Only with Your Heart

No matter how many faces you have on your face, there is no doubt that Ruklov is a beauty (handsome).

He was incredibly gentle, serene, and a little cute when I smiled when I saw him once again, although I only saw this long and difficult look. With such sweet memories... Chizuru thought of fourteen years of hidden lukrov.

Though it may be rude to have courage in his smile in the past, in front of him in the present day of reality, Chizuru managed in that way to stand upright, even under the cold gaze of Ruklov.

"Really... I'll stay in this room, okay? If you don't like it, you can go further away."

Ruklov shook his head beside him silently.

Maybe it means never mind. Chizuru succeeded in smiling just a little.

"Beautiful room. The... let me take care of it. Don't let the lovely carpet get dirty."

"I don't care about that stuff"

To put it bluntly, Ruklov walked into the room with his back away, which he had kept in the stone frame.

Sliding through the front of a thousand cranes to keep an eye on them carefully, he turns around in front of the bed as he is, lowering his hips over a brilliantly embroidered sheet.

"What about you?

In a dry voice, he was thrown a short, monotonous question, and Chizuru snapped his neck unanswered.

"You don't mind being here? You see that inner door there, it's connected to my room, right?

Ruklov crouched with his jaw to show the inner door of the example. Unlike the ordinary doors that separate the rooms from the corridors, this inner door is narrow in width, with minimal decoration and no brackets or keys. I mean... it's just a formality... it only means something decorative.

Luklov can always come in here.

"I... came back to this world because I wanted to see Ruklov. If you'll let me stay here, there's no place more."

To Chizuru, who answered modestly but clearly, Ruklov turned his challenging eyes.

An astonishing gaze, as if you don't believe Chizuru's words.

Chizuru had to narrow his shoulders.

"Of course, I know Ruklov doesn't like me anymore. Don't worry, I won't weird force you, and I won't distract my old girlfriend and vandalize the castle. I'm just..."

Chizuru cut the words once and thought about how best to tell them. The answer is not simple, but a few seconds of silence separates the two.

"... I wanted to apologize to you. He said he was sorry he broke up without saying anything then. I know this dialogue isn't enough, but, but,"

But what would it be?

Chizuru couldn't find a continuation on his own. But you want me to hear your confession? But if you can, you want me to forgive you? I feel different about all of them.

"But I'm sorry..."

With his head down, Chizuru whispered with a trembling voice. That was the best I could do right now.

I haven't had an answer from Ruklov for a while. Even he wouldn't know how to answer such an apology.

Then as if he had heard Thousand Cranes's thoughts, Ruklov stood before her as he stood up and moved on. A body big enough to look up and succeed is wrapped in an even thicker clavicle, releasing heavy pressure like a giant. Many would tremble and flee in front of such a luklov.

Luklov shrugged the chin of the thousand cranes with one hand, turning upwards.

"What I want is not an apology."

A completely unwarm grin crossed Ruklov's frank face. "Neither penance nor justification. There's only one reason I put you here."

Suddenly, his mouth was sealed with a brutally strong kiss, and Chizuru turned away.

Ruklov didn't mind it, he continued his obstinate kiss sucking up the breath of Thousand Cranes, pulling her body in front of herself with the arms of the empty one.

Thousands of cranes breathed, pushing a pulsating knight man into his abdomen that could even be felt over the chain (crease).

"Ah..."

The core of the body, pierced by that passion many times in the past and made to remember pleasure, quickly becomes so hot that it seems to melt. Thousand cranes dyed their cheeks with shame and tried to get their faces off (so), but Ruklov's embrace just got stronger and he couldn't move.

"I hold you... over and over and over again. No day, no night, no veto for you. And no love...... You open your legs to me here just to satisfy my desires"

Cold enough to tremble and hot enough to be burned was seeping into Lucrov's voice color at the same time.

"If that's okay, I'll put you here. If you don't want to, I'll get you a room somewhere else. But now is the only time you can choose. Once you pick this place, you have no escape."

"Lucro...... F"

In the back of Chizuru's brain, I remembered when I had just returned to Japan.

Only one bloody connected family...... my grandson, who had grown up like my daughter, was suddenly missing, worsening his heart, which had been weakened since the beginning, and laying powerless in a hospital bet, my grandmother.

Connected to medicines and nutrients and tubes that she didn't even know her name, her eyes were red and swollen, and she woke up and screamed joyfully when she saw a thousand cranes coming home.

Chizuru also joined her grandmother, hugging her on the bed and crying.

Then, although her heart, which was already old, never fully healed, she was given immediate medical attention for nearly the last year. And even at the end of the period, I could have nursed you.

Kind, generous, strong.

Except for Luklov, he was the person I loved the most in the world. That I have returned to her. I don't regret the fact, the memories.

But that was only possible on top of the sacrifice of a blank fourteen years with Ruklov.

Chizuru closed his eyes and stopped the tears that seemed to overflow.

When I opened my eyes again, there was Ruklov.

A lonely warrior who hid a gentle, serene heart behind a great, strong, fierce intensity that everyone feared. Chizuru is the only man I truly loved. For the first time, he allowed his body, taught me his dream affection and joy as a woman, the important one.

Though he is no longer a twenty-two year old youth back then.

Fourteen years may have taken his love for Thousand Cranes from him, scratched him, and froze his hot heart, though.

But his eyes with his present years, his unknown wounds running on his forehead (hives), his sinister, deeper voice.

Everything.

Everything was still loved.

"Fine..."

A muscle of tears slowly conveys the cheeks of a thousand cranes. Chizuru shrugged as he burned his beloved man firmly into his swinging vision. "Still, fine, Ruklov. If that's what you want."

The answer from Ruklov was another fierce kiss.

The knight's lips glanced straight through the ears of a thousand cranes, chewing his ears with a hot breath. The spine is reversed and Chizuru's body is pushed further against Luklov.

"Ha,... ah..."

Chizuru's body was soaked up, and he was instantly thrown out of bed on his back when he noticed. On top of it, Ruklov's big body hey covers up, and he takes a short distance from Chizuru in an arms-up position.

Luklov's sharp eyes, staring down at Chizuru, were causing her to crave so much that her gaze alone was likely to offend her, and Chizuru's body trembled into small pieces.

But Ruklov didn't wait.

Forced to be rushed by something, with no caress, no foreplay, he stuck his hips up hard as it was when he implanted himself in a thousand cranes, which contradicted him hard. Over and over again.

If Chizuru is going to scream at the shock too much, he blocks it with his lips.

As the climax approached, Ruklov grabbed a thousand cranes with his usual force. And he reached his end in a thousand cranes, leaking a beastly roar and something unheard solitaire from between his eaten teeth.

The moment I became one with Luklov...... Chizuru thought as I couldn't help but breathe to be cut off.

Whatever path she has to take, her life will eventually come back here. Here, in his heart.

Even if there is no more love for Chizuru.