Watashi wa Teki ni Narimasen!

"I see..."

In the meantime I woke up again and said to me, Jina niggling.

"Chiara, you've decided who's the best"

"Okay, best?

"You knew I liked your Highness, didn't you?

To Jinnah's straight-ball question, I get confused.

"Um... uh... What makes you think that?

"Well, if only we hadn't gotten that close and stayed put, wouldn't we? If you were someone else, would you have made such a big deal of yourself?

Ugh... I can't say anything. Sure, if this is someone else, he's going to be exposing himself to another ugly state like that, like falling off the bunk trying to get away from him in a hurry.

Look at me with a mouthful, Jina's nya grows.

"You thought maybe we could just keep this up for a second, right? Hey, Master."

"Not at all. The disciple is falling asleep, that prince still doesn't care about people's eyes..."

"Hiya, master!

I didn't even notice because I didn't have a voice, but it just showed up like my master crawled out of under his pillow.... hey, why are you lurking in such a place!?

And why does it look so nimble with Jina, even to the face of a master like the familiar barbecued pottery?

"Really, Your Highness, you're not ashamed to have people... I'll definitely soften them up in front of you one of these days."

"I wonder if there's any consciousness in that prince. Hitchch."

"Oh...... I get it. Who's around, and it feels like there's so many horses, they're going to ignore it."

And Reggie, they're gonna say terrible... but I can't argue with that. Even when Jina looked at it, she looked fine. Something that seemed normal.

"Well, I seem to have kept my reason for once...... yich. At first, we both worked together."

Endeavour... right?

I wouldn't let go. And then Reggie, who I was with, was going to use more magic than practice, and he said he was asleep. I guess it was then.

"Um, Master... does Reggie seem okay?

We thought we were going to use quite a bit of sorcery in this fight. But I didn't expect them to use magic until I got the Lunars to help me.

Reggie, who gives it to you, is fighting even with his sword.

From the eyes of my master, I wanted to ask him if he seemed okay.

"It's not just about passing through. Still, it has some impact, but I think I pulled it off while the dogs stuck around and chewed my hands sweetly for a while."

"It's a fox, not a dog, Master."

I wake up feeling relieved by Reggie's situation and glad he's off topic.

You don't seem dizzy if you don't jump off momentum. Good.

I was asleep, so I was dressed in my bedroom, so I just got dressed.

Then Mr. Jina cut it out.

"I wanted to thank Chiara. Thanks for helping Isaac."

I panicked to Jina, who held both hands tightly and lay her forehead there like a deep bow.

"That's what I did on my own, so you don't need to thank me like that!?

"But it wasn't Chiara, so I couldn't stop her. He didn't even ask me seriously that we stopped him, and he thought he could kill himself if he changed the war."

When Isaac stabbed himself with a sword, he thought I knew. To push through his opinions, Isaac said he was a cynical person.

"I thought the only way to stop Isaac was to push him into a situation he couldn't help, or help him die. That's why I'm sorry I asked Chiara. Because I knew it would fall like this..."

"Neither did I think Isaac would go that far..."

At that time, I didn't know what Isaac was thinking.

I'm just confused, all I could think about was stopping, but now that I can calm down and afford to think back, I feel a little understandable.

Isaac even let himself be turned against the treacherous resentment from Ruein and the resentment of those who spared the king who agreed and harmed himself by only having a way, and the resentment from the soldiers of Salehardo who pulled him to the battle he intended to lose, even though he could not take over the country, in an attempt to protect what was important by destroying him.

Country and, brother. And take Gina and the others.

So he had to die. If someone won't kill me, I guess he thought he had to kill himself.

Isaac, who tried to carry a lot of people's luggage away to the world of death, also tried to hold my luggage.

Okay, but I still don't think I like it.

Because the way I think about it, I don't understand how to choose such a death.

"Never mind, Mr. Gina. That's what I wanted to do. Even without Gina, it's so hard for someone I know to die, so I figured I should have healed Isaac's injuries by being selfish."

When she heard that, Gina laughed like she was in trouble.

"You know, the first time I heard it, it was just hard feelings when fighting, and I was worried Chiara wouldn't have it. Thanks to him, he survived, so I think it was for that kind of tour."

"Patrol..."

"Should I call it fate? Maybe I met Chiara because Isaac's fate was still ahead of me."

Gina, who said so and let go of my hand, had a very relieved look.

"Speaking of which, are Jina and the others going back to Salehard after this?

Jina shakes her neck to the side.

"Honestly, I didn't want to do that from the beginning."

"But with Isaac's brother..."

I thought we were supposed to get married. A story I heard before said Isaac had a plan to make that happen.

"I can't do this anymore. Because I jumped out of the house after I stopped engaging Isaac. I'm not a noble lady anymore, and I'm a civilian mercenary? If Elflame is going to be king in the first place, I can't get married any more. Even if the army and soldiers are convinced, nobles will not nod."

I was concerned there, too.

I wonder if the person who marries the king doesn't have to be a noble lady.

"Oh, but what about an adopted child or something?

"I think Isaac was probably ready for that, too. Probably negotiated into his father's house...... But temperamentally, I still can't live in nobility or anything. Besides, I can't believe I'm next to the king... Even if you put up with it because you like it, it's obvious you're gonna break it. I don't think there's anything I can do about all this."

In aristocracy and civilians, lifestyle differences are huge, and standards of good and bad things change. So I think it's natural to step on two feet when it's hard to live, and even if you keep putting up with it, you'll have anxiety to break it down ahead.

"I absolutely don't like being mistress because I can't get married. If that's the case, you should make it a good memory to leave. Yet Isaac thinks strangely that if we raise the medal, we can go. It's not like a man getting a title for merit."

Jina laughs as she says so.

"So, if Your Highness will still continue to hire me, I thought I'd hang out with the Chiaras until the end. After that, I'm usually going back to the village of the mercenary regiment"

I was relieved to learn that Mr. Jina was not leaving.

But after all, it's hard to hear Mr. Jina give up on her love.

That's why I thought I had to convince Isaac from now on.