when he said that, he reached out and touched his head in his pocket, and nodded confirmingly after touching something.

He knew that this girl was quite naive. She felt that tens of thousands of yuan was a lot, but she didn’t think that tens of thousands of yuan was hard to earn. She heard that if a child loses his hospital life, he loses his life to the hospital. At the same time, it is clear that the girl’s innocence is not a good thing for the child and her. Maybe the child has been taken away and has not stayed in the orphanage yet, but he really can’t face this face and said What will leave the child behind.

"Thank you police officer, thank you." Hearing the police officer's words, the original body immediately bowed vigorously, with tears in his eyes, crying and laughing, very embarrassed, but inexplicably let people stay there. Zhang face saw the so-called motherhood.

Officer Wu turned his back and counted the money he fetched out of his pocket for a long time. It was only in his early 100s. This was one more money he brought. He didn't hesitate to put the money in it. The girl’s palm: “Buy something delicious for the baby, just treat it as my treat.” After he finished speaking, he couldn’t help feeling ridiculous. He followed to help the poor. Some poor households turned around and left after receiving their things. He said thank you, he didn't even have a good face, he was actually worried that others would be embarrassed.

But he saw the girl on the opposite side continue to bow, bowing very low, probably after 90 degrees, and repeatedly saying thank you to him, her face was grateful, without any hypocrisy, asking him to bear it. He couldn't help feeling a little moved in his heart, but he was not good to say anything, he just turned his back and took the girl forward: "Okay, don't bow, come with me and take the baby."

Since Officer Wu always walks very fast, he arrived at the pediatrics department within a short time. H County is poor, so even the pediatric department of the central hospital looks very shabby. It's just a few small beds in a row. There are not many incubators, and the nurse in it and Officer Wu are very familiar with each other, and when they see him bring the girl, they come over.

They had already interrogated the girl a few times before Police Officer Wu came, and they had also asked the nurse from the village next to the girl. After hearing the news, the other side also helped to confirm this. The anger of several nurses all turned into sympathy, and they believed this statement. After all, in this place, treating a child and reborn child is basically a very simple directional single-choice question for many people. There is only one question. standard answer.

"You give the baby to her and let her take it back." Officer Wu directly announced the result with several pairs of hopeful eyes, waved, and talked to the head nurse about the situation, then looked at the little nurse. The little swaddle was firmly placed in the girl’s hand. The sympathetic and kind nurses had just helped breastfeeding and got some medicine. Even the swaddling was printed with the H County Center. For the hospital supplies of the hospital, they surrounded the girl named Shan Jingqiu, whispering instructions, and talking to her about which hospital had a good level of treatment, as if she could really go.

Listening to the care, Shan Jingqiu repeatedly thanked her without feeling dry. She wished to say this thank you to everyone. She was talking while looking at the little guy in her arms. The environment has changed before, and after a long period of tossing, now this little guy has fallen asleep steadily, still holding his fist in his hand, sleeping peacefully, even if many people around him are talking, it is not affected at all, so she can’t help it. While remembering the precautions the nurses were talking about, he stared at the little nodded head.

Knowing the special situation of Shan Jingqiu and the little girl, neither the head nurse nor the nurse was in a hurry to ask her to leave. Instead, they took her to explain for a long time, and even packed a large package in the department for replacement, which has been disinfected. Although there are some traces of used baby products, they do not affect the use at all. They even secretly gathered together, put together dozens of pieces, and stuffed them in the corner of the bag, for fear that the two children would encounter some difficulties when going out. .

The head nurse even sent a little nurse to help send the two to the gate, and then turned around and left one step at a time. After all, in their eyes, the young and old looked immature and fragile, and could not resist the outside Ups and downs.

Shan Jingqiu was holding the baby swaddle and holding a large bag of things in her other hand. She walked out step by step. Although her back was thin, she was very firm in every step. Soon the two walked past the hospital door. In the corner of the wall, the original body went straight to the station. Every sentence she just said to Police Officer Wu was from the bottom of her heart. She wanted to take this little thing to leave H County and go to the big city to find opportunities to feed her and feed herself. , And then accompany her through this life well.

"Hey." Suddenly the little monster in her arms seemed to wake up, and she opened her eyes. Maybe because of being too thin, her eyes looked extraordinarily large, as if they were staring at her motionless for a long time. The monster suddenly smiled at her. The smile was a bit silly, showing a large tongue, and then closed his eyes and vomited a big bubble. It seemed that it was because he was very happy to see his mother, and he moved endlessly. , Just didn't cry.

Shan Jingqiu couldn't help raising the baby girl a little higher, and looked closer at the little monster who looked at her eagerly. She obviously looked a little ugly to outsiders, but at this time she was also very cute, she quietly Approaching her, she said softly: "Hello, little monster, we will live on each other together in the future, shall we live a good life?" After she finished speaking, she felt something wrong, although the baby just looked at her mother and continued to laugh without moving. Keeps going.

She still corrected it quickly, "No, you are not a little monster, you are the cutest baby in the world. You are called Tingting, do you know? Tingting?" She looked at the child and still couldn't understand her name. Not happy, I just feel that holding this child, it seems that I have this world.

Of course, at this time, except for Shan Jingqiu, probably no one will know that this little bit in his arms, in the later world, even the heroine in the novel, and the original body is another negative aspect of that novel. Roles.

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"Actually, I don’t know. In her life, it’s better for me or without me. After all, I’m too bad, but I’m really sorry and guilty, especially when she’s standing When I questioned me in front of me."

"For some people, it's hard to even live. All this is fate... it's fate."

"I have lived very well in this life, I am not sorry for myself, but when I am old, I always think of the child who never wants to see me again. She was brought into this world by me and suffered too much. ..."

Shan Jingqiu, who entered the dark space, looked at the woman on the opposite side quietly. She seemed to have some wealth at home. Although she was middle-aged, she still dressed well and had great temperament, and she could still see the beauty of her youth. It's just that his face is sad and uncontrollable.

She quietly listened to what the original body said, and finally understood the story that happened in that world.

The world this time is also based on a novel. The background of the novel is established in the entertainment industry. It is about Ren Tingting, an orphan from an orphanage, who lived hard and embarrassed since childhood. Due to the shortage of funds for the orphanage, she read When she arrived in high school, she was directly faced with the crisis of dropping out. Although she loved to read, she still had to choose to suspend school and go out to work. When working as a waiter in a coffee shop, she was spotted by scouts and soon entered the entertainment circle and started her. Road to fame.

Her biggest advantage is the face that is not inferior to anyone. In addition, she is willing to endure hardships and is not afraid of difficulties. Soon, she has found her own position in the circle. In the eyes of outsiders, she is She rushed forward as if she had opened the hanger, but only in the eyes of familiar people can she know how much she suffered through gritting her teeth.

Ren Tingting did not forget her original intentions just because she was famous. She would return half of her income to the orphanage every month. With her funding, the orphanage gradually improved its measures. Many children who had dropped out of school like her were renewed. When she got the chance to return to campus, she even asked the company to find an art school to study. Although the company thought it was not good to say it, she still fulfilled her dream.

There are many popular people. As she became popular all the way, resource struggles and capital struggles in the entertainment industry have also caught up with her, and countless paparazzi began to follow her to dig out her sex, her past, her present, and her congenital Her heart is not good. Although the orphanage operated on her with the assistance of a stranger, her heart disease was generally cured, but due to the late treatment, she left some sequelae. Every time she was overworked, she would have heart cramps. , Once she hung up the pressure, clutched her chest and ran to the bathroom, and was even photographed by the media. It was rumored that she was pregnant with the child of a well-known financial host.

In the era when she became popular, the information was almost transparent. Even if the company communicated with the paparazzi countless times, it still failed to stop the leakage of the news. On the night of the New Year's Eve, a well-known paparazzi directly used "Exclusive! Ren Tingting" From the bottom up! Is it to keep mystery attention or to be unsightly?" Using the big-character poster, he almost exhausted his relationship and thoroughly checked all the news about Ren Tingting.

That is, during the Spring Festival that year, she was standing on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala wearing a red dress, singing in the spring breeze, and she was full of grace; the audience was in an uproar, and the news on Weibo spread all over the sky and followed directly behind. With the black and red hot characters, even people who don’t usually pay attention to the entertainment industry have heard of it more or less-the big star Ren Tingting does not have a warm and happy family like the rumors, she is due to her congenital heart I was abandoned by my family when I was sick and urinated, my parents were unknown, and I dropped out of high school. I have been able to work hard from zero to now because of the benefits of the sponsor. Otherwise, why can the children in the orphanage in the small mountain village make a breakthrough so quickly?

The mysterious and high-level image that the company used to spend a lot of mentality for her completely collapsed. Although people still have enthusiasm and sympathy for her, the collapse of the image still dealt a huge blow to her. At one time, she lost many brand endorsements and was compensated. A lot of money, just barely resolved the storm.

When everyone thought she would fall, she still did not fall. Instead, she turned around. She was inexplicably appreciated by a well-known domestic brand Shuli Group. She directly hired her to become the brand's full-line spokesperson, and re-consolidated her in the entertainment industry. Status.

Ren Tingting's life was ups and downs, bottomed out, and Jedi Survival. Just as she was re-rising again and sprinting to the top, she suddenly met at a charity dinner the wife of Shuli Group, the chairman of Shuli Group.

The woman was beautiful and attracted almost everyone's attention as soon as she entered the arena, but for some reason Ren Tingting felt that the other's face was a bit familiar. She stood in the venue and looked at the woman in a daze, but the other party was staring at her. When she looked at each other, she was embarrassed and fled hurriedly. Her instincts were always accurate, as if at that moment, all the clues were connected together.

When she was eight years old, she donated to the noble and kind-hearted people who performed operations on sick children in the orphanage. The dean’s mother called her Mrs. Wang; and the wife of the chairman of the Shuli Group, now the group’s agent, walked outside, usually hanging People call her Mrs. Wang by her husband’s surname; there is also that face that looks similar to her; after seeing her act of fleeing...

She couldn't hold back, and rushed over regardless of the eyes of outsiders, and followed the lady to the unmanned room in the backstage. In the emotional out-of-control voice questioning, all her questions were answered.

That's right, her mother is the noble and elegant wife of the chairman of Shuli Group.

The original body of the year left the child in the hospital because she couldn't afford the child's treatment. She secretly watched it for a long time, and then pretended to hear a lot of news in the hospital in the name of looking for a friend, but found that her child was sending it away. After entering the orphanage, she did not receive treatment and could not afford the treatment. She chose to leave H County and go out to work. She only hoped that she could earn enough money, and then returned to take her child for treatment.

At that time, the underage original body had never thought about the city outside. It was not as gold as she had imagined. Under the leadership of her fellow villagers, she worked so hard to find a job in a factory. She pays attention to gender, not to academic qualifications, but calculates her salary by piece. Even if she is dizzy and swollen, her monthly salary is just over 1,000, and she even deducts some occasionally.

The factory’s wages were paid one by one. It may be that the economic situation that year was not very good. The factory soon closed down, and the employees were owed three months of wages without payment. Later the boss ran away and the factory was full. The wages of the workers are gone.

She went to many factories, and in some places she was asked to leave without trial work. She looked a little clever, but she didn’t read too many books, and she didn’t even know more words than some middle-aged workers. She kept holding very low all the time. In other words, in the first few years she was outside, she barely managed to save much money.

The turning point of the original life was the same as most Cinderella who flew to the branches and turned into phoenixes. She met Wang Dezhi, the owner of the Shuli Group who went to the factory for trial work. Of course, the group was quite small at that time, but it was a company in the province, Wang Dezhi’s. His wife has just passed away, and he met the original body that was just past twenty-one at that time. He couldn't help but be fascinated by the beautiful and young face and sex. In his various pursuits, the original body was unable to parry and married this the man.

The original body has gone through a few years of social life and is no longer the little girl back then. She has secretly tried several times, knowing that Wang Dezhi will inevitably not be able to accept that she has a child in her hometown, so she read it under the care of Wang Dezhi. After reading some books, hearing about the crime of abandonment, and knowing nothing about it, she became more and more afraid of recognizing her daughter, whom she once regarded as a dream. She was pleased with Wang Dezhi, begged some money and added her savings to give back to her hometown. In the name of Ren, he donated money to the orphanage to treat the sick children in the whole hospital, and required special supervision, and everyone must be in place. But at that time, Ren Tingting was over seven years old, and the best time for treatment had been delayed too much.

Even later, she had been secretly sponsoring the orphanage and paying attention to her daughter, but these concerns were discovered by Wang Zhixue, the son of Wang Dezhi’s former wife, who believed that she must be hiding something from her father behind her back. The matter, constantly looking for people to investigate, forced the original body to no longer fund the orphanage, and completely cut off contact. After giving birth to a son with Wang Dezhi, he launched a protracted battle with Wang Zhixue, and both sides took control of the tree. The group has the right to speak.

It is for this reason that she did not realize that during the time she was withdrawing, the construction of the orphanage was stagnant and funds were scarce. Even her daughter had to drop out of school and entered the entertainment industry. She had heard of the name, but at that time the battle for power between the two had fallen into a white-hot battle. After all, the money was moving. It was still a large group, not to mention, so she could only watch her daughter in the circle. Rubbing and crawling, at most, when meeting other ladies occasionally, he pretended to mention the new female star inadvertently.

After waiting until the Spring Festival that year, Wang Dezhi fell ill, and finally relied more on his wife and young son who accompanied him. He entrusted the management of the group to his wife. He set up an inheritance, divided the property, and gave some fixed assets and deposits to his wife. After Wang Zhixue, all the related property of the group was left to his wife and young son. At this point, the dust has settled, and the original body can finally directly intervene in her daughter's affairs. Knowing that her daughter is facing a crisis, she directly makes a decision and appoints the whole line of spokespersons. Signed to Ren Tingting.

Of course, by that time, she had no intention of recognizing her daughter's heart. First, she didn't know how to face her daughter, and second, she felt that the current situation is worse than each other's safety. She has never considered being a daughter. Ren Tingting’s mood, but there is nothing in the world that is always foolproof. She never thought that when her daughter saw her, she guessed most of the matter by intuition. She was embarrassed and frank after her daughter’s questioning. , Actually said everything.

"Counter Attack Crown [Entertainment]" Chapter 98

Ren Tingting looked at the familiar face in front of her, and felt that the recently peaceful heart was madly aching, as if there were 10,000 knives in it. She looked at the person who was probably her mother. She also keeps saying that a woman who has paid a lot and sacrificed a lot for her, but only feels that her stomach is upset, and she just wants to spit it out.

She put a hand on her chest. She had imagined the scene of recognizing her mother ten thousand times, but she didn't expect that she didn't even have the urge to cry. She just wanted to laugh out loud and laugh at herself as stupid. Expecting the mother's existence too much.

Ren Tingting has always been "compassionate". She was born in an orphanage. She has no self-esteem since she was a child. She especially knows the importance of ingratiating others. Even if she meets even more fans, she hardly blushes. She listens to the opposite. The noble Mrs. Wang told the various reasons why she was abandoned when she was a child. Whenever the protagonist in the story changes, she may be able to make a sympathetic expression. After all, the story that happened to the other party is really sad.

But when the other protagonist is her, she can't even show the acting skills she has always been good at. She can't forget that every time an adopter wants to come, she has to dress herself up and look forward to being selected; she can't forget. In the yard, you can never fail to be sensible, when you are forced to mature; let alone the pain of being left imprinted in your heart forever...

She can understand the last resort of the other party's experience, but she has no way to forgive and abandons her mother.

And that person is still explaining that she is wearing a gorgeous cheongsam, affixed to her body docilely, and she can see her temperament, which is very different from the people Ren Tingting saw in H County since she was a child. The noble lady Wang is still explaining "What happened back then, I just told you, I don’t have money, I can’t treat you... I really can’t do it... Then a lot of things are a last resort, I know I’m not a negative Responsible mother, there are a lot of things, it's really not something I can decide or change, I just keep doing this..."

The lady, who almost always named her as Mrs. Wang, lowered her eyebrows and looked sad. She looked at her daughter in front of her, but she couldn’t tell her everything. She couldn’t deny that at first she only wanted her daughter to live well, but later Gradually, she also considered herself. She loved her daughter, but she also loved herself. Her life was not easy. As long as she could have a little bit, she desperately wanted to grasp it firmly, but she was reluctant to let it go, but Wang Dezhi , Qian, or Shuli Group, she couldn't bear it.

Her current position is no longer afraid of any wind and rain. Even if someone reveals that she still has a daughter, she can’t change the fact. She can stand in front of anyone with confidence, but she can’t raise her head in front of her own daughter. The look in her questioning eyes, a sad look.

"...I." Madam Wang opened her mouth and closed it again. She was embarrassed and didn't want to say any more.

Ren Tingting looked up at the person, obviously she had expected countless times for the appearance of the other person, but when she did show up, she would rather her mother never came. At the very least, she could lie to herself, her mother must be I didn’t come to pick her up after a bad life: "Is it because I am a sick child? Is it because I am a girl? If I am not sick, would you take me away?"

Facing her daughter's questioning, Mrs. Wang was speechless. For a long time, she spoke bitterly: "Yes, if you are good, mother will take you away no matter how difficult it is."

"Then you go with me now? I can already make a lot of money, and I can also make more money. Will you come back and stay with me?" Ren Tingting suddenly smiled, and she stared at the person in front of her in a daze. Woman, looking forward to getting an exact answer from the other party, she has heard of the dispute of the Shuli Group, and also knows that this person who should be her mother has given her a healthy, intelligent, same mother. The half-child, she didn't intend to take her mother away from the boy, but she hoped to hear a good word.

"Will you go with me?" Her eyes were full of urgency.

Madam Wang avoided the girl's eyes without answering.

She has abandoned this girl for more than 20 years. She now has a company that can realize her ambitions, and an obedient and filial son. The weight of things on both ends of the scale is different from the beginning.

"Do you know?" Ren Tingting smiled, she shed tears, she looked at the lady opposite, "You have made another choice, no matter how successful in my life, no matter how many people admire me, I will never I will forget that I am always the one you abandoned, and I will always be the little girl who was left in the hospital toilet and almost died."

"I would rather I have never been in this world."

After speaking, she didn't look back, turned and left, letting her tears trickle down drop by drop, she walked so far, and still didn't hear the person behind her calling her, as if she had never been in the future.

Mrs. Wang just watched the leaving figure quietly for a long time, then turned and left. Probably only the trembling fingertips could reveal the turbulence in her heart.

...

After the banquet, Ren Tingting left the country and went to Hollywood alone. With her own efforts, she also opened up a whole world there, step by step from running the best, starring, supporting roles in American dramas, and guest on the show to the first Chinese heroine Hollywood movie. No one can know how hard she had been in those years.

She has never returned to the country, even if some netizens scolded her for betraying her motherland, she has never returned. She has been wandering away all her life. She has changed a few boyfriends. They are all well-known foreign movie stars, but she has never become a mother, even if she uses surrogacy technology. Resolutely refused. Once a reporter went overseas to interview her, she just held a wine glass and said lightly without knowing where to look.

"I know that I am not destined to be a good mother. I like to be alone and enjoy loneliness. Who is not alone in the world? And I will leave this world alone."

"Many people say that I have reached the peak, but I know that I haven't reached it yet."

"You ask me when will I stop? It will probably be a long time before I find where I belong."

"The meaning of my life is success. Only success can enrich me, prove myself time and time again, and let me find the meaning of life again."

——"Ren Tingting Interview, Life Has No Return"

Later, she finally returned to China, and it was rumored by netizens that it was because she had appreciated Ren Tingting's relationship with Bole and Shuli Group's wife Wang passed away, so she returned to China to mourn her taboos.

That is, after that, she put aside her career, traveled around the world, went to various child rights protection agencies, spent her life and burned herself.

She is a legend, leaving behind an insurmountable mountain.

But no one knows the steep and endless snowfield behind the mountains.

...

"She has been very successful, I..." The lady opposite seemed very hesitant. It seemed that after a long time, she finally opened her mouth, "No matter how hard it is, I also want to ask you to take good care of this child and let her life There is a different possibility, a healthy body, no longer afraid of being abandoned, and no need to rely on success to find your own meaning..."

"I have lived enough for myself in this life." She suddenly shed tears and disappeared into this space without a trace.

Shan Jingqiu stretched out her hand and almost caught the tear. This world is a bit special for her.

Especially, let all her emotions escape.

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