Wife's sexy development journey

2017/11/25 "One" College Era Fifty, Humiliation Memory (Part 1) At this time, after fully understanding everything at the time and the heart of each participant, I couldn't help but want to slap myself severely, because at that time Before Xiaoxin pulled out the knife, it was me, the person she wanted to protect the most. I was so despicable that she secretly sent a text message to A Tao, leaking Xiao Xin's plan, so that A Tao not only avoided potential conflicts, but also had Time to think about the remedial plan in the future, which also caused Xiaoxin to fall into a tiger's mouth.

"It was during this period of time when I was at a loss, he calmly stated his support one by one, which made me understand that my plan had completely failed, and my heart sank again, as if I really couldn't get back to the sky. But at this moment, that person offered me to spend a month in exchange for the video and photos."

"The so-called one month is actually in the next month. As long as he wants to fuck me, I must show up and be his vent tool at any time to satisfy his desires. And he will be tight-lipped about this. Return all the photos and videos in one month, and will never disturb your life."

"If it were before, I would never agree to such a request. But at the time I was desperate, his condition undoubtedly gave me the last straw, although the straw was full of it. Spikes, but no one can deny its life-saving effect. Therefore, I can only abandon all plans and agree to his terms with a ruthless attitude."

"Of course, in addition to being mentally coerced, I vaguely feel as if my body is also eager to make such a decision. But I can't help being ashamed of my lewdness. But since I have agreed to his terms, I will Act as agreed."

"It does not matter whether it is to satisfy the desire of the flesh, or to realize the hope in my heart. In short, that night, I lay under his body again, letting his hot and thick penis be inserted into my vagina again. In the middle, his stuff is huge, it stuffed me full, my lower body was not enough, but it was very satisfying. With his thrust, every cell in my vagina could fully feel that because The pleasure of friction."

"This makes me feel insulted while being satisfied. I have never thought of this kind of thing. I would never think of it. One day I will lie on the initiative of a stranger. I have a little love for him. The man who didn't even want to bed, even actively asked him to come and enjoy my body."

"It's that he seems to be no stranger to me. His magical fingers can always find the sensitive areas on my body in the first time and caress them so that my body can enter in a very short time. State. Pleasure quickly eroded into the brain, allowing the original sense of humiliation and betrayal to you to be slowly eroded away, leaving only the pursuit of the peak of sex."

"Under his all-round offensive, I was quickly killed, losing my armor and removing my armor, forgetting the restraint of holding fast. Not only did I shout loudly, full of obscene language, and even prayed for him to work harder and give me more At the same time, he actively swayed his body to cooperate with his fornication and cater to his thrusts. It seems that time has not passed for long, and I was in his bed for the first time, giving out my satisfaction after being satisfied."

"Remember that when we had sex with you, we could always reach the peak. At that time, I felt very satisfied, but with him, when I was already climaxing, he did not win the battle because of this, but pursued the victory. Is swept by again."

"Because of the previous time in the bathroom, I went from being unconscious and just woke up and fell into the fear of being raped, so I didn't feel much, but this time I found that after the orgasm, I was still being thrusted, that kind of The pleasure of another attack is enough to drive me crazy."

"That night, I was asked him to have two orgasms in his bed, and he finally ejaculated during my second orgasm, but fortunately, he was still trustworthy, and he brought it this time. Condom. But before he ejaculated, because of his perverted hobby, he hit my butt heavily. It should have been painful, but I don’t know why, I’m in an orgasm, but because of this pain, I feel Greater pleasure."

"Heh...maybe I was born a lewd perverted slut, and I would feel satisfied in a man's torture. Although I was very excited at the time, but after I enjoyed the aftertaste of the orgasm, that came from the hip The hot tingling sensation made me suddenly awake. At that moment, how could I feel satisfied for the pleasure given to me by this man? You know he ruined my life."-"So when he came back again At that time, I immediately stopped him, then quickly picked up the thrown clothes everywhere and rushed into the bathroom. After that, I dressed it inside and left his home."

"When I went out, the sky had darkened and my butt was still hurting. I could only limp and walk to the bedroom alone, watching the carefree couples laughing and playing on the road. I feel like that. Poor, just like a prostitute who just finished the business, there are still traces of sex in her lower body, dragging her tired body back to the bedroom."

"The next few times I saw each other, it really seemed as if someone had been hired by someone. It was like going to the door, going to bed, stripped of clothes, and then let go. In that month, I remember you also looked for I can’t remember the exact number of times, plus the number of times I was called home by him, but I can be sure that I had nearly half a month in that month. I was lying in bed every night by a man. Fuck it."

"Sometimes, maybe he just looked for me the night before, and you dragged me to the hotel the next night. When your penis was inserted into my vagina, I thought that less than 24 hours ago, there used to be I feel sorry for you being broken into by another penis. But the visits of two different penises within a short period of time made me inevitably make a comparison. To be honest, he is indeed better than you. capital."

Having said that, Xiaoxin looked at me again, with pity in his eyes, although I knew that I was deliberately loosening control of myself and letting myself go hastily to make Xiaoxin sink deeper and deeper. Now, being pointed out by my girlfriend in person, it still made me blushing. Just about to refute, Xiaoxin said again to herself.

"After the comparison, I got this result. Although it made me ashamed of my dirty thoughts, I couldn't control my physical desires. After being called by him several times, I became more open. Playing with him is more cooperative, and even the hatred of him in the brain is not as deep as before."

"I must admit that in just one month, after less than ten sexual journeys, my body was almost successfully attacked by him."

"But fortunately, although my body is almost out of my control, my brain is still awake. I didn't forget the January appointment with him. At the end of the month, I Once again, I walked into the door of his house and saw that he had prepared the data card as agreed. I was finally relieved and even had a good impression of him. No matter what, he is at least a credible person. ."

"Of course you can also say that I am too heartless. I have a good impression of a perverted man who has raped myself and played with him for more than a month. Although I also found it inexplicable afterwards, the feeling was really real at the time. of."

"After being pulled into bed again and having two orgasms, I finally got the data card that was full of me. I was finally able to get rid of it. At the end he asked me to be ordinary friends At the time, I already had a good impression of him, and I suddenly stagnated. My reason told me that I must refuse, but my trembling body hinted at me. It’s just that it’s not a big deal to be a friend."

"After struggling, I still had no choice but to escape silently. After I went out, I picked up a brick, smashed the data card severely, and threw it into the garbage incinerator. Walked to the bedroom.

For a while, I worked hard to restrain myself. After a month of high-density and high-intensity sex, my body was extremely sensitive and eager for physiological changes."

"This kind of endurance is suffering. Under the average nourishment of sex once every two days, I have no sex activities for a long time, so I toss and turn every night. And the only one who can help me in this situation is you, I A beloved boyfriend."

"So I didn't care about my reserved restraint. I hinted and invited you out many times, but you were addicted to online games and ignored me. This made me full of desire and was hit once again."

"I can't tell you my changes. I can only endure myself. And I can understand you. During that time, in order to get rid of that person, I did neglect you. Even if I went out with you, it would be perfunctory. So you are addicted to I am also responsible for games."

"Fortunately, the ensuing final exams relieved my pressure. I can only transform my nowhere to vent lust into a motivation for learning, and prepare for the exams seriously to distract myself."-" I passed the final exam smoothly. I thought I had passed the most difficult period, but my body told me honestly that no, my desires, on the contrary, because of prolonged depression, slowly accumulated and gradually increased. Soaring."

"In desperation, I can only give you hints and invitations again, hoping to hang out with you, and then have a few intense sex together sweetly. One is to compensate you for being left out for so long, and the other is Release your long-repressed desire."

"I don’t know if you still remember that when I was on summer vacation last year, I called you one day and said I wanted to go out with you, but you were absent-minded because there were friends over there playing games with you. , And then hung up my phone?"

"That time I was very wronged. It is true that I ignored you because of some things, but you can't just hang up the phone. Think about what happened a month ago. That night, I lay on the bed and cried a lot, and then He fell asleep faintly."

"Maybe the desire in my heart is really too strong. This night, my dream is full of a naked man, pressing on me, and then moving back and forth up and down. I vaguely feel that that man is interacting with me. I have sex, but I don’t have the sensation of his penis rubbing against my vagina."

"The man's face is blurry, and I feel dimly that you are behind the mist, but sometimes it turns into that person. As the man keeps pushing, the itching on my lower body becomes more and more unbearable. .

I woke up leisurely when I couldn't bear it."

"After discovering that the fragrant scene turned out to be just a dream, I couldn't help but sigh, ashamed that I would have a spring dream. When I think of the dream scene, I suddenly feel itchy in my lower body. This feeling is the same as the feeling in my dream. It's exactly the same. It turns out that the itching in my dreams is so unbearable because in reality, my underneath has already flooded."

"I had to call you again, trying to test your tone by tapping on the side, but your absent-mindedness again made me very heartbroken, so we quarreled on the phone, and then broke up unhappy."

"I can't do anything. I can't bear it. I can only put my hand into my underwear, and use my fingertips to gently press on the red beanie that has already been congested, and even has a small head. The fingerprints are uneven, scratching my delicate I can only use this method to get rid of my predicament without having a thick penis inserted into my vagina to solve my physical needs."

"I don’t know how you guys are. When you are flying a plane, will you show all kinds of whimsical ideas in your mind, and sometimes even some abnormal sexual behaviors, although you know that the consequences of doing so will be It’s terrible, but during the time when I was moving, I felt that my desire and hope would come true. However, after ejaculation, I felt that everything was meaningless. In short, I was like this."

"After pressing my fingers on the pubic nucleus and stroking, my body was tightly bowed together, trembling all over. Inevitably, many images from dreams appeared in my mind, slowly Yes, these scenes began to be covered by every good relationship with that man during that month."

"After that, a crazy thought came into my mind. I want to call him, maybe just listen to his voice, not miss him, just want to make the picture in my mind more real. Solve my urgent need now."

"This thought kept circling in my mind, I still couldn't make up my mind, but as my fingers massaging the nucleus moved faster and faster, I finally couldn't bear it, picked up the phone and dialed a number."

"When the phone was connected, I suddenly felt a little regretful, but the sound from the receiver really made the picture in my mind clearer and more real. My hand still in my underwear, I also moved faster."-"The phone kept asking me what was wrong, but at that time I was confused and didn't know what to say, so I just said that I wanted to go to his city for two days. Ask him if he has any good recommendations. Of course, my question immediately confuses him. For a person who should have hated him, now that he is going to play with him, he has to be surprised."

"He inexplicably started to briefly introduce the situation there, but I stopped talking, but listened to his voice, recalled the previous scenes, and felt the pleasure of coming here from the bottom of the body. I feel the orgasm is coming."

"I understand my own situation. Once the climax comes, I will no longer be able to control my voice. In panic, I can only quickly say to the phone: "I will pass the day after tomorrow!"After that, I quickly hung up the phone. At the same time, my body began to fluctuate up and down greatly with the movement of my fingers. I could no longer control my throat, and started to make lewd calls, followed by convulsions. , My climax is coming."

"After the orgasm, I felt exhausted, but fortunately, because it was masturbation, I did not expend too much physical strength. At this time, I could still move gently, so I enjoyed the aftertaste of the orgasm while using The laptop next to the bed booked a ticket for the third day."

"Looking at the successful payment page on the computer screen, I felt a trace of regret in my heart and became hesitant. I didn't know if I was doing it right or wrong. My heart and body gave me two completely different things. Answer, and I started to waver."

"My mind was very messy at the time. I didn't know what I should do next. I hated myself for thinking like this, and I hated myself for acting like this. I was a little annoyed and buckled the computer and hid my head. In the bed, I was frustrated with myself, but did not return the ticket immediately."

"I was in a very bad mood for the next two days. I knew what I might face in the past this time. What's different is that there is no coercive relationship between the two of us this time, but I send it to the door myself. Go, then I will probably face a more humiliating treatment. But whenever I think of a situation I might encounter, my body will subconsciously produce a lewd reaction."

"Slowly I began to wonder if I was a lewd woman at all? When being raped, I would feel pleasure, when I was coerced, I would actively cooperate, and when no one was paying attention, I would take the initiative to cherish. Send hug.

Is this really me?Where is my reservation, my dignity, and my self-love?Are these all pretended by me?Did my performance even fool myself?"

(to be continued)