Since the beginning of the school year, it feels like my whole being is going to be split up.

I have ten courses this semester, and my advisor has given me a project to do, and with all the miscellaneous things going on, I don't have as much time to devote to my novel as I used to, and what's bothering me most is that I can't seem to do both.

I'm still in the preparation stage, and there's still a month to go before exam week. I'm an anxiety-prone person, and I'm still trying to struggle on the academic path, so I can't really afford to write a novel at the moment.

The scariest thing is that I'm really burned out on writing novels, especially this book, I feel like I can't write anymore, I don't feel like I'm a writer who writes garbage when I'm not writing mixed or non-even, I guess.

I want to take some time off to do the things at hand, and then to sort out the plot and so on.

Sorry, everyone!