I couldn't reach out or lean on you like your sister, or help you out like your brothers.
Since that time Val asked your sister to help you two. Even as if I was fine, its appearance just made my heart squeeze in my eyes so painful.
He looked very spicy, as if he was in the midst of being pulled a thousand times from the inside, rejecting and moaning "help" and "I don't like it".
Even if I wanted to at least listen to you, I was rejected.
On the contrary, Arthur and his brother from the words released from him... and your sister sheltered me.
Unlike my strong, dependable, well-dressed sister, weak and unreliable pitiful I could only ask everyone to protect me and shelter me.... At that time, it was Val who should have been the one who should have reached out the most.
And again, like the contract four years ago, your sister came forward to protect me and stayed to listen to Val.
To listen to him, my brother and Arthur, who stopped me trying to get close because they wanted to lean in at all, nodded when they said that their dear and dear sister would stay.
I know exactly, that's when you two stopped trying to protect me from weakness. And because your sister is strong, unlike me.... so I trusted him to keep it.
Even if you notice someone's heart wound, if you can't reach it, it's more cruel than what you didn't notice.
I've just had my sister protect me, and I've never been able to protect my sister.
Like when I ordered him to protect me four years ago, I knew your sister would protect me again. My dearest sister, who I most want to protect,... always puts herself in danger for me.
In me now that I'm weak and unreliable, I can't reach someone in the true sense of the word like my sister, nor can I help or lean on her. Instead of protecting your sister like your brothers, you can only be protected.
"Me, too... I want to protect your sister..." And yet... I... no one... can protect me... not even lean on me.
I don't want to feel that sorry for you anymore.
I can't help it because I'm weak, I don't want to be told I can't help it because I'm a princess.
So that you can properly protect your loved ones, so that you can reach out without hesitation in any scary situation, so that your loved ones can rely on you when it's really hard. Like your sister, like your brother, like Arthur, not you.
I want to line up with your sister.
Properly, chest up and dignified.
It's okay, I want to tell you I'll take care of it.
I don't just want my sister to protect me, I want to protect my sister this time. In case of trouble, I want to help you.
I can only stay with my sisters for three more years, so I definitely don't want to regret the rest of the three years. I definitely don't want to ruin it because it's time with my dear sister and my brothers.
Your sister is sure to reach out to someone again, so even I want to reach out to your sister and someone else. When your sister wants to help that person, she absolutely doesn't like that I'm going to give up for a reason.
"............... I want to protect your sister. So I don't even want to be your sister's foothold, and that's why I don't want to distance myself from your sisters.... I want to be strong in order to be with you all the time.
For that reason, I want to rely on this man now.
Sometimes, I hid the title of the book and kept it to myself. I also read books on fighting and swordsmanship, but I had no idea. You can never wear it just by imagining it. I've also thought about guns and bows and arrows, but I can't hide them when the weapon is loud or sounding, and someone notices me during practice.
But if it's a knife.
"A knife can be used for protection, and you can practice when you're alone in your room. I won't put a heavy burden on you.
In my words Val looked like he raised a single eyebrow and thought only a little.
You shake your body big enough to look troublesome and still keep your eyes off me. I scratched my head this time with Gashigashi if I even looked at him from me. After ringing his tongue several times, he finally turns away from me.
"... If the Lord and the Prince find out, I can stop them anyway. I don't think those sweet little guys will allow Princess Sama to have weapons.
A little, I took a breath without thinking of words that would affirm what I would teach.
I mean, it also sounded like you could tell me if you didn't find out, or if you forgive me. As Sefek and Chemetho decided, "Tell me too!" "Can you tell me, too?" he raised his voice and pulled Val's hem and arms. The two of them pull me, and Val lowers her voice as she rocks her body left and right more clearly than just now. After you pull your arms and hem back from both of them, put your arms together and stare at me from the front.
"I can't hide anything from the Lord or the Prince. I can't keep my kids quiet. Even if the lord forgives me for every secret in the room with Princess Sama, Temehe's" brother "will definitely dig the root leaves.
"That's okay. You can definitely hide it through.
That's all I thought about properly.
Open your mouth pockingly as Val was a little surprised by my words. Ah? And after leaking his voice, he puts his shoulder forward as if he were going to embark on it. After a few beats I wrinkled between my eyebrows again to see if I understood properly. At the end of the day, tie your open mouth and mop the back of your neck.
Now he made me laugh at him from me as Sefek and Chemetho compared me and him over and over again.
You promised your sister before, didn't you? He wants me to be protected in case of an emergency.
"First of all, if there's an emergency that you can detect... protect my dear sister, Tiara, with her special abilities."
In words, I recall four years ago.
Words your sister told him at the last goodbye that he was a sinner.
I dare you to include me because I can't let you two hear about the slave covenant. He also seemed to remember me properly, and opened his eyes with his mouth tied.
The back of a sharp eye rocks in amazement. "No way," the eyes were speaking even if the word didn't say. Word it from me before he says it with his mouth.
"Your sister said. Said protecting me was a top priority. For this reason, … you may also disobey your sister's orders.
'This is a top priority. In order to do so… to protect Tiara, I will also allow you to turn to my orders.
Val looks bitter like he's sure of what I'm trying to say.
Somewhere the look that deserves me was different from any that has ever been directed at me. There is no color of discomfort or disgust, staring at the giraffe. However, somewhere only air similar to tension came through.
"My learning the art of self-defense also leads to protecting myself. And if your sisters find out, I'll definitely be stopped. So you said," To protect me, you should talk to your sister and brother.
Speak clearly and quietly.
I hope he agrees with this opinion. That's all he can do, he can definitely keep a secret from his sister and brother. I can hide it even if they ask me what I'm doing, even if I'm convinced.
My brother doesn't travel instantly to my or my sister's room on his own, so I can definitely hide it through if I just watch out for weapons and practice trails.
If that continued, Val exhaled deeply, scratching his head out again like he was bored and tired. It was such a deep sigh that I thought he was exhaling all the air in his body.
Drop your scorched brown hair so that it drips with your back round the cat's back. "The royal one..." he heard moaning solitaire mixed with his breath.
Concon.
I look back at the door to the sound of a knock.
For a moment, I was in a hurry to ask if your sister and brother had come, but it was Carler. I brought you some tea, in reply to the voice, and the sweet aroma quickly drifted with the tea from the door opened by the guard.
Sefek and Chemetho spoke up and said, "Cake, cake, cake, cake, cake, cake!" ♪ And jump up. ♪ When I was asking you to line up at the table, Val sat on the spot with Shigeru as they pinched him. Together, not daring to sit on a chair or on a couch, he looks up at me with a cheek wand on his lap.
"... Mine is not like a classy royal lesson, it's completely selfish. I don't know if I can imitate Princess Sama from what I taught you.
There's no guarantee, and his chest plays into his words, which he says in a low voice.
Yes... When I raised my voice, I felt strength in my shoulder. Thank you, and Carler, who knows nothing when I bow my head again, raised my surprise this time.
I stare at the cake I put out at the table with the glittering eyes of Cefek and Chemetho sitting on the couch. Val, who defied his body from throat to me with his head down, did the trick of paying them both with his hands alone. Then they both signal it and cheek out the cake simultaneously.
It's delicious, it's delicious, I don't even eat Val, I pulled Val again as they sat on the floor with a fork in one hand to try it. With his arms around him, Val leaves his body facing towards me, clutching to the cake Chemetho gave him with a fork. Still, my gaze felt so great, only my eyes were still staring at me.
"... don't thank me, I can't even go against Temehe anyway.
After Sefek shoved me in the second bite, I said so deliberately with a chewing noise.
It's delicious, isn't it? Val, who only said "sweet" to the two who raise their voices, rings his tongue out loud again when he drives them away with his hands.
He can't resist me, the royalty.
Thanking him doesn't change what I forced him to do. I think it's mean and awful myself. Still, I figured,... I can't give it to anyone.
"... then in the meantime you'll give something back to Cefek and Chemetho from me to thank me for borrowing Val.
"Ahhh?
─ Because it's the first time I've decided to do so on my own initiative.
"Do you two want something or want to do something? I'll cooperate if it's something I can do.
"Hey, wait, king..."
"! I'm like a picture book!
"Ah, me too!
Chemetho raised his hand in a momentum that smeared his voice, leaking slightly bewildered.
I've eaten nearly half the cake already. Chemetho points to my bookshelf. Sefek had his equally beautiful eyes pointed there.
Val says, "I don't know if I can read the script anyway," but Sefek says back like he's angry.
─ Now it's time to be able to protect those who want to.
To be able to help my favorite sister or brother.
"Then I will thank you for your studies. Your sister's school system will still take a while, and I think I can teach you too if you're about to read and write!
If I can't give it back to Val, I want it back to the two people he cares about. If I thought so and suggested it, they both glistened their eyes happily.
When I saw the two of them saying, "Are you sure?" and "Will you be able to read?", I felt like I could be a little sister.
─ I don't want anyone who wants to protect me or help me to give up because of my weakness. Now it's time to grab that hand without hesitation.
"Ah.... and me, is this again... or I want to eat...
……………………………………
After Sefek raised his voice, he reluctantly pointed a little at the cake on the plate with a fork.
Sefek's voice shrivels and he leans over with his lips tied with his shoulders rounded. My cheeks are stained pink and adorable.
I silenced Val with a slightly suspicious look on Sefek's face. He stares at it as if he sees something very rare.
The three of you shouldn't have had any trouble with your money since you worked as a delivery guy anymore, but I don't think you've ever had much chance to eat anything like this. Val and Chemetho are both boys, and Sefek may be tailored to his rice preferences. Me and my sister love the cake, so it makes me happy to think that Sefek liked it.
─ It was late, no, I can't believe I'm sorry for what I did then. I don't want to say such a giving up word.
Even I reach out like your sister. Become someone who can cut your own way and push your sister's back over and over again.
"Of course! You'll have delicious cakes and treats every time you come. I have no respect or respect for you, because I'm a Val student!
"Students"
Sefek twists his neck on Chemetho, who hears my words back.
"It's not a strange way to put it," Val distorts to his mouth as he dislikes to turn his jaw. But when I smiled and gave it back, I looked more silent.
He said zero with a small voice, "Get your brothers and sisters together..." So maybe he thought you looked like your brother.
─ I want to line up with my sister and my brother and Arthur.
So definitely try to be strong.
I won't run away this time. I don't even get shelter. I will, and I will, deliver this hand properly.
"Yeah, I'm a student! Val is my knife throwing teacher. So you're good about me at Tiara. So if you two could be friends,...... I'd be so happy.
Then, suddenly, Sefek's back stretched pindly.
For some reason my face turned red more than it had just been, and I muttered in a small voice, "Friend......" As soon as Chemetho laughed happily toward Sefek, peeking into Niyaniya and her in a way that seemed as interesting as Val had also regained his mind.
"Disgruntled, not the First Princess?" As soon as Val said as she teased him, "Damn, that's not true," yelled Sefek, watering Val's face with special abilities. Buh, and Val groans, but he panics out realizing that Sefek wetted the floor of the room more than Val wiping his face with his hands.
It's okay, Carler, a dedicated maid of honor, wiped the floor quickly after I said it.
"Hell..."
─ To never have that scary dream again.
Every man sinks into sorrow and despair. A world where you lose your sister.
I still remember that dream so vividly that I had it on the eve of the annihilation war that it was scary.... the last one, too.
"Stop Menace"
"Thank you very much for coming. Cefek, Chemetho.
Laughing from me, walking over.
To me holding out my hand and asking to shake my hand, the two of them hesitated to stretch out and shake me back. "Ha...,... yeah." "Nice to meet you... please," said Chemetho's hand, who laughs softly with a bright red cefek. A hand a little smaller than mine and a smaller hand surely gave me warmth.
─ That's a dream. Just a scary scary dream.
But the helplessness in my dreams was real.
And even in reality, I couldn't lean on the suffering Val. In me, I'd really regret that one day, too, when I was just being protected.
"Does that place resemble my sister," Val muttered fed up.
I shake hands with Chemetho and Sefek, scratching my head gussily, turning from face to face from me. I'm not sure, but I'm glad to be told you look like your brother or sister.
Then let's make it a cup of tea, and I'll take a seat too. When I told the four of us to think of a good excuse to put on our sisters, they both agreed.
Val, who did not reply, also sits near the sofa table so that Cefek and Chemetho can pull him. I knew it was the floor for some reason.
He picked a cookie placed in the middle of the table when he gave his share of the cake to Sefek as if pressing it against every plate. I thought you didn't like sweets, but the cookies were still bollocks after that. Sefek is so cute that she blinds me to the second cake.
Chemetho sepheks his share of the cake. That's what I decided to get even the next four of us to prepare a big cake.
─ Be strong.
Reach out to those who are crying, without being afraid of those who mourn. Because that's who I admired.
For someone's happiness, jump into a place that's scary or dangerous. Because that's who we want to protect.
It's definitely not enough to just be protected or backed up.
I want to protect someone in line, too. I don't want the people I care about to lose one. If a visible tragedy awaits you, stop (...) Meh (...) Meh (...) Meh (...) Meh (...).
"One day we'll all surprise our sisters!
─ Because I'm your sister and your brother's sister.