I Swear I Won’t Bother You Again!

I didn't want to be in anyone's way. If it didn't help anyone, at least I wanted to stay out of the way. I felt I could be forgiven if I didn't disturb anyone. I wanted you not to throw it away because you could tell me you didn't want it. I want you to nod because it's okay for anyone, and I want you to admit it because it's okay for anyone. But there was no way I could do that. Because existence itself is in the way.

I don't want to die. It doesn't matter whether we live or die. I can't even find such value. I'm just tired. I don't like pain, pain, or suffering, even if it's punishment for my sins, even if they say it's irresponsible. It is billions more to live.

I just wanted to live mediocre, flat, and naturally forgiven. I thought it was prepared as much as life, even if I didn't want it. But it didn't happen, so Violet didn't want it to happen. That's all.

That's it, that's it. That's enough ─ ─ Hey, Yulan.

I'm sorry, I should have told you something important. You must have been worried about me. Oh, how do you know he's here? How did you know I ran out of the house?

Hey, why are you crying?

"... Yuran?

Shizukuzuku flows from the golden eyes, like honey from a bottle. Not distorted by pain or suffering, but just sinking into a sad face. Soon Yuran's hand slipped off Violet's cheek and fell to the ground without strength.

Now Violet reaches out to Yuran's cheek. Wipe the belly of your thumb under your eyes to wipe the remaining tear marks on the flow line. The water droplets that touch a little are as warm as melting. Like yourself, Yuran's hands overlapped.

The body pulled by gentle force was sucked into a wide breast. A gentle sound strokes your tympanic membrane. If you don't let go of your tough arm, you'll get caught, and you'll be hugged so hard and painful that you won't be able to hang around.

"Marry me."

The sound of the wind stroking the tree. The sound of rain hitting the ground. The sound of the river flowing to the sea.

That's how it sounds. With a voice that naturally permeates your heart.

"Let's eat a lot of delicious food. Let's go to various places. Rest, sleep, laugh when you're tired. Let's wake up together, sleep together, and tell them that the sun and moon are beautiful. Everything I want, everything I want to throw away, everything I want to do, everything I want to escape, I can make it happen."

A sparkling word falls down that I never thought I had anything to do with.

It looks like the stars are falling. There are so many stars that your hands are not enough, your arms are not enough, and your arms are zero.

"Stay with me all the time. Forgive me for being there. Don't try to get far. Don't forget I'm next door."

I heard Yuran's wish one day. He asked me what I could do, and he wanted me to be with him. The same words of that day became much stronger than that day, enveloping Violet. Warm, slightly stiff and soft, gentle, happy, scary. Feelings that you thought were exhausted sprouted from beginning to end.

"But if you really don't want to live, take me with you."

Soon Yuran's tears stopped. Cheeks wrapped in both hands must be hot and cold and have a funny temperature. Even though he had a fever where he was beaten, his body temperature, which had fallen in the outside air, had taken blood from Violet along with blood. An alternating gaze flows into his body as he smiles. Slowly and slowly, it spreads to the end.

The wet skirt is cold. Looks like ice on the toes of the room shoes. My cheeks and lips are full of discomfort, and I complain about the scratches and slight pain that occurred when I ran so far. It hurts, it's cold, it's cold. It's painful, sad, happy.

Oh, I'm still alive.

"... really?

"Yeah."

"Will you come with me?

"Yeah."

Someday, when a day like today comes again. When it's painful, painful and painful, and I don't want to live anymore.

Even if you choose to give up rather than want to, and you want to throw it all away.

"Are you sure you want to join me?

Will you stay with me forever and ever?

"Yeah."

Without hesitation, she nodded with a melting smile. If you're happy, you're happy, you're happy, you're unbearable. One day, even if such a day really comes, you will laugh in the same way. Naturally, naturally, it was a natural expression.

"Nh...!

Your nose is twitching and your expression is twitching. Whether you wanted to cry or laugh, I'm sure it was both. I don't know what to say at a time like this, but maybe I don't need words. But he wrapped his arms around Yuran's neck as he wished.

There's still a lot to be afraid of. Whatever you have given up, the feeling that you have once abandoned will not come back soon, no matter how much you want to say. You might give up again sooner than you get it back. I still think it would be better if you reached out and slapped me. But that's enough. It doesn't matter whether you give up or want to.

He said he would stay with me, alive or dead.

Yuran will stay with me, and I don't think there's anything to be afraid of anymore.