The Magician Wants Normality

"For Some Stupid Nanny" (Nanny Perspective)

- I'll make sure to protect this one.

Because that's what I do. A cherished princess who admired her like a sister.

I was very proud when I was entrusted with the nanny, and one person was determined to make sure that I necessarily met that expectation. There is no falsehood in that feeling, and that has still not changed.

But in this country of male dominance, "princess born of a side chamber" is a pawn to gain connection with a leading nobleman. That's all I could do.

It is unfortunate that marriage to those who like it is not allowed, but it is the duty of those born in the royal family. Before that, there is something about living as you deserve, so I guess you can't stand living outside of 'a house of identity commensurate with your marriage to a royal family'.

If you are a princess, you can say that it is impossible to live freely. Because it is no exaggeration to say that, unlike the prince, what is learned, the scope of action, even those who know him, are under the control of both sires.

- All in order not to make me add extra wisdom.

... No, these aren't a good way to put it. If you don't know about freedom, you have no choice but to be convinced of what's going on. I don't 'teach' those things from the beginning rather than teach them halfway through what they don't get. This is also, I guess, affection.

In rough times, cohesion within one's own country is mandatory. Sometimes some people seem to be daughter-in-law to other countries as pawns in political marriages, but we have heard that our country has prioritized internal scaffolding. The temperament that makes it harder to accept outsiders than the original may have driven it.

Therefore, there were few opportunities to connect with other countries, and the blood of the royal family came quite handed down to the 'close' families. And from those houses, the royal family often chooses who to marry.

As a result, it must have come to this day, keeping blood much darker than in other countries.

I was under the influence of the lady I served with. The lady who was born as the Marquis' maid of honor was very beautiful and kind... but as I would say instead, you were weak.

Being frail is fatal for a woman who is required to have a child. It is possible that you will not be able to have a child, but you do not know that you will be able to bear the birth.

The lady 'can't help the house,' and she worried about her faults, but never has your family ever blamed you. I wished I lived in peace and serenity.

...... you're such a great person, you can't be out of anyone's sight.

In view of your weakness, it was judged impossible by the righteous queen, but as a side chamber you were to bond with the royal family. The lady also seemed admired about Her Majesty - His Royal Highness Prince Wang at the time - so it would be nice to say 'luck', including being good for your home.

- But after all, your daughter's body is not in a position to withstand childbirth.

The lady was waiting more for the birth of my child than she was in a cage. He died as he did, as if he had given his life to my child.

The doctor assured me with a bitter face that 'I can't guarantee my life' and the lady herself must have felt something. To the trustworthy, I now ask for your children. Of course, to me too.

'You've always been on my side. That's why I want to ask you for this baby's nanny. "

"Will you and your girl be on this child's best side?

"So."

'I'll leave it to you. My precious, precious darling. "

"Please, give this child a [happy life]"

... I don't think your daughter knew my child's gender. But after your own death, you must have only realized that the position of the 'deceased sideroom child' was never an easy one.

Fortunately, your main office has given birth to a prince, but that's still only one of you. If a lady gives birth to a prince, if that talent beats a brother prince, it can be a spark of contention. With your life, they'll be after you.

So... when I found out you were born a girl. Those who were on the lady's side were all relieved. "Only the worst was spared," he said.

Still, I can't feel safe. "The Happy Life of My Child," which is the wish of the lady. To make it happen, we tried to be vigilant and not fail to deal with our surroundings.

Our princess... Dear Agnos. Beautiful princess with pale, empty eyes in silver hair.

A face very similar to that of a lady is beautiful, and its pale colours go hand in hand, giving a frivolous impression. Fortunately, it doesn't seem like you're as weak as a lady.

- Yes, 'your body' is.

Master Agnos, who grows beautifully and healthily, was the one who received "The Blood Starch". It's as if the lady had a brittle body in exchange for its splendour. Master Agnos apparently lived inside the madness.

Still, I didn't realize it at all for a few years. Because child-specific cruelty, and arrogance because you are royal or aristocratic, is not uncommon.

So...... I'm late to notice.

"Agnos... Dear? That... that little bird... '

'Cause you messed up my hair. Is it [unacceptable] that such a humble creature would harm me?

There was no such thing as guilt or grief floating around for Master Agnos, who leaned his neck strangely. That's why I get it.

The blood-coated little bird wasn't even alive anymore. Such was... Master Agnos!

'Unforgivable things', said Lady Agnos. That was the word spoken the other day by one of the knights who trumpeted a thief aimed at Master Agnos.

At the time, there were those who were young but could also be described as believers in Master Agnos. From them, you can't forgive the person who tries to harm the main Agnos.

If I could afford it, I would detain you, but at that time there was an imminent thief to Master Agnos' present. Hardly in time, the knight cut and killed the thief in front of Master Agnos, saying the words earlier with anger.

Therefore - Master Agnos' learns' their words and actions.

'I've been remembered' for that as one of common sense.

There must have been some ancestral repercussions for Master Agnos as well as blood starch. 'I didn't know you wouldn't even cry before the tragedy, Your Highness the Princess with the Old Blood'... maybe it wasn't a good idea to have praised you that way.

"That's a mistake," I immediately told him, "but Master Agnos was so exasperated as if he had a seizure that he couldn't get his hands on it. Above all, I began to see the samurai I preached with a caged eye of hatred, and I recognized her completely as an enemy.

We were in a hurry. We were too helpless before the problems that would shape Master Agnos' future.

I don't know if it's 'such a state' from the beginning, or if that one thing got cut off, but I'm sure there will be people out there trying to get rid of Master Agnos as it is.

If you say, and you try to deny 'common sense', which has been rooted in poorly, those who tried to teach it will be eliminated.

... No, if you're just trying to get rid of it, it's probably still better. Fortunately, Master Agnos is young. You don't have the power to just get rid of people in earnest.

But at dawn when I grew up like this, I don't know what would happen. This means not only Agnos' assessment, but also our own imminent danger.

What is' elimination 'for royalty. It also means' make its existence deceased '.

No, it doesn't matter about me. Because the most worrying issue is the future of Master Agnos.

Dangerously perceived 'blood starch', and 'ancestral return'. Master Agnos had not only beauty, but a strange charm that grabbed people's hearts. Some kind of charm, you might say.

Eliminate those who are in the way to maintain their [correctness] for the sake of the world. There was no better way to get it done with a bad feeling than with the unconditional followers of Master Agnos.

I used all kinds of handouts to find out what I couldn't handle. Fortunately, some of our ancestors have rightfully ended their lives. Then the possibilities are not zero.

And...... I found the light of hope in the records of the Virgin, which were kept in the church of Baraksin.

That would be a way to say both induction and brainwashing. But if Master Agnos can live in serenity by imposing that measure, isn't that salvation?

Afterwards, what I chose was the method of 'confusing the [princess] of Oga with Lady Agnos and having her be like the princess of the story'.

"Lord Agnos is also a princess...... [princess]. So you must be gentle with everyone and labor '

"Look, the princesses in the story are kind, aren't they beautiful? Master Agnos is one of them."

- As a result, my prospects have been successful. Lady Agnos' assessment settled on something called 'A beautiful and gentle princess, though somewhat dangerous'. Especially good reception from the private sector, and the royal family must have figured out to use it.

Master Agnos has no ambition other than his ex, so if only he had meditated his eyes on 'the inconvenience that happens sometimes', a princess so beautiful and gentle as to be called 'Princess Spirit' might have seemed like a good pawn.

……

But I'm unexpectedly anxious.

For those close by, the name 'Princess Spirit' also means' Dear Agnos, who has not seen reality somewhere '. Such stories do not flow to the private sector, because they are rightly' Princess of the Vain Spirit '.

And most importantly, Master Agnos will not allow your world to be destroyed as usual. I don't have a problem with you playing "The Princess of Oga" on a daily basis, but if you differ in your world, or in your values, you are severely rejected.

Still... even if I was afraid of those aspects. It is Master Agnos that I want to drool my head and protect. At some point, too, I guess I'm one of those people who got tangled up by Master Agnos.

... So Dear Agnos,

"Please, keep dreaming happy in the boxyard"

I don't know if I'll pass it on, but I'll whine that way at the end with a plundered voice. I wanted to serve you more, but that won't come true in this body invaded by disease either.

Even after my death, everyone will protect you. But if it still goes to ruin without enough...... don't make me a 'villain'.

If that protects your honor, I am in the hope. My promise to the lady, and I feel like I could have fulfilled it.

... Oh, very sleepy. I guess the time has come for me to fall asleep forever, too.

Dear Agnos, my precious princess. Beautiful and cruel, "Princess Spirit" with madness.

Please, may you play the 'role' that you waved to yourself until the end of time.