The wife of the villains, returning to death to change her mind.

How much I would have fought for.

Births I once experienced four times.

It was definitely easier still physically and emotionally than any of those times.

Still, I don't think the big business of producing life was easy, and it took hours.

Pong, and when I gave birth to it with my last push, oh, I finally thought...

When the midwife took the child, and slapped him on the ass, the child said, "Oggia, Oggia," and gave birth in plain sight.

Looking back, I feel like this moment in my life has been filled with the thought that it was the moment I finished giving birth that I did the most.

I've had a child with neat thoughts about whether what originally mattered about your home also affected you, but still because it was the right thing to do that no one would deny.

I guess that's why I ended up giving birth to four... but I've never had regrets.

Again this time, I have no idea how the hell this is happening, but I still had no regrets.

I gave him a good baby.

Such thoughts were gushing out of my chest.

"Elaine......! You did great! My Farrence family, my first child... and the birth of my oldest son! Yeah, of course, I could have been a girl, but there are some mean grandmothers at one gate... that's all... anyway, really well done...!

Next to the bedroom, a young man who kept holding my hand and strongly encouraging me all the way through childbirth said that to me.

There's no way I don't know who he is.

A beautiful man with long, slightly bluish silver hair, called the "Supreme Silver," expressing himself only in the Duke of Farrence's house, with eyes that make him feel sweet but harsh and wise.

He is the master of this Duke of Farrence family, the Duke of Farrence himself, and my husband, Clément Farrence.

However, even though I know his face and name well, it was still a strange feeling that he was standing there.

Because he should be executed, before I get killed by Lily.

And yet, he's certainly there.

Plus, he looks a lot younger than he was back then.

Yes, he's young.

By and large...... is it around twenty?

That's about the age.

That fact makes me guess correctly the situation I've just been placed in.

I mean, I'm... aren't I back then?

In a time when Cleman was about twenty and I was about that again......

Then it was around the time that I got into Lily's hands that it was definitely going to be fifty, so it would be about thirty years back.

And speaking of that time...... I was pretty sure at the age when I gave birth to my oldest son.

Me and Cleman got married when they were both eighteen, that is, right after I graduated from magic school...... Tsuji fits. It fits.

And realizing that, I get to the even scarier fact.

I mean, I... thirty years from now, I'm going to be killed by Lily...

Do you repeat that despair again?

Just think about it, my chest is about to rip open.

However, an easy solution came to mind again soon.

As a point of fact, I was killed by Lily's hand.

The second daughter, that is, by the hands of the fourth child.

So, if time rolls back and you start at this stage where you finally have your first child... if you decide not to have any more children, it means you won't see them like that.

Now that his eldest son has given birth, he insists strongly on his husband that he is no longer obliged to be a noble woman, nor can he be drawn straight into the monastery.

So if I was going to take care of my life, I should have.

But......

It's strange, but it didn't happen to me in any way.

On the contrary, I needed to have four children well...... I even felt that sense of purpose.

Those children were indeed born in this world to be born.

It can't be that we can decide what we're going to be talking about in the future, but that's not why.

So what I should do...... is not to not have them, but to live securely so that I don't get killed by Lily myself.

I don't think we can talk about it.

If I were me now that I actually died once, regretted everything, and determined to change my mind.

Lily killed me in the first place, and to the point where this Duke of Farrence family was doomed, it was that I planned until the overthrow of the state, and that plan was on the verge of success until the middle of it.

Ultimately, that would have failed, and Lily would have been dispatched to my murder in a way that would have taken responsibility.

Because I don't have to commit such a major crime in the first place.

If you have mercy on your children correctly and raise them well, they won't kill you with it, and the Duke's house shouldn't end up being destroyed.

If there is a problem, does it mean that there are so-called "statutes of God" or "destiny of the world" or a stream called that way?

To what I heard as upbringing in the course of learning witchcraft, it is.

In other words, the general flow of the world has been decided by the gods and the world since the beginning, and it is difficult to come off of it.

It is also said that the great sage of old times used space-time magic to ascertain that.

From there, it was possible that both my fate to be killed by Lily and that of the Duke's family would be doomed from the beginning.

Of course, not everything that we do is prescribed, so it may be possible to change them as final things for the gods and the world......

You just shouldn't be too alarmed.

That could happen, we should act as.

And if so, what I'm going to have to do...

Yeah, I think we're going to be really busy.

But it wasn't that hard to think about this either.

Again, I can start my life over with lies and atrocities from the very beginning.

I'm twenty years old now.

By that time I was, indeed, an infidel and corrupt person, but still, I was not of such a character as to plan for the overthrow of the state...