Two-dimensional evil contract

And this is also the way he can think of being able to escape from here or liberation in the past two years.

However, as long as people are still alive, they will always fear or subconsciously reject death, including Qin Yu himself.

No matter what the reason or excuse is, there is no reason or excuse, just being afraid or not wanting to die, which allows people to choose or accept a more cruel, cruel, and degrading life without hesitation. Ways and attitudes to survive, even if it is the daily drunkenness, even the walking dead every night, or even the hysterical and crazy howling all the time.It doesn’t matter, does it?!Anyway, at least he is still alive. As for the process of being alive, it doesn't matter whether you cry or laugh alive.

What about yourself?!

What is the purpose of living and persisting like this?!

Is it for the unwillingness of those ancestors who confessed for generations, and apologizes unwillingly to die?Or is it for the knife and the hatred and hatred that put oneself in it?Or maybe it is because although I have lived in the cold palace for the past two years, my life has not been hard and painful. On the contrary, after being comfortable, free and comfortable, I have begun to adapt to such a lifestyle, and become accustomed to such a role and life?!As the eunuch in the cold palace, can you just pass this imprisoned life, a life of incompleteness?!

Qin Yu waded on a large and warm soft couch, watching a room of eunuchs and court ladies in a messy, smoky space, wantonly gambling, hustle and bustle, frolicking and buying drunk; enjoying the two beautiful girls behind and on their feet The gentle, young and charming palace lady gave a caring and comfortable massage with a smile. While eating, a little palace lady with a young and childish face was peeled and pitted and delivered to the mouth of the auspicious fruit; what I thought in my head, in my heart But they are asking serious questions about life and the future that are tens of thousands of miles away from the situation and situation.

"Hey, I just don't know what mother-in-law thinks, and what plans do you have? After asking so many times, she never told me." Qin Yu couldn't help complaining in his heart.

It seems to be thinking of the so-called "mother", a touch of warmth and touch, in this sitting beauty, enjoying the luxurious cold palace, the youngest eunuch's eyes slowly lit up and gradually spread.

(Note, Jinghu Lake is a natural giant lake in the background of the story, in the domain of ice and snow, a hundred miles away from the crystal sacred capital. It is famous for its rich snow lotus and its sweet water quality. The consolation women refer to those The criminals who were given death by the empire can request the grace of the last human affairs before they die, and as the women who serve them-usually hired from brothels, sometimes female prisoners voluntarily, they are called comfort prisons. Women; if the object of grace is a female prisoner, then the man who serves it is called a bridge-crosser. These two sentences are written by myself, so not to mention whether they are well written, at least to explain clearly what the literal thought is The meaning is just fine.)

Almost subconsciously, Qin Yu slowly closed his eyes and swallowed the auspicious pulp in his mouth.

Although he has understood and learned how to conceal the outward expression of the true emotional fluctuations in his heart, and also learned to control the changes in his facial expressions; however, Qin Yu is also aware of how to hide the emotional expression in his eyes. To their own shortcomings...