Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

In my dreams, I counted my fingers one by one.

Make sure there are five of them, and I'm relieved.

I was relieved that they only showed me the fingers with the rings on, too, that it was a dream.

Then he whispered, "It's okay, I'm here," and I grabbed the man's hand with both hands so as to clasp it.

"Evrard was attacked and only Reggie's finger with the ring was shown. I heard you were dead, so..."

That didn't happen in my appeal, I was taught.

You were still worried, because she asked me, so I answer that I was anxious and hard.

His hand was warm, he felt the cold and held it to his arm, he laughed small and held it in his arms.

Alive, warm. It was a lie to be dead.

Speaking as I almost cried, I nodded because you told me you didn't like people close to you dying because you were dreaming like that.

Never again, I don't want to be on the left side.

Because even those who tried to help, they died because of me.

"You don't have to defeat Viscount Crediaz. If we were to die anyway, we should have died together."

When I spit out what I had always thought, they told me it was a dream.

"Viscount Credias defeated you and me, don't you remember?

I told Reggie, even though I had doubts about the words, because then I didn't think Reggie had to force me anymore.

"Don't leave me. Don't go anywhere by yourself."

And I said, "I don't want to let you go, even if you don't want to. Are you ready?" How dare you ask.

She told me she didn't want to let me go, and there's no way she doesn't like it.

If you think this won't finally leave you alone and stick around for a while......

"I knew it wouldn't work. Wake up, Chiara, because it's cowardly to say where you're sleeping."

"... hmm?

I feel fluffy and comfortable taking off my shoulders.

"Look, while I still have my reason, please,"

"... Riesu?

"It's cute where you're sleeping, but it's Chiara you'll regret later, right?

Even more shaken, my consciousness finally surfaced, I feel. Was I asleep?

That's how I opened my eyes. The first thing I saw was Reggie's face, not even ten centimeters away.

Long silver eyelashes. Enviably. The cheeks that I couldn't cook much in the day were smooth, but I found a thin, nearly disappearing cut on my cheek.

I look out for the hand I'm grabbing and the situation I'm in, trying to reach out.

Um, is this supposed to be on the bunk? On decent bedding and bright white sheets, why are you two rolling over...

Thinking that far, I almost screamed. Her mouth was pressed against Reggie's shoulder just so Reggie could hold her in, and she was blocked.

"When Chiara screams, it's like I'm doing terrible things, and I think a lot of people creep in at the same time, okay?

"Get in... I mean, eh? Why?"

I'd say I was sleeping with Reggie, but I'm embarrassed to say it, and it clouds my corn.

If you look all over just your eyes as you figure out how to delude yourself, you can see wooden beams, ceilings and lacquered walls. This place looks like some kind of building.

And we're wearing clothes exactly like each other, and if you look closely, I was crooked in a blanket.

In the meantime, Reggie seems to have guessed what she wanted to say.

"First, after you healed the wounds of the king of Salehard, you passed out."

"I remember that..."

"At first I thought I'd ask Gina or Miss Emeline for you, but you didn't let me go with my finger in your hand. It's hard to pull it off, and if I used all that magic too, Mr. Horace said I should rest. Here's the thing."

The last time I held Reggie's hand... I do remember. I didn't know Reggie made it harder to leave because of that.

"Oh, I'm sorry..."

I was sorry and embarrassed to try to get myself away from Reggie, but he wouldn't let go of my hugging arm.

"You don't have to apologize, do you?

To give it to you, Reggie smiled with great pleasure.

"As a matter of fact, many times, I've had my hands off me. It's been two days since then."

"Two days!?

I was so asleep, and I was stunned to see if Reggie kept bothering me. Were you in custody the whole time!?

"Oh, uh, Reggie stayed asleep while...?

"I managed in a few hours. It just goes through magic, so it sounds better than you. But every time I came to see how things were going, Chiara held my hand and tried to hold me in, so Gina and I took turns and I were on Chiara's side, too."

Lift up the hand Reggie was holding on the fence and mouth at my fingertips while I watched what I was going to do.

"Ah."

When I'm surprised at the tickling feeling, I laugh when Reggie tickles again.

"I'm dying to leave... and I'm a little impatient because you want me to be by my side"

"Patience!? Patience!

Even I don't know anything at all. I rather feel that I had more opportunities to touch that kind of knowledge when I was a Japanese in my previous life. TV or the internet?

So Reggie smiles when she flutters in association with all sorts of things.

"I'll wait until you're willing to return the answer. I don't want you to hate me."

Reggie gives me back my reassuring words.

Still, he asked me if I liked him, and I couldn't answer. Half of the feelings I'm afraid to answer are about the dream I had earlier... it seems I'm going through it once, I think it's because of the memory of Chiara Credias' life.

Chiara over there was abused to give to the wife of Viscount Credias, and the time she went through a protected life was too short for Chiara to believe her affection.

No matter how dear Reggie treated me, I gave up that I wouldn't be able to rescue her in the end.

So Reggie thinks about the assassination of Viscount Crediaz to free Chiara, but before that, he died involved in the invasion of Ruein.

Chiara, who increasingly thought she would never be saved, didn't even listen to Mr. Cain's persuasion that she was hearing about herself from Reggie, and at the end of the day she chose to be killed by Alan.

But once I trace my life, can I ever be reincarnated in the past? I still doubt it there, but all I can say is, I guess that's more than reincarnation from another world.

Anyway, for the first time in Chiara's life, as soon as she dreamt just a little that she might be with Reggie, she seemed anxious to be dropped into some kind of hole as soon as she was happy because she remembered her expectations had been smashed.

Another reason why I can't answer Reggie's confession is about Mr. Cain, who remains left behind in the past.

Ever since I dreamed of my first life as Chiara, I feel even more sorry for Mr. Cain. Unless Chiara keeps refusing. If I had walked away early from that place, maybe Mr. Cain wouldn't have died.

This time Mr. Cain is more than safe for me, and I have a desire to be my sister until I can think of him, if possible. If that's going to make amends.

I was thinking about it, and Reggie whispered.

"By the way, what do you mean, fingers? I've been crushing my sleep."

And I have a sneering grin.

"You told me not to leave again, didn't you?

I was embarrassed and almost stuffy inside. It was enough to make me want to go wild, but that's embarrassing too.

I don't like how much I slept in. I don't like it when it's too much!

Shame too, I decided I had no memory.

"Uh, did I say that?

"Did I tell you? One finger at a time like this..."

"Oh, hey, Reggie, no, that!

Tickle me! But I do remember doing that!

"You can just chiara, and I can't?

I don't know what to do when they say that. On the verge of crying, a savior appeared.

"Oh, was I interrupting?

Jina, who tied her colored hair energetically and high and was circling her grey-blue eyes, was peeking at this one with the wooden door open.

"Gina... Ha Ugh"

Momentum has lifted me up. Now Reggie didn't disturb me either, but I turned back more dizzy.

"Ugh... disgusting..."

"You can't do this."

Reggie says it all the time, and I get off the sleeping table and get up. Kind of regrettable. Mostly. Who do you say is to blame for the rush up......

Besides, Reggie doesn't seem shy at all. Why? I regret it......

"Aren't you feeling better yet? Do you think you can drink your water?

"Please"

Please, Mr. Gina pours water into the glass from the water drain that was at the table near the bedroom. It was Reggie who woke me up with his back up.

Something happened earlier and I felt kind of nagging to be touched by my back, but when I drank the water I felt like it was getting neater to my head.

"Your Highness, have you already explained everything you've done?

"Almost not yet," replies Reggie, asked Jina.

"I've been asleep for two days."

"If you do, you haven't heard about the king of Salehard yet."

Mr. Jina turns to me again.

"It's quick and bad, but I thought Chiara told you to take Isaac to Falgia's side, right? Want me to ask you what you were going to do from there. For once, it was troublesome to inquire whether he was being treated as a hostage or how his condition was, so at His Highness's discretion, only Salehardo's squire was attached to Isaac."

Yeah, I had a little idea about Isaac, and that's what I asked for.

"I'd like to hear it, too. I assume you're involved in the negotiations between Salehardo and Falgia?

That's right, Reggie knows exactly what I'm thinking.

I nodded and told Jina and Reggie what I had in mind.

After hearing it, I thought a little bit about Reggie,

"I don't mind if I do. I want Alan and the others to wait until then."

You were going to go to a meeting with Alan and the others quickly, and Reggie tried to leave the room, but I thought "ah" and pulled it off.

"Um, I want to explain, do you have any problem visiting Isaac?

"That's about it... or without you and Mr. Horace, it wouldn't make sense, would it?

Smile and Reggie accepted my favor.