Faith —— it's about believing in something. And to make that teaching a better place. Believe in me, believe in me —— believe in the existence of a divine son.
That's Mr. Ilum.
As a cleric, I believe in God, and in me, the Divine Son.
I honestly don't understand Mr. Ilum, who believes in me as a human being. Even though I am aware that I am a divine son, I know that I am human.
Before I was a godson, I was just a human being.
That's why I don't understand how you feel about believing in yourself.
I can somehow tell by the head, but still feel so strange. But there are certainly people who are pointing the feeling of faith.
Face Mr. Ilum with that fact after taking good care of it.
"Dear Lernda!! It would be an honor to see me!!
Mr. Ilum said that when I visited, it already sounded happy.
He breaks his face and looks at me with sparkling eyes.
This is just how I visited it and it feels to Mr. Ilum to rise to heaven as well...... Mr. Lan had guessed.
I pray to God, who is giving me protection against me, but I feel that's not so strong an emotion as faith.
After all, faith is hard to feel.
"Yeah...... You know, Mr. Ilum. I'm trying to get Mr. Ilum out of the house."
"Does that... mean you trusted me?
"Yeah, I'm not."
When I said that, Mr. Ilum looked soggy. I want to comfort you as soon as you look like that, but I manage to shake that feeling off. Mr. Lang and Mr. Dong are with us. He seemed unwilling to speak more than necessary for the conversation between me and Mr. Ilum.
"I... think I prefer Mr. Ilum. I don't hate it."
"Me too!!
"Yeah, Ilum. I think you should just shut up and listen to me for a second."
Mr Ilum, who overreacts to my words, was told by Mr Shekhan as if he had been stunned. Mr. Ilum turned to the words and said, "Excuse me. Dear Lernda!" he corrected his posture. You can take it easier and ask me... and I'll go on.
"I just... believe me? Or, yeah, I'm not used to people who think like Mr. Ilum. I... don't hate Mr. Ilum. But Ilum was anxious to see what action he would take."
I communicate my feelings properly. And with Mr. Ilum, face it right. That's why I speak up.
"... I think faith is a scary thing. That you care about me, I'm glad. But when that important feeling is like faith, you're scared. For my sake... I wonder what will happen to Mr. Ilum. When they did something I didn't want... I wasn't sure I'd stop. So I chose not to let Mr. Ilum out."
I was afraid to face it. I didn't think I could do that. I was just talking about running away after all. Faith, the thought of me... if I could be as firm as Phyto, I wouldn't have had to do anything to keep Mr. Ilum and the others here. If I could fold more......
"But I —— I decided to put Mr. Ilum and the others in the village, so I thought I was going to go outside. Ilum, if anything happens because faith is a feeling... I'll take it and stop if I don't like it"
I made that determination. I told Mr. Ilum properly because I made up my mind.
"I decided to accept Mr. Ilum and the others into the village as a result. I decided to put Mr. Ilum, who has special feelings for me, here. So —— I'm responsible for what happens to Mr. Ilum."
That's what I decided. What I decided to do to face Mr. Ilum.
"You know what? Let Mr. Ilum out. But it's not like I trust Mr. Ilum. I confirm Mr. Ilum's behavior. I'll take the blame too if Mr. Ilum reveals anything. So... when you want to act on something, I want you to think about it. What do I think? What happens when I... I will bear what you have done. So... think about it. I'll get it out there, but I'll take good care of it. After that, if you want to do something, do everything you can to stop it."
I looked straight into Mr. Ilum's eyes and said:
Mr. Ilum... yeah, for some reason, he looked at me with a very tearful look, rather than an atmosphere that seemed to make me cry already.
- Girl and Faith 2
(The divine girl speaks to a cleric who believes in herself. Hard work, words to face those who believe in themselves)