On that day, I was in a good mood.
As a town doctor, I work in the daytime, and many of the patients I visited said, "Did something good happen? I was asked the same thing. The mood seemed so good that it appeared on my face.
It's been like this since I had a "date" with Yukina the other day.
I was so impressed by his words that I jumped into his chest. I was filled with embarrassment when I think about it now, but as warm as that, I still feel in my chest.
Speaking of necessities (...), I have sold my body. I had to. But somewhere in my heart, I felt such a backlash.
─ ─ Prostitutes are the worst job as women.
─ ─ My body is the dirtiest in the world.
─ ─ I probably won't die decently.
Such an idea always came to mind in the corner of my head, pretending to be the wind I didn't normally care about. All I wanted to do was tell myself that I was living a decent life.
─ ─ I think prostitutes are a fine profession, I am.
Yukina confirmed it. [M] Take me like this.
You admitted to yourself as a whore.
─ ─ Because there are prostitutes, there are people who can work hard.
From a public standpoint, 'whore' is a profession to be repudiated.
But it wasn't.
I could only see myself. I did not think of those who seek whores.
We can arouse men.
Work in powder to "buy" us, and hold us to gain mental and physical fulfilment.
Prostitutes sell themselves. Certainly an unacceptable profession. But that's why I can comfort the men.
Perhaps Yukina doesn't think so deeply. [M]
Just be honest. It was only with a mouth of his own mood.
Still, in his words, my "world" changed.
I was taught not to be ashamed of myself.
"Fufufufu..."
When I realized it, I was playing a nose song again.
Although I don't have any patients right now, I'm in the process of dispensing medicine. We have to concentrate. However, even if I stopped my nose song, I couldn't stop my cheeks from getting loose.
I came to accept myself as a whore, but I was in two troubles at the same time.
One is that Yukina-kun's face always comes to mind. This always makes me feel better.
This is still good.
The second problem.
My mood floated too much ─ ─.
─ ─ My body begins to look for Yukina.
And because of that evil, I don't want to be held by anyone other than Yukina.
"Hah... this is fine, it's not my first love's birthday"
I feel a little aggressive for my biological daughter, except for that, she is a maiden of her age. Even if it were a prostitute who is famous in King's Landing, it would be a serious story.
It's just... it's not like I don't know.
I have sold my body so far, but I have never sold it to my heart. I've been worried about splitting it up as a job and satisfying my customers, but that's all.
From the bottom of my heart, I've hardly ever asked anyone for a man.
Fortunately, I don't have to work at night for a while (...). I just can't stay like this forever. The time has come when you will definitely have to work as a whore.
In that case, I want that person who recognized me to embrace himself ─ ─ and even his heart. That feeling gets stronger and stronger every day.
Though I thought so ─ ─ I imagined myself being held by him and my face turned red. Until now, as a prostitute, I've been embraced by many men, and this is a stupid story, but imagining the "affair" with him is overflowing with shame.
I mean, my face is on fire right now.
"Ah, no. If I think about it any more, I can't stand it anymore."
Shake your head and spray away the thoughts that started dyeing pink.
The trouble is that some people are ashamed and undoubtedly want it. The next moment I wonder when I'll see you, Yukina.
Yukina works as a mercenary and has accumulated funds to 'buy' me for the success of the contract she contracted.
Does he save money first, or does my limit come first?
I don't think it's too bad to be held by him without being a whore anymore.
However, the pride that has been working as a prostitute is a little disturbing.
I mean, when I first met Yukina-kun, I said the most plausible words: "If I was held for free, would I be sorry to the customer who put money on me?"
Now we can't afford not to use that word. When I do that, I feel like I can't be a person ─ ─ a woman. Yukina-kun wouldn't want to embrace someone who would turn such a thing into a corpse.
Or "something" that blows up my vomited words without asking questions ─ ─.
"─ ─ I wonder if there's anything convenient about it."
I dropped my shoulders in a choke of sighs.
At this time, I didn't expect that "something" was approaching.