Tensei Shitanode Tsugi Koso wa Shiawasena Jinsei wo Tsukande Misemashou

The fever generated by the troubled decreased, and I was physically better off by taking a rest. Yeah, physically, I'm full of energy.

Spiritually, the lumps of shame and shame created by distress remain, so they are not neat. It's grabbed and hooked in the back of my chest. This is all my problem, so there's nothing I can do about it.

"Good morning, are you feeling better yet?

"Yes."

Even when asked with a gentle grin as usual, I can now dress up as a flat face.

Jill loosens her cheeks even more as if relieved if she replies with a flat voice while taking great care not to let the heat rise again on her face.

I can't tell you whose fault it is to stand out, but I'm guessing you're thinly guessing this guy is. You're so much better than me, I feel like you're even spotting out my grid and shame.

If you know and this attitude, Jill is poor quality in some ways a man who can't eat quite enough. Maybe it's because of my mood.

Whatever it is, it's just an assumption and an imagination.

"Still in the Magic House today?

"Yes, I have work to do."

Cecil, I told your father for once and I have contacted him for the rest of the day, but I think he may have been a little late for work.

Well, Cecil, you've been doing this all by yourself until I got here, so you can do it alone... but these days, I've been entrusted with paperwork, and I've been involved in developing magic props and magic tricks.

I'm pretty sure my progress plan broke because I drilled a hole in it, and I think I need to get it back. I'm bored about Jill, but Cecil, I shouldn't bother you.

"Shall we come then?"

Even though it's routine for Jill to offer his hand as an escort, it's a little hard to overlap his palms now that he's noticed his thoughts. I said I like being touched by Jill, but I think that and shame is a different matter.

Still putting it on my face makes me feel like a loser and I have to get used to it, so I don't hesitate to put my hands on it apparently. Jill laughs softly and wraps her hands around. I can't help but be ashamed because it's something you look happy about, but I endure.

Though I try to be as unconscious as possible about Jill, I still care about the feel of my palms and the smiling look on my face. I had to manage to put more and more shame on my face because I would always be watched with a gentle grin during my journey to the Magic Academy.

If we even arrive at the Magic Instruction Institute, Jill is directly under his father, rather than being assigned to the lab, so he's getting a job from his father. Jill is better suited for action than research, and it sounds like you're working around it like you're in control or helping your father. It's horrible because if you only have time to do that job, you're encouraging exercise.

Cecil, I apologize for putting a hole in your work, and then, as usual, you start your work. He didn't even say why he had the fever, so he was worried, but when he insisted he was fine, he gave up his usual job.

He was very surprised to see that my attitude was a little different, though pretending to be flat, but Cecil, you're not pursuing me in depth either because I'm not saying anything.

That kind of place, Mr. Cecil. It helps me to read the air. Because if I get pursued, I'll be the one who runs out.

Every day, that went on.

Peace without anything on the surface, just a state of constant waves in my mind. Since then, no progress has been made, no approach from Jill, just touching and talking as usual and time passes. Only my glittery senses and lumps steadily swell up.

I used to think that if you stabbed me to a stop.

But then another problem will strike me and I won't be able to maintain my previous relationship.

I'm sure this calm time of nothing Jill cares about me and gives it away. Jill must be aware of what I'm aware of.

It's the time we spend together that accumulates, but it's important and comforting.

I don't think I want this vague, relaxed time and space where I can't be compelled to make a decision. But I also knew that one day it would come to an end, and I couldn't help but be afraid of that. Because we're not kids enough to pretend we don't know forever.

Still, I guess it's my fault you don't want to collapse. My, selfish selfish selfish self who wants to be spoiled by this relationship.

I don't expect it to last long, but it still makes me want to... I knew it would collapse quickly.

And when you withheld my sprouts and birthday a month away.

Before me, Your Highness celebrated his birthday. Your Highness's birthday a month and a little earlier than mine. It's called every year, and this year, as an example, invitations have been sent.

I don't usually have a chance to deal with His Highness. Given our position, naturally, and since my Highness and I are only speaking of a relationship where I am your servant and friend, we will not meet again. I'm not going to visit the royal family for a while.

So these opportunities are valuable.

Of course it's an official place, so it's not much of a shattered tone, but I guess it's a blessing to just be able to talk to you. Your Highness misses you too much, and I hope to see you for a long time.

I attend on an annual basis, but this year's escort was Jill. I know you say it's dangerous on your own, and now Jill is in a position to attend.

It's a good thing to protect me, but it's not a pleasant spirit to snort in, given the current situation. I don't hate it, but the embarrassment and this glitch get in the way.

I don't really dress up, Jill, but there's no reason I don't look good. Jill, who is dressed without being able to wear it, looks very pretty or well-dressed and has an unconscious heart ache. Jill, who I'm supposed to be familiar with, looks really good and is so... he becomes aware that he's a man.

I just get praised for "you look great" with a swinging grin at me wrapped around my dress, and I'm overwhelmed with shame in my face. Jill just seems even happier because it came out on his face as lightly as his previous resistance has blown away.

The cheeks that will be stained with thin red will feel Jill's gaze and add more color.

"If it's hot, I'll get you a drink."

"Fine."

On purpose, if I say so, I lose, so don't let your voice tremble as much as possible. Jill is smiling, but you absolutely know that, don't you, this guy?

Remember the creeps alone and decide to remove them to the walls' hua. I was supposed to have to go from me to His Highness, but you say it's also hard to storm into His Highness, who is getting a fervent gaze from his daughters too old.

Even from a distance, I think once again, Your Highness is growing very beautifully. The same goes for a neat face similar to His Majesty's, but it also makes the poor face of the Queen feel nowhere. Beauty that makes you feel delicate in your masculinity, let's just say?

If it's that beautiful, then you can all snort to appeal.

Looking away at His Highness, who has grown completely beautiful and sturdy, His Highness turns to this side with a gentle glimpse of the women around him apparently noticing me.

There's no reason to let His Highness of what he feels gaze out to the wall, and he walks over with Jill. It's not my fault Jill's face got a little tense.

I don't even go to treat you as innocent as I used to, thank you face to face. When you give an aristocratic and graceful grace, Your Highness also nods to Eagle Deep.

"You've come a long way."

"Happy Birthday, it's a day to remember"

"Happy Birthday"

Jill also thanked me after.

Jill's work, which was more aristocratic than his ex, was perfect, but His Highness is blinking his eyes as surprised.

"The escort role today, is it him?

"Yes."

I'm kind of embarrassed to be told that again, but I smile at that. Jill also stood out and made no claims, but smiled calmly. Just a little, though my eyes are shaking meaningfully.

It's complicated, as far as I'm concerned, whether I should be angry or in trouble, even if I'm confrontational in such a place, but His Highness frowned upon Jill's eyes as if he had received them as hostility.

It would not be advisable to give His Highness such an attitude, but His Highness has a wide heart and I will not pursue it now because it is something he was familiar with in the first place.

His Royal Highness, when he says, lays his eyes down with a little remorse.

"... Liz has become completely feminine too. It's a shame you missed the moment of feathering"

"Your Royal Highness is what made me so Rin. And there's Pierce Loch."

"I'm still a young man."

Your Highness doesn't know you're growing more than you think you are.

His Royal Highness doesn't twist me around like he used to, or laugh at me as much as I say or as much as I like. He began to behave as a royalty, mindful of me and considering my position. I was calm and thoughtful without being swayed by the mood.

Unlike me, who stands still, he has already pulled me out and grown up fine.

I've been watching you for a long time, but I can't believe you're going to be so Rin.

When I smile gently because I am not worthy of praise, Your Highness, lay your eyes down just a little...... then gaze straight at me as you have decided to.

"... Liz, I need to talk to you later. Me and you."

And zero out words reach my ears with a serious voice. The volume is suppressed, and I'm on the right side. I can only hear Jill, about that size.

That's why Jill looked at His Highness so that she could narrow her eyes and ask her sincerity.

"With me and Your Highness, is it? But Jill."

"I'm sorry, but I need you to stay away from Liz for a little while. Don't worry, I won't give her a hand."

That's not what a gentleman would do, that's what's going to sting Jill's heart. Jill also had a slight sense of consciousness. Her face was slightly distracted.

I can tell you now that I've noticed your thoughts, because Jill has a priori. If I ask that, you will certainly not be able to deny it.

Jill can't defy you with dignity either. Just look at me anxiously, then a courtesy.

"... as His Royal Highness Eurice wills"

I went to the terrace first, and His Highness came by the time difference.

And then gradually we were alone. Naturally, the sun was setting and a little wind came out, scratching a feathered shawl in a slight chill.

I looked at the sky, where the night curtain descended, and then turned purposefully toward the person who designated us alone, tilting his neck.

"What is it, Your Highness?"

Ask Her Royal Highness, who has stopped by near the handrail, to go straight in, and you will be greeted with a gentle grin.

"There was something we wanted to talk about alone. Don't let anyone interrupt you."

In the words, a kind of hunch sees the skin, and the frightening body trembles.

With me, it's not decidedly dull. It has been dull and dull, but it is not so negligible that I do not understand the meaning of His Majesty's eyes.

"… Your Highness"

"Liz, Liz hasn't said anything about me in a bad way, but she hasn't. I didn't take courtship seriously."

I felt very blamed by His Highness, even though he was a gentle voice not to blame.

... Yes, I have fled His Highness. Unlike Jill, I knew from the beginning that you had a crush on me.

I accept it because I am afraid to admit it, and I have come to make sure that His Highness is right and does not make me say a clear word. If it's officially said, this person will have to give a formal answer.

To His Royal Highness's kindness, it has been sweet.

"I'm already nineteen, too, and it's time to decide on the Queen. I don't have much time left."

... That's why you chose to be alone with me at this moment.

There is no intervention by His Majesty or the Queen, within the present. I can decide for myself, at this time.

"Lisbet-Adelchan. Will you be my companion to this Eurice?"

And words directed solely at me pierce me with a clear will.

Kikyu, and if you grab the fabric next to your thighs even if the dress wrinkles, Your Highness secretly laughs at me for discerning my mood. It wasn't a rushing glance.

"... the reply doesn't have to be immediately now. And this is not even a formal engagement offer. It's just an offer as an individual, Eurice. If it's officially royal, Liz can narrow her choices."

"... Your Highness, why..."

"I like you."

To the favor of being told to exhale, by contrast, I take my breath away.

"There wouldn't be any other reason, would there? I like it, I want Liz."

Why, so much.

Never been on your side for a long time.

When I was young, it was just a little trigger. My royal highness and I have been friends ever since. Unlike Jill, it's not like we've spent a long time together. Play, talk, laugh sometimes. It was such a contact.

I didn't know why you gave me such a grumpy thought.

Even though I knew it was rude to think that, I still didn't get it. I don't know why you kept having such a pure favor...

I can only lean down to questions, shame and boredom that I can't control myself with a mess.

To me like that, Your Highness takes a step closer.

"... think about it. I accept Liz's choice. But I also want you to know that I'm serious."

If you notice, stay in front of me.

Sweet and gentle, and compelling of me to make a bitter decision, they drop words. You can't run, and you mustn't run. The day has come when you have to look inside yourself at the answers that have been extended to this point.

Quietly His Highness lifts my palm from the bottom and gently lifts it. His Highness, who broke his hips only slightly, mouthed me on the back of my hand.

Though I felt only a slight touch, I would tighten my chest much more than anything ever made His Highness.

His Highness just smiled bitterly at his body, which trembled reflexively.

Then take your gaze off and turn your face towards the venue.

"... I don't think you've been praised for eavesdropping."

"Huh...?

If I was caught by His Highness's sudden words and shifted my gaze, one seemingly evil Jill was slowly walking over from the venue.

"... I nodded as an escort, but as an escort, I don't think Master Liz or His Highness should be in danger"

"I go around my mouth a lot. Well, good.... Liz, I'm expecting a color lover reply"

Nose against Jill, then turn a soft smile at me. The difference in attitude is obvious, but I guess that's something I can't help. Because Jill broke her promise.

When I tied my lips to His Highness's grin, which made everyone feel lovely and beautiful, I left the two of us to go back to the venue, "Let me hear from you again" with that smile.

I don't suppose the lead actor can leave the venue open for a long time. Even though I know that, I don't know what to do with what's left of me, I stroke the back of my lip-touched hand.

... truly, Your Highness... desires me.

To me pressing silence, Jill walks over to the side without making a sound.

"... you were listening"

"I'm sorry"

I'm gonna break my hip and apologize. I didn't feel like blaming Jill, and I didn't mean to. There was just some hesitation and embarrassment about what was being asked.

Jill, too, would have known as much as His Highness liked me. That's what we've been doing since we were young.

Exhale softly, and I can handle my hand without pursuing Jill any further. The night breeze is a little chilly, but it was just the right thing to chill my head.

I don't even feel like going back to the venue, just gazing into the garden without a place to go. Keep your mind at ease with a stunningly tidy view of the beautiful garden.

"... really, why"

Why did you keep thinking of me?

Never, I wasn't being nice to him. He said tough things, and sometimes he got a little cheerful. I didn't necessarily treat them all favorably, and I did what could be considered a crime of disrespect.

Yet His Highness... affirmed that he liked me. I asked my wife.

I just have to be confused by the fact that I am so full of drinks and pure favor that I lay my eyes down on my overturned emotions.

If you're worried about questions and conditions that you don't solve by sighing quietly, are you purposefully behind your back, shoe noise? You left Jill alone, I remember... fluffy, warm on my back.

Weight hanging slightly on me, the feeling of a successful arm naturally turned forward. I plucked my nose, to the usual smell...... my behavior has abandoned everything.

It's not like you don't know what they're doing. But I don't know why, they held me tight.

Today I don't know what I'm talking about and I'm confused, but I was intimately confused.

"... Dear Liz, are you going to take the offer of His Highness Eurice?

Teng himself, who enveloped me from behind, asks slowly and quietly.

"... I don't know"

"Please don't go, it must be my fault."

"Jill......"

To the habit of whispering so much, Jill won't let go of me. Ning Ro, hold me hard in inverse proportion to the words. I don't want you to get away, I don't want you to go, just say that.

I can't shake Jill loose, which fits perfectly because of the height difference. Physically, mentally. Cut, touched as required, my body does not try to resist.

I don't hate it, but I have a problem. It's in that state now.

"... Dear Liz"

A name whispered gently in your ear.

"I admire you too, what if I said?

... Huh?

Words dropped on me with soft and clear intentions were enough to solidify all my movements.

If you freeze for about ten seconds and then look back in horror, your eyes cut to the usual smile. Like begging me, he stares seriously and repeatedly hits high when his heart is tightened cuddly.

"Even if you know it's inappropriate. I'll take you."

"Ji, ru"

"I admire you. More than anyone, take you."

A feeling similar to eyesight, like a calf and a standing glare. Jill changes the way she supports me. I was holding him from behind, like I was holding him from the front. If you don't want to get your hands off me anymore. Turn your hand firmly around your back and pull me towards a tight chest plate.

I could feel the sound of my heart coming from my stuck chest and Jill being very occasional.

"You might be cowardly to say it at this time. I still couldn't stand it, if I thought you might choose Master Eurice."

If you look up at Jill as you diligently organize your teasing head, your sincere eyes pierce me. Out of the way, and another big beating heart. For the first time in my life, my heart ached so much.

The harder it really is to breathe, the harder the blood spill spreads the heat all over your body. Hiu, and his throat trembles, and a strange noise rings.

As annoying as Jill might sound, I can't help it. My whole body was hot, and I couldn't think as if my head was pounding.

"I, as one man... want you"

The decisive words so dropped are terribly hot and sweet.

The sight instantly darkens.

The smell I was feeling was stronger.

The heat I was feeling all over my body concentrated on my pressed lips.

Like old times, it's not a mouthful full of sadness. It comes with a direct love for my lips as it mercies me and thirsts me.

You can't run away with your hands around the back of your head.

Even though it was just a kiss to touch, it was hot enough to say that my whole body was boiling, and I was about to melt down to my brain miso. I'm sure I'm dyed bright red to the neck like I poured Zhu.

Like a fish that gasps for lack of acid after its lips have separated, look up at Jill when it opens and closes when it puffs its mouth.

The culprit, with an unspoken mouthpiece, has just a soft grin on his mouth at my reaction. The eyes had the eyes of a man with a mixture of fever and thirst as he sought me unchanged.

"Please, respond to me, too. Because it can take a while.... I love you."

After hearing those words, how and when I got home... my head was going to be filled with this night's events as much as I can't remember.