To middle age

"Brother Chen, what are you talking about, you will definitely be fine!" Li Meifeng said hurriedly.

"Meifeng, don't comfort him, no matter who has this disease, he will be thinking about it, he is able to survive, it is already very good." Liu Yun smiled lightly.

"But Miss Liu, in case Brother Chen is--"

"What if I can't figure it out?" I interrupted Li Meifeng, and I knew what she was worried about.

"Chen Nan, I'm contacting an expert doctor for you, he will give you the best treatment plan, don't worry!" Liu Yun said.

"If a craniotomy is needed, I plan to die." I said.

If I had a craniotomy, I knew that my life would be unable to take care of myself, which would drag Li Meifeng for a long time, and even if this malignant tumor was removed, it would recur. I knew it was true, so I would do it again. Cranial surgery, and if I had another knife, then I would have already gone half-life, which would have been sentenced to death. In this case, it would be better not to perform surgery and simply let it develop. Once the nerves are compressed, then I will be dead. Say goodbye to this world like this.

Euthanasia will not choose to die in pain. For this disease, the hair must be shaved. After the operation, there is a huge scar on the forehead. In the uncertain future of life and death, I don’t know when death will come. Instead of this, I might as well just go. All over the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, I feel that it is not enough, so I find a place where no one is waiting to die.

"You are a bastard!" Liu Yun gritted her teeth.

"Brother Chen, you can't help but treat the illness!" Li Meifeng also became anxious.

The voices of Liu Yun and Li Meifeng attracted the attention of the men and women in the seats next door. They looked at me with a little surprise.

"Chen Nan, you have to listen to the doctor. It's really to the point where you can live longer only after surgery. What should your parents do? Have you considered them? Would they not agree to the operation?" Liu Yun continued. "When I go to the hospital this time, if I really want to have an operation, I will contact my uncle and aunt. At least they want to come. They have the right to know and agree to the operation."

"Say it then." I said vaguely.

"It's not about that time, but you have to promise. Even if you are not responsible to yourself, you must be responsible to your family!" Liu Yun continued.

"Brother Chen, please promise Miss Liu, I am by your side, I will take care of you!" Li Meifeng hurriedly reassured.

Seeing Li Meifeng's anxious look made me feel uncomfortable.

Liu Yun insisted on letting me cooperate with the treatment, and Li Meifeng was very worried about me. I am a big man and asked two women to escort me to the hospital together. I feel a little bit useless when I say this, a big man, and I need a woman to come. Consolation, how could I fail so much, even today, I still have to be taken care of by others, and I am terrified.

Just thinking that when the time comes, I will really have an operation, Liu Yun asked me to inform my parents that I really don't know how to speak.

My parents are now building new houses in the countryside. They thought they had a good life, and once they knew about my illness, wouldn't it make them sad and worried about sending white-haired people to black-haired people.

"All right." I exhaled deeply and nodded.

At noon, Liu Yun and Li Meifeng went to buy a meal. The three of us had eaten, and we started to wait.

It was almost four o'clock in the afternoon. We got off the train and came to the train station in Kyoto. Because this famous cancer hospital in Kyoto is in a prosperous area, Liu Yun meant to open two rooms in a hotel not far from the hospital.

Liu Yun and Li Meifeng are in the same room. I'm alone. After dinner, Liu Yun started to contact the expert doctor. Because she had agreed in advance, the appointment time is tomorrow morning at nine o'clock, because the appointment number is at this time, so it is Locally, you can pay by taking out your social security card and let the doctor see it.

I stayed alone in a hotel room at night and had many thoughts.

I will see the doctor tomorrow. This doctor is called Qian Chen. He is a well-known expert doctor in Kyoto Hospital. He is extremely famous across the country. It is said that the appointment number has been filled long ago, and even the operation has been scheduled for several months. As for me , Liu Yun's classmate and Doctor Qian are relatives, and then a patient happened to be withdrawn from an appointment, and Liu Yun was queued in.

For this, I am especially grateful to Liu Yun, who is in a sense and reason. She really didn't say to me that sometimes I even think I think too much. How can she collude with Shen Qiuping to mess with me so well.

No matter what tomorrow is going on, I think I'm going to have a showdown with Liu Yun tomorrow, and ask her what was going on with the phone call that night. Even if I have to undergo surgery, I want to be a ghost.

After sitting in the train for a day, it is impossible to say that it is impossible not to be tired. Because of this disease, I have been tossing and turning, unable to sleep. I wondered how I would face my parents if I had to undergo surgery.

They heard that their son had a malignant tumor and needed a craniotomy. Isn't the sky falling?They have worked so hard all their lives, why do they have to endure this?

Thinking of the scene when I went home and told my parents that my divorce, even Duo Duo was not my own, how sad my dad and my mom at that time, I really dare not think about this scene.

The whole night passed by. Because of my concerns, I did not sleep well. The next day I was called by Liu Yun and Li Meifeng to have breakfast, and then rushed to the cancer hospital.

Holding the medical record, I got the appointment number and went to the lobby of the oncology department.

I have been to the hospital many times, but in the lobby of the oncology department, I found that the surrounding silence was terrible. The patients were all worried and worried. When chatting with their relatives, some of them even smiled, apparently knowing that they had a tumor. It will be very troublesome.

Sitting on the bench in the waiting area, I didn't feel good either. As for Liu Yun and Li Meifeng sitting next to me, from time to time watching the call on the big screen in front of them.

"What's your number?"

With the sound of a word, I turned around and looked, and then saw a bald young man with a yellow face and thin skin. This young man was very thin, about one meter and seven meters tall.

"Number seven." I said.

"I'm number eight, and I'm behind you." The young man said, he sat down beside me.

This young man is too thin, estimated to be only ninety kilos. Seeing the young man reminds me of the idiom'skinny'.

"Where is your tumor?" The young man raised Erlang's legs and smiled lightly.

"There is a malignant tumor in my brain, about the size of a matchbox," I said.

"When was the last filming?" The young man looked at me with interest.

"It's almost a month and a half." I thought about it, and then said.

"Then it is at least one-third or more bigger now." The youth commented.

When the young man said this, I smiled awkwardly. This young man has a good mentality, but at close range, I saw a scar on his head.

"Don't look at me, this is a glioma, and I have to have another craniotomy. The last craniotomy was only seven or eight months old. I'm over. I used to be one hundred and forty catties. Now you see what I look like. "The young man laughed at himself, took a sip of the mineral water.

"Can't it be cured?" I frowned.

"Big brother, this disease is death if you stall. Don't hold on too much hope. You should eat and drink. Soon you won't be able to eat or drink anymore." The young man continued to speak, and then he got up suddenly and walked in a direction. In the past, there seemed to be his family there.