Actor, Search for Hope

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The sun has settled on numerous cameras. Other light panels and microphone booms had a quiet breeze. It was also this day when Sunwoo first filmed. At some point, I accepted Seul Kim's proposal and received a script. I also get make-up from other people for the first time.

It was the first time to think that way. Everything, including acting. There was also an observation phenomenon. Oh, and by the way, the smoke itself was memorable once around. I pushed out my face with an extra before I came back from the dead.

But it's faint so it doesn't remind me of a landscape. Only the sentence reminded me that there was such a fact. In the mind of Sunwoo, such past has passed. It's cuttin '!’ It is because of the strange static that came with the sound.

The atmosphere from the admiration and jealousy of seeing the Sun Wu's acting. It was an undeniable skill by the looks of it. To be honest, most of the people here knew Sunwoo. But it's because of the song, not the actor. There, even the Asian people secretly made me look down on them.

“Twain, can I talk to you for a second? ”

“What is it?”

Sunwoo could feel that atmosphere very well. I just didn't care much. As long as you don't put up a fight with yourself. Those glances were unfamiliar to Sun Woo, so they became everyday. Jealous eyes. It's nothing. What's important now is that you have a different conversation with John Twain and a different memory flowing from the observation. Compared to that, people's gaze was too small.

“About Dylan's past. He's, um... ”

What am I supposed to say? Chongwoo hesitated to ask straightforward, and took a moment to organize his thoughts. The great leader must have mentioned Dylan's past to make him say he was insane in John Twain's view. No, not John Twain. The others were crazy enough to hear it.

“No, I mean, When I first met him and talked to him, he said he had a lot of problems. ”

“Yes, I certainly did. But?”

“Dylan's past, too. He's also very precise in his past settings in order to make a character for the story. That's why I joined INEVITABILITY. But if you think about it, so is the script. because the character set didn't have a detailed description of why. ”

John Twain didn't quite understand what he wanted to say. I think I have something to say. I feel like I'm spinning. Irony. But I listened to Sunwoo.

“In addition to talking to me, Sunwoo said. You mean you want more details than scripts and character sets? Specifically, a process or a concern until Dylan's setup is caught. ”

There is a difference between films, but basically what is provided to actors is a script. It was also usually provided separately and not separately. In the INEVITABILITY case, there were scripts and character settings.

And the character set was literally full of stories about characters. Dylan's past, but it didn't leave much to worry about. Zhongwoo focused on that. A character named Dylan wasn't born all at once.

Twain created a character called Dylan, and now he has a problem he can't even tell the story of the movie. Dylan's past, too. If so, the concerns before they were established as character sets now. I thought there might be an answer for what I encountered through observation.

“Yes, can I hear more about him? ”

“Wait a minute.”

John Twain glances back at the sunshine and begins to turn his back on his bag. And take a few notes and hesitate. Soon I gave some notes to Sunwoo.

John Twain thought that if he were an ordinary actor, he would not have handed over these notes even if he looked desperate as the pupils of the Sun Wu now. Maybe that's all we talked about. However, I really liked the conversation at the first meeting. And so far it's been something that hasn't dealt with itself as a freak.

“These are the drafts that I had until I finished on INEVITABILITY." Maybe this will help Sunwoo a little. ”

It's been a long time since I've seen someone like this. A person who accepts anything he or she says purely and strives to understand. So I did. I don't know what I was thinking, but I hope his notes were helpful. John Twain smiles, thinking so.

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Sunwoo begins to read the notes he received from Twain during his break. And I had no choice but to admire it. This is because John Twain's notes remained fierce signs of concern for INEVITABILITY.

Suicide after careful reflection is rare. Anything that is almost always unreasonably out of control is the beginning of a crisis. In newspapers, illness is often lost, so they carry it. This description seems plausible. However, on that very day, we will have to see if a friend of the desperate person has ever responded to him with an indifferent tone. He is a sinner. It is because all the grudges and prejudices that were in the suspended state are enough to come upon them all at once. (Alber Camus' Sigif Myth)

I wanted to end one of the four protagonists as a suicide. It was first inspired by Camus's Siegif myth. Suicide can be a massacre after all. To do that, I made a lot of effort to write down a tangible word that drove one person to their death, but I couldn't find the answer. Eventually, what I chose showed the overall situation, and therefore……. Shit!! @ $% ^ ^ # @ # @ (Too scattered to read.)

‘Writers are never easy. ’

It is the same for any job. Even the owner of the building above the creator has his own problems and sufferings. It is difficult to objectively judge the subject of others. It is the same even if it is subjective. No matter how easy it looks. Usually it was just a shell.

The notes were relatively detailed about where Twain got his inspiration and what he came up with. I didn't even know that. It was a simple list of letters. A myriad of traces of agony from the words written. And from it, you've created an illusion that you can see emotions.

Choongwoo said he had a useless thought for a moment and was busy exploring the notebook. That's not what matters right now. And soon after, I was able to find it. These are stories other than the ones you received in the Character Setup. It contained concerns about Dylan's life and the growing process since Dylan's father failed his business. Another possibility. If you have not failed the business. Failure to regenerate quickly, etc.

This was the memory and emotion that I could see and see from the observation phenomenon. Nevertheless, it did not completely unravel the question. If there is a problem, it shows subtle differences from what is written in the notebook.

Why this time? ’

It was fortunate that the different memories flowing from the observation phenomenon did not seem to have a problem with the shooting itself. But what we still don't understand is the observation phenomenon. In retrospect, it was a mystery from the beginning until now. I wonder why this ability was born in the first place.

I want to know, but I can't. It's been a long time since I learned about a phenomenon I can't even consult with anyone. On this occasion, I thought about the observation phenomenon again, but in the end, all that remained was a lot of questions.

It'll take some getting used to. And over time, you'll get used to it. But when will I know? What is an observation phenomenon and why is it that sometimes these memories are so different? Why it only works in front of the camera.

Zhongwoo had so many questions about the observation phenomenon. And at the same time, I've been feeling a little more scared lately. Maybe it just disappeared as soon as it appeared suddenly. But even more frightening, I was convinced that I would not know the nature of the observation in the end.

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Maybe I'm wearing black. Or maybe the weather's just for comfort. When the deep darkness comes. It's like the sky is singing a memorial song using raindrops to mourn Lucy's death. Dylan looks up at the sky thinking that way.

Not few, not many, just right. It was Lucy's favorite day of her life. Wearing an umbrella is no burden. When it rained like this, she always used to go for a walk. And I often summoned Dylan, who said he was bored and scared.

“Are you all right?"

The rain started to grow thicker. Like the whole world is ringing for her death. Every street is filled with the sad sounds of the sky singing. She used to smile at the sound of it pouring over the umbrella.

“ ……. It's okay. ”

“You, him. No.”

Lucy's death was suicide. Since his brother died in an accident, he's been suffering constantly. Why couldn't I stop it? I saw it in a dream. Why couldn't I stop it? After she vomited like that, she slowly started going crazy.

Then he began to confuse his dreams with reality and hung himself. What drove her to her death. I didn't think he was gonna kill himself the day before he died. Why couldn't I stop it? Why didn't this happen in my dreams?

Looking back and forth at Dylan, who blaming himself for countless memories, he looks bitter from afar. It was better now, but when I saw the work that killed myself, it still hurt my heart.

“How long are you staying? ”

“I'll be there in a minute. ”

After the funeral, the map time for her to be buried in the ground passed fairly well. All that remained was Dylan and her father. Seeing that, Sunwoo recalls Dylan's memory. Film shows a brief conversation between Dylan and Lucy's father right now, but it actually omits a lot of things.

In the United States, when a person dies, there are about 50 procedures for burial. After receiving an autopsy (autopsy) from the coroners, the body is delivered to the families and buried according to the will of the families in order to determine the cause of death. Autopsies are usually necessary even in the case of suicide.