I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!
149. Poor Lamb
I'm sure I'd have been more in a hurry when this happened to me before. Mary Jun was crying in front of her father with his angry hair crown, and it was more obvious than seeing the fire next. I was wondering why I could feel so guilty. However, when asked if it is calm, it is different again. A flat spirit with no waves, no wind, and no shaking. It's not about confidence in being able to deal with whatever happens, or judging the situation. I wonder if it was the abandonment of the idea that it doesn't matter what happens.
Old approached with footsteps as sharp as his expression, but without hesitation reached out to Violet's chest. Instead of standing up, I heard sparks scattering around my ears that I was forced to pull up.
Shaking vision and brain, suddenly distant sound. Without being pressed, he fell to the floor with a shock ─ ─ and gradually realized that he had been beaten.
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Someone's screaming voice reaches your ear, which makes it difficult to pick up the sound. I don't understand the content well because the shaken brain is not functioning well. There was a tingling sensation in front of my eyes and the taste of iron in my mouth. I don't think my teeth have broken, so I think I cut my cheeks or the edge of my mouth. When I put my hands on my cheeks, it wasn't swollen, but I had a burn-like fever.
Even though she was excited enough to hit a woman, she had the intellect to flatten her hand instead of a fist. Unfortunately, he didn't work rationally.
It seems that Violet's bleeding doesn't stop to his consciousness when he peels his eyes and gets angry. Without Mary Jun, who desperately stopped, it might have been strange to have been beaten twice or three times like that. As much as that, it seemed that there was no such thing as restraint in my father today.
It's like tracing a memory someday.
The body that is dominated by the mind, not the brain, is the same as a robot that has lost control. Everything gets farther and farther, and it feels like I've become the center of the world. I have the illusion that the concept of values is all attached to me. For good is thyself, and evil is that which thou hast decreed to be evil. I don't feel the need to skip legitimacy. It's an ugly beast. You deserve to be called a human, but you're just a word-speaking bastard who abandoned thinking.
Because of you, I hear a clogging voice. The hearing that came back gradually picked up the sound of anger, contempt, resentment and hatred. The cracks that came in with a small sound spread slowly and reliably.
"No matter how much you get in my way... no matter how much you hurt me, you'll feel better! Without you, even if you weren't born, I'd be..."
With a painful and distorted face, every time the curse breaks, there is a sound of something crushing inside your ear. It was the heart and the sound of the wall breaking down that Violet had made. I turned away to live.
"Don't interrupt my happiness any more!"
I've thought the same thing before. Similarly, I have resented anger and hatred. I have had a blade with a face very similar to the man in front of me. I see, it seems that myself and this man were parents and children correctly. I always thought it was my mother's gift, but apparently both my parents had qualities.
"Stop, Father! Stop it!
"Get away, Mary, it's going to be dangerous!
"It's your father who leaves! Stay away from onee-sama."
"What are you talking about...! Mary, don't be fooled, that woman."
"What is your father talking about...?!
Looking at the two of us talking, looking at the completed world, looking back at ourselves as fragments.
(Hahaha....)
With a naturally floating self-taunting smile, a tingling pain ran around my mouth. Even then, it's far away. Everything that surrounds you is suddenly moving away from you. There's nothing left. Nowhere, nothing. The bounced self jumped out of nowhere anymore.
─ ─ Ah, what a miserable life.
"Vio, hu, hu... hu, hu"
Outside the open door, I saw Marine breathing and saying nothing. I'm sure he ran at full speed, and even though it was hard to stand up, he desperately called out Violet's name and reached out to me.
I was so happy and sad that something was squeezing up, making a loud noise.
"Nh...!
"Onee-sama..."
She crawled through the side of Old and Mary Jun in a low position. The skirt around my feet is annoying, but it doesn't matter if I run. As long as I concentrated on moving my feet, all the noise was far away.
I don't want to go anywhere. Just think about going somewhere that's not here, where no one's eyes, no hands, no voices.
"Dear Violet..."
Only the voice of Marine, whose legs were about to fall, remained in her ears until the end.